So ever since i started the rebirth+ ascension combo i am having once every few days very vivid highly detailed nightmates of very violents acts.
it involves killing and blood and more 
why is it like that? am i the only one it is happening to?
i never had such nightmares beside when i was 11 or so
if you take an outsider’s perspective or a birds-eye view of the dream…and think of it in terms of symbols and metaphor…what story is the dream telling?
I do that with most of mine because I’d go nuts otherwise 
Most of my dreams have been really weird. Weird as in different themes that what I’m used to experiencing year after year. For example I used to have dreams wandering around a house that was dimly lit and I could barely see. Now when I walk about a house, it is lit well enough for me to see.
I have had a few nightmares.
I can understand if you find this disturbing, unsettling, or scary.
Here are a few ideas:
You could look up sleep hygiene and get some tips for better sleep.
You could stop watching the news and violent/action/horror shows. The Walking Dead might not be the best thing to watch before going to sleep.
You could take some time off your play list.
You could focus on Rebirth or Elixir, and postpone Ascension for a week.
Those are just some things I would consider.
if i’d dive into symbols of my recent dreams
its either i have been kidnapped or i became a murderer 
Kidnapped sounds like loss of control or not being in control of life circumstances. Becoming a murderer seems like repressed anger, maybe someone mistreating you in life or in the past. I can’t say I’ve ever murdered in my dreams since starting these subs. However there was one dream where I was in a death cult and the leader was harvesting organs in an attempt to gain immortality for those in higher positions. So dreams can definitely get weird.
If you are the killer, it could mean that you’ve just conquered a part of you that was previously running rampant: emotions, patterns of behaviours, beliefs etc.
On Rebirth and AscensionQ (an excellent combo) you’re being challenged to leave the weak you behind and step in to your power.
Interesting now that you mentioned it, i do feel like my standards for myself has risen a lot.
like for example i was talking to some girl, she was ignoring me for some time while being online. the old me would wait for her replay
the new me just blocked her instantly 
it was intense i didnt know where it came from
I have been having nightmare’s too, Nightmares’ and astral projections. I like to speculate that the subluminal are very powerful and are pushing us to over come things within ourselves, I’m not sure of your situation but the best analogy would be age/maturity vs/and life experience. Sort of running 220 volts on a 110 volt machine. I cant recommend how much you should use but maybe use the sub for a shorter period of time. I tend to go balls to the wall. I don’t have shit else going on in my life so I run subs like I’m a sleeper agent for the CIA. Then I Wonder why I’m a fucking mess the next day as things seem to progress too well . It does concern me though but I’m trusting that the guys who make our products are not out to harm their clients. I like to believe that its not some script they put in to destroy us? I think one of the creators visited me in a dream one day.
Yeah I have had some pretty harsh dreams. I’ve stopped using SubClub for while, but from what I understand, if you are running DREAMS, that will make your dreams more vivid (for better or worse). If you are also using any title that is designed to ‘cleanse’ then the sub will bring up and surface any fears you have in the (vivid) dream.
