This is exactly the feeling I get with GMX Q. Not sure about GMXZP, but pretty sure it will be the same. Weird. Maybe some sort of healing or restructuring of your mindset. Which is why I was so adamant with stacking it with some sort of focus module, whether that be executive or single point – but it seems to be it’s not an issue exclusive to me.
hmmmm, I performed well in my game (only played 1 match) but i realize now that the reason I lose so much isn’t even because of me.
like I had the most damage done in the game, played well, helped every one, encouraged them to do well, but it’s almost as if the sub told me “dude it’s not you who should listen to GMX ZP, it’s them”
also my brain feels like it has a very “A.I.” type of a system installed, been computing shit as if everything is a game, however, now with this revelation, i’m kinda feeling like maybe I shouldn’t focus on GMX.
will play 1 more game later after gym and see how it goes, but if I lost again (due to the noob teammates, since most are childish trolls), then i’ll reconsider my stack and remove it.
@SaintSovereign what’s your opinion? is there any scripting in GMX ZP that could potentially make me lucky in terms of what kind of teammates I get in team-based games? or is it just focused on the user only?
I’m wondering if the stuff I just said was a realization from ZP
I’ve been thinking since I posted that the reason it might have happened is because I’m not coming to terms with my actual desires.
What do I mean?
Gaming used to be a hobby I loved, but for the last 4 years, I’ve only been spending my time on this one game, and anyone who has played it would know how toxic the league community actually is, and surprisingly, many of my best results from subs on here came to me on days I didn’t play any matches
HOLY FUCK IM ADDICTED
@Ice you think I shall do the Invictus method before continuing this stack any longer ?
I know for a fact that Chosen will stay, even if I removed Wanted ZP and GMX ZP, but seeing how my body and work are my top priorities, I feel like I’m throwing myself off with all this.
I have these stacks in mind if I decided to pull the plug and switch;
Chosen, WZP, Spartan ZP
Chosen, Spartan ZP, PS ZP (I know this one is a shock )
Chosen, WZP, PS ZP
Oh well, let’s just how the rest of today goes with my gaming and how I feel about it, because I really feel turned off by it, and these realizations that I’m actually way too addicted, and that it’s not actually going to benefit my life (the gaming, not GMX) is making me feel like I need to re-evaluate my habits.
This is the same way I felt when I quit getting high, which was also enforced by the ZP script after using Chosen (guess it’s necessary to be a better role model).
I just have watched the whole Arcane tv show about League of legend. I have not played LOL at all and not planning to do that but based on the show it looks like a nice game.
So I wanna talk a bit about my WANTED results.
I know that many of you check my journal because of the different results you read from me during the tests, and well, here is something for y’all that happened today
So I took my girl out for lunch today to a mall and had some plan in mind.
After picking her up, she hopped in my car telling me I look extra hot today, I replied by saying “don’t I always , but what’s different” (remember, I listened to the public version WZP and that’s what I’m on now), she asked if I did my eyebrows and dyed my beard, I said no since I didn’t do shit , but she wasn’t listening to me at all and opened my pants, and put her mouth down, saying “now shut up and lemme have some appetizer before lunch”, ended up getting head in the parking while I was just casually surfing the forum and smoking
After that we go to the mall and I told her that I wanna check some stuff out, so we go to this one shop called American Eagle and I saw a nice hoodie there, I decided to try it on and went to find an empty changing room, but due to the holiday sales and all, it was packed, and that’s when the unwavering confidence of WZP kicked in…
Without missing a beat, I took off my sweater right there and then, with the store filled with people, completely topless, just to try on the hoodie, then took off the hoodie and got topless again, and the amount of eyes that were on me (and I could sense the lust from many girls, AND SOME GUYS) made me feel like I just turned them all on
Lemme just say this, she took me to the car for another round of “appetizers” before lunch and had some sweet creamy dessert later on as well
But now she’s telling me that her throat is sore again
The game itself is nowhere close to the show, it’s just way too toxic, and I personally know (or knew) a guy who committed suicide because of the toxicity and damage it can have on a person’s mental health.
This is coming from someone who has lost friends, girlfriends, broke headsets, mice, a laptop, missed his aunt’s funeral, and some more shit, all because of the game.
Just one thing about Spartan. A couple of last weeks I have played Civilization VI which is my all the time best game, but after listening to Spartan of tomorrow I delete my steam application with the game, just realized that playing games is like wasting time and I can invest this time for something better for my future, at least in my eyes. Of course, this decision to stop playing games is maybe not related to Spartan at all.
I think you’re smart to do this. I’ve been using your method with amazing results. Wanted to point out something you mentioned already in this post, which should be a strong hint as to what your stack should be…
Basically, it’s doing a workout at the gym with no music - just noise canceling headphones - and contemplating life, what your goals are, where you need to improve…like a moving meditation of sorts. It’s been instrumental towards the immense clarity I’ve gained over the past few weeks. In fact, I don’t even workout with music anymore, just bring a journal along in case a lightbulb goes off
For me, it’s the best distraction. I distract myself by randomly journaling about how I feel throughout the day and reading and supporting others in a likeminded community.
I tried to be “more focused” and that worked for a little while, but then when I broke focus, if i didn’t use subclub as a distraction, the other distractions I chose were less uplifting and more disruptive to my day.
Bro this makes a lot of sense.
Saint says it’s not to be listened to while gaming. Listen 2-5 hours beforehand.
Maybe you need CHOSEN to help you lead your team to victory! Or play a champ that’s not such a DPS centric character and can play to make the whole team look good with more CC and follow-up potential. DPS heavy characters require more team coordination, whereas a char with good CC or area-damage can be enough to make your whole team look good
I didn’t listen to it while playing
It was the night before actually, since it knocked me out kinda, but I played a couple hours after listening last night and then earlier today, both games ended in a loss, and even though I kept leading my team properly, they never listen.
Sadly, I have done both today and last night, but the thing about this game is that sometimes even if your KDA is like 12/2/4, they still keep spamming surrender votes and try to troll if they’re not doing as well as you.
They act like it’s a single player game when it’s not, and that’s why I tilt
Yeah, most probably gonna put GMX away, but still think which stack out of the 3 I proposed.
PS is something that I haven’t really tried but I wanted to try it out because it does have some physical shifting (very little IIRC), and it’s a different type of seduction that could work well with both Chosen and WZP, but then again Spartan is shiny