Subconscious Virtuoso - Stumbling into the Light 🔥

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Something “opened up” for me over the last week or so, right around the time that I dealt with that high fever actually…

Something that allows me to make connections that I wasn’t making before.

The opening, the “sense”, is a combination of spiritual and physical – like I believe everything is a combo of…

It’s like being able to hold the big picture while immersed in the details…without overemphasis or getting lost in either.

Oh, it sounds like I’m describing a sense of flow, but it’s more like a sense of being able to FIND the flow consciously instead of having it “just happen”, if that makes sense.

There’s a greater sense of FUN while I’m doing the day-to-day work because of it.

It seems like Dragon Blood Gold really does help you work on ALL aspects – body, mind, spirit – to help bring them into congruence.

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Training session tonight was

From deconstructing basics to addressing difficult and unusual contexts, it seemed like I was having the most fun and able to slide in and out of flow on command.

All of this will come to an end soon enough and I’ll move on, so I’m embracing the moments more fully.

The gratitude and joy scripting deserves to get way more credit for boosting the fun had in this whole process of development.

I seem to be experiencing a greater level of acceptance of the rhythms of life, and of the condition of constant pursuit. It feels right.

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Two things to note about yesterday:

1. I found the PERFECT bait for an offer I’ve been cooking up
2. I had an AUTOMATIC response to a leadership challenge that worked perfectly

I added Nouveau RICH to this cycle of Dragon Blood Gold because I wanted to inject a dose of the New Wealth Experience into my Dragon Reborn transformation…and it delivered.

It opened my mind up and I found myself looking into software, which led me to finding (what I think) will be the perfect bait to get people into a new offer. Only the test will tell, but even if it doesn’t, I know there’s SOMETHING I can use it for…holy…I just got a NEW IDEA while writing this…yeaaaaaaaaaaa baby…Nouveau RICH innovation scripting for the win, lol

Just have to cast the line out to see if I catch any fish, and I’ll know what to do from there.

As for the second thing…

When I say I had a perfect “automatic” response to a challenge, I mean I didn’t premeditate my behavior and it wasn’t an emotional response.

For context, the “leadership challenge” came in the form of a guy (who isn’t new but is a casual) that makes a habit of being contradicting, offering his two cents to everything, and being snarky to get a rise out of people – he hasn’t been around all summer, but his girlfriend is part of the group so he decided to show up again…

(I cut out the deeper analysis for the private journal)

The result of my automatic behavior was that things moved along nicely, the students were engaged, and he had to really focus in on what we were doing to keep up. Which only allowed him to make the odd, quiet comment to his partner here and there.

The regular students picked up the vibe change instantly, and their heightened focus made for a good session for 'em.

At the end one student said, “That was the perfect break from the stress at the lab. Now I’m ready to get back to it.”

That’s when I felt some recognition of “the win”…and the inner wisdom that led me throughout.

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Been on a break between cycles the last several days, and a couple of them were “rough” in the sense that I didn’t feel as “high” any more. And reconciling what my life looks like right now with the internal vision creates a strong tension sometimes…which is GOOD.

And what’s really good is a couple new developments that came up over the last week that seem to be tapping into this part of DRG:

With Dragon Reborn GOLD, the NSE is geared at helping you manifest and understand the meaning of positively charged situations that ultimately lead to your inner refinement through joy and gratitude, while instilling a strong inner sense of resilience — that you can handle whatever comes your way.

The most “out of left field” development is that I got connected with a seasoned film maker, wrote up my first intro teaser to a film, and basically have the fight choreography nailed down for it (and rehearsed last night).

I’ve never written a screenplay. I’ve never thought to actually make a film. And I definitely never thought that I would film it myself and it be any good (and I’m not holding out much hope for this being very good either, lol)

BUT, this whole process has been so much FUN, I hardly care what most other people will think…

Case in point, when I pitched the concept to some people everyone was down but when I said I’d be the one filming it one person came out with some blunt feedback, “Yea I’m down, but I don’t know if it’ll be any good.”

I couldn’t help but laugh a little…because she was RIGHT! lol

I quipped back a playful response about her optimism warming my heart, everyone had a good chuckle, and we moved on…

Don’t get me wrong, I DO care if other people like it…it’s just the list of WHO I care about liking it is tiny. And the FIRST and most important person on the list is ME

Man, I felt SO MUCH JOY in the entire process that I infected the others with it – it’s not an easy thing to choreograph good fights and can be a frustrating process for the people I’m constantly correcting – and even when I had to break things way down and teach them the mechanics of a basic throw that they couldn’t nail down for some reason, I kept things light…

and as a sign of my increasing strength and compassion in leadership: I kept the fault squarely ON MYSELF.

