hi
im running 3 Q’s and 1 ultima (EmperorQ+ RM+QL1+LDU) , and to be honest ive been facing some kinda shitty recon i feel like shit sometimes, and im way out of my baseline its very different and im not used to it, im feeling kinda sad but im not sad, sometimes i feel fruastrated, sometimes i feel like i could sleep for 12 hours, music doesnt effect me anymore it has less effect
and i dont know if i should feel this recon or not, QL1 has this healing stage where it disolves some traumas linked in the body, and from what i read that healing subs generally feels like shit and its not like youre gonna enjoy it its a detox phase
but maybe its not cause of QL1 Alone , maybe that my stack is too dense for my weakpoints, cuz when you have a stack that focus on everyweakpoint that you have, you will be facing lots of recon
more limiting belifes and blockages that goes against the script = more recon
ive been doing the 1 day on/1 day off pattern
but i wanna solve this problem of recon, im not used to myself this way,
so what do you suggest to solve it?
1- should i take more rest days? like 1 day on/ then - 2 rest days in a row , then repeat?
2 - or i could drop RM for now untill things calm down and i get used to emperor then i can add RM later back into my Playlist, or maybe drop it in alternating way, so one week i put it in my playlist and the next week i remove it from my playlist
3- or i could just keep going, and let go of this phase and that its totally normal to fee like shit in this period , QL1 is working on trauma and heals some stuff in my brain, and emperor is diging some ass belifes that i have so its gonna be hard for sometimes maybe 2 weeks or 1 week then things gonna settle down (the reason im saying this, bcuz this week was shit, last week i think was okay no hard stuff like im dealing with right now, so i had this prespective that sometimes shit will get hard, and sometimes it will pass if you give it time)
any input will be appreciated,