This is a new journal.
I began a new cycle last Saturday.
My current stack is:
Primal seduction and libertine.
Ascension.
All ZP.
I will run this stack until khan ZP is released.
I hope ascension will give me more confidence and eliminate the nice guy things I have in my personality yet. I was choosing between emperor and ascension, but I chose ascension, I don’t want to focus on wealth for now.
I want to buy a notebook to write my experiences there.
Today I run ascension. And I’m having a headache.
RECONCILIATION or script too heavy for me?
Just one loop.
The What Are The Most Common Symptoms of Reconciliation? article has some discussion on headaches.
I will be following this journal closely. Your decision to run Ascension instead of Emperor will prove to be a good choice imo.
I hope this is the right choice too! Ascension instead of emperor.
Thanks! This has happened when I run wanted too. The headache was gone the next day after I slept.
The nice guy thing your trying to eliminate are some of those “basic” things Ascension would help resolve and its a plus that it has a light script. So theres no going wrong choosing to run it. When Khan arrives to the scene youll be an Ascended Khan.
Light script. But it gave me a big headache.
Today is the second day I run ascension. I did not get a headache. I think the confidence and sexual attributes are more pronounced on emperor. But little by little I’m erasing my nice guy attributes. I have not used Facebook for three days. I still have some kind of anxiety.
When I interact with women, they are attracted to me. I’m beginning to change my style by adding accessories, caps, etc. Women checked me out before but now they check me out even more.
As I said before, with these subs, I just have to speak to women and game is on, although sometimes I’m in my head instead of the now. The only things that I need are to approach and be the first to break the ice among other things.
Ascension makes me be more direct with people. But also gives me anxiety. I feel anxious with some people and less social, not comfortable in social situations. I haven’t felt the super confidence yet. I have run two loops until now following guidelines.
Today is the release of khan ZP. I will begin running stage 1 tomorrow. Maybe solo. Let’s go!
Today I run 2 loops of Khan Stage 1, four hours between each one. I cannot say I have seen any changes, because I did not go out today. Maybe tomorrow I will go out. Anyway this is more a healing stage.
I hope that this stage will empty/destroy/demolish/crumble almost all bad thoughts and beliefs that don’t allow me to succeed in the social and sexual dominance aspects of my life.