The result was that we all had a good time, a whole lot of laughs throughout, and ended on a high note of everything coming together so well by the end. And I learned a little bit more about how to be a better leader of people.

The other development this week is related to wealth and it didn’t tap into the same fountain of joy…but it was more fun so I know I’m onto something with the direction I’ve taken.

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That’s it for Dragon Blood Gold…

2 cycles with only 2 subs in the stack seems to be the ticket for me.

Next up is Dragon Flight Gold, and I think I’ll start that today, maybe tomorrow.

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Two loops into Dragon Flight Gold… I started at 7min and increased by a minute for the second exposure, and so far zero turbulence.

In fact, I think 2 cycles each of Dragon Fire and Dragon Blood is really allowing Dragon Flight and Nouveau RICH to shine though already at the beginning of this cycle, plus possibly some bloom from DRG2

I’ve already had a couple of unexpected manifestations that are too good, so I know the combined work I’ve been doing and these subs are helping me take off

At least that’s what it feels like right now.

I have a call coming up I’m pumped for, and the last couple of days I’ve ENJOYED digging into a current project. Joy and gratitude for the win. Looking forward to the next two cycles with DRG3

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Dragon Flight Gold’s emphasis on “transcendence”

will guide you to take conscious and bold actions toward achieving your goals and refining your actions toward leadership that benefits all of humanity

is already expressing nicely in areas that were already in motion.

The boldness is coming through loud and CLEAR, especially with folks who ASK for my advice and guidance or want to partner up on something…

Case in point: today on a call, after I told a guy who’s looking for help with growing his group what he can expect from me, he responded in a funny way I wasn’t expecting. He said, "Yes! Another MAN! … " and went on to tell me about a conversation he’d had with someone else about that stuff.

He clearly wasn’t used to doing business with someone who will shoot straight.

His words sent a loud sonar-like PING through my awareness though – there was a micro-second sense of “oh shit” because I’ve seen plenty of “egos” protect themselves in front of me then proceed to blow up whatever understanding we’d had later…but that was swiftly followed by the warm freedom of “fuck it” lol – and the fact that I caught it in real time probably means that my sense of leadership and wisdom is kicking into higher gear…

So I was able to navigate the convo to safer harbors, and now we have a solid plan to move forward…but I’m not married to anything about it.

I love this feeling…but I’m not married to this feeling either

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It’s fascinating, the things that are standing out to me whether I’m talking to others or reading their words, I’m picking up on different layers of nuance…

There’s a GAP now where there was automatic, default internal responses before. Like a pause that spans the infinite expanse of a few milliseconds.

Anyway, just waxing a little poetic there about the shift between conscious awareness and conscious competence…that’s basically it. Not that I agree that that model is 100% “all there is” to learning, but it makes it easier to talk about…

I was aware of certain things but wasn’t sure what to “do” with them, and wasn’t even sure if what I thought I was aware of was correct…and now, I know that what I’ve been perceiving is legit.

And how do I know?

Because I tested it and saw the results.

It sounds simple. And it feels that way more and more everyday for me. It’s awesome.

And it’s obviously the influence of Dragon Flight Gold.

Maybe it’s the enhanced cognitive scripting? Maybe it’s the wisdom scripting? I sure af don’t know. And I don’t care. I’ll leave that up to more inclined minds to slice and dice ad infinitum…

What I care about is: does Dragon Reborn Gold seem to help me take steps towards what was “impossible” or felt out of reach before?

And so far, each stage has expanded my scope of possibilities, and coupled with the increasing internal sense of freedom the time-to-action between intent and performance has decreased dramatically in “higher friction” areas of my life.

Running DRG is going to make ALL future subs express easier. I already see how it’s changed the expression of Nouveau RICH from when I ran it before. New perspective = new opportunities.

And last note before I get back into it, I think the enhanced productivity and leadership scripting are combining in a way that I’m also leading myself with better wisdom and systems.

This sub is

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Hit a deep pocket of turbulence on this Dragon Flight Gold path over the last week…

With added friction on my part due to a lack of -----

I know the theme of my next breakthrough.

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Witnessed someone take a concept/connection I had in mind and shared with them, and go through the evolution of: being surprised by it to telling someone else about it but keeping me anonymous to passing it off completely as THEIR OWN.

This isn’t the first time it’s happened where people take my words and later think they came up with a “great idea.” In fact, I don’t actually lay the claim on them being “my” ideas necessarily, but that’s a different story…

In this case, it was the first time I’d ever seen someone IN REAL TIME, talking to different people, go from attributing the idea to “someone” else to either completely forgetting or flat out lying.

I believe it’s the latter, but i have trust issues lol

Ok, so what?

So what if people lie or misrepresent concepts/frameworks/insights as their own? It’s the norm, right?

You see it everywhere online, especially in the realms of “doing business” and “feeling led”

Well, it made me calmly RE-realize two things:

First, take action first. Then talk to people.

And the second is a secret.

You know what I mean?

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Once there’s a paradigm shift, so many everyday things you never gave a second thought to seem new.

It seems like Dragon Flight Gold helps with exactly that…shifting the context. Of you.

I’ve experienced a shift over the last week, but it wasn’t all sunshine and squirrel barks on a warm autumn day in the forest

It was worth it though. The baseline rises.

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@RVconsultant would you please change the title of this journal to:
Subconscious Virtuoso - Stumbling into the Light

Thanks man

[RVconsultant]

Only one emoji in the title, according to the platform software.

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I had this “crazy” experience the other day that I’m hesitant to write about because it’s very out of my comfort zone…

So I’ll just say that as I was walking along a crowded sidewalk, I saw a clown-like homeless dude freaking people out with his jerky gestures and loud, sporadic shouts of non-sense…

He seemed to enjoy the way people reacted to him in fear and trepidation.

The woman right in front of me started to veer off her course to give him a super wide berth almost immediately when he came into view…

And at that moment, I stated something silently. I didn’t wish, or hope, or wonder. I commanded.

At about 5 or so feet away, the dude saw me and immediately stopped flailing his arms around, stopped shouting, turned his face away from me, and held his hands up near his head with his wrists together like a symbol of surrender…

I kept walking and the thought popped up, “Did that really just happen???”

But the question couldn’t find a foothold because, yea, it did just happen.

This reality is something else.

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I’m 3 loops into the start of another cycle with Dragon Flight Gold (the first cycle was cut short after 5 loops due to turbulence) but the productivity and cognitive scripting influence is becoming super obvious now…

I took the initiative on planning, organizing, and trying to get a group of folks together to get a retreat going…but I hate event planning.

I plan to do what I’m good at and get the momentum going then leverage a couple other folks to continue handling logistics so the wheels don’t fall off. I’ve failed hard at doing everything myself in the past because I didn’t delegate…but ain’t nobody got time for that now

And that’s just one example…

I have a couple other irons in the and moving between them doesn’t feel overwhelming at all. There’s just a greater sense of focus and drive to simplify things to get them rolling.

So, even as things feel like they’re ramping up and I want to just “get to work”, I’ve set aside about an hour in the mornings towards my spiritual development and have kept it up for a little over a week now. It’s a combo now of meditation, prayer, and study instead of only one facet at a time…and the results have been incredible.

When the thought came up that I “didn’t have time” in the morning, I just set my alarm to wake me up about 90 minutes earlier lol…easy solution, some mornings are harder than others tho

Besides that, my athleticism has steadily been improving the last few weeks as I’ve been following a new program focused more on “strength through length” which increases mobility simultaneously as opposed to the hiit or hypertrophy-oriented programs where I’d need to supplement a lot of mobility work in addition. So, it’s slower going, but the results feel really good so far.

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Interesting things have been happening with my perception of time and flow, and I think it’s largely due to my spiritual development, but I’m not really sure how to describe it…

So I’ll hold off on doing that

In terms of some Dragon Flight Gold objectives,

guide you to take conscious and bold actions toward achieving your goals and refining your actions toward leadership that benefits all of humanity

There’s been big movement on this front, but I would never claim that MY leadership “benefits all of humanity” lol…

experience a surge of personal power as previously unseen possibilities emerge into your conscious awareness

This has turned up 100% …and the interesting part personally is that “personal power” doesn’t mean what it used to for me.

strength through understanding the human condition of those you aim to help

Yup. This sub has turned up my empathy – not sympathy…because as heartless as this probably makes me seem, I for sure am not prone to feeling sorry for people – I’ll definitely take the time and invest attention to understand, so if I think I can help I offer to. And if that person agrees but shows themselves to be obstinate to change, I let them be.

I ain’t trying to be anyone’s savior or convince them of anything. Ain’t nobody got time for that lol

develop courage, initiative, and unwavering purpose—to set your eyes on a goal and achieve it, not through force, but by becoming an ideal for others to aspire to

Leadership through example has been heavy on my mind the last couple months, since starting Dragon Reborn Gold actually. But actualizing that intention has been slow going as I work through the layers of hesitation and doubt and, ultimately, the fear.

Dragon Flight Gold has cranked up this feeling and aspiration to 11 though, so there’s a “shit or get off the pot” sense of urgency to “take the next step.”

It’s helpful, and I get the sense that you can’t rest on your laurels in this stage. I neglected to take the next step a few weeks ago, and that’s around the time I hit my first big pocket of “turbulence” on this flight.

There’s definitely a narrowing of the path and trying to ignore it or distract myself with doing other things is NOT how to become that example to lead from lol

Lesson learned

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Had an UGLY part of my past life story rear its head at me yesterday…

Without the development I’ve undergone, especially the last year and some change, I don’t know if I would’ve handled it the way I did.

I think the regality scripting of Dragon Flight Gold has really helped have an influence on my composure and willingness to have the light shined on me and taking the heat.

There’s freedom in the truth…but only if you accept it. And it’s much easier said than done when the heat is on. Especially when people are watching and the potential consequences are a LOSS that you absolutely don’t want…

There’s no pride in how I handled it because there’s no shamelessness for what I did. It happened. I wish it hadn’t. But, I feel free-er actually experiencing who I am now: that I’ll humbly stand in the truth and accept whatever may come of it, even a great loss. Because the loss of not staying in truth is even greater.

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At the end of the break between cycles, I think it’s day 4 today? Yea, it is.

The “first” cycle with Dragon Flight Gold only lasted 5 listening days before I had to take 5 days off – this one is potent – so I don’t really count that one as separate, but I was able to complete an actual full cycle this time without “too much” turbulence. Listening time started at 5 minutes and increased up to 13 by the end.

I probably could’ve done with increasing a bit slower than a rate of about +1min per listening day, but after about halfway through this cycle things smoothed out. Especially after dealing with what came up in the previous post…that was a doozy, but it “elevated” me somehow.

I think it’s this sub’s influence in the areas of regality and virtue. It’s really helped me dial into how I show up to lead by example.

That and the boost to cognition and productivity – when not experiencing the turbulence – is great. I’ve finally jumped into the deep end of figuring out how to best leverage AI, which is something I avoided actively looking into the last year and change, and it’s amazeballs. I’m staying away from becoming an “AI expert”, but with whatever magic is in DRG3 it helped me immerse myself in learning about where I can leverage this opportunity with what I’m already invested in doing. (Plus now I’ve started digging into making highly customized GPTs with specific knowledge bases…it’s too fascinating not to)

But now, it’s like I see TOO MUCH opportunity everywhere lol. I know the way to solve that is specificity, but I can’t help myself in getting a decent sense of the “battlefield” before I start running around in it.

Anyway, I’m going to run another round of DRG3 and let it do its thing a little more.

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A quick update on this second cycle with Dragon Flight Gold…

I’ve experienced a lot of waves of excitement (which I used to label “anxiety”) due to how much larger the scope of my vision for the future has become.

One issue on DRG3 that I’ve had is in the area of “transcending” paradigms, I think. The example on the sales page comparing the importance of having six pack abs in relation to the whole of the cosmos or something, makes it seem inconsequential…at first anyway. And I think that’s where I’m hovering: reestablishing the VALUE of my goals while expanding my awareness and glimpsing the sheer magnitude of things beyond my comprehension.

No big deal

So in order to kind of “reign in” my expanding vision and awareness, I added in Mind’s Eye to the mix specifically for it’s scripting to hone in on the best solutions, to boost my ability to mentally simulate different strategies, and (what I experience as) a massive increase in intuitive predictive ability – now that I wrote all that I’m not sure if MOAR visualization ability will “reign in” anything lol

But I’m on this ride now, so we’ll see how it goes

One quick result that I attribute to Mind’s Eye came quick though: like I mentioned in the previous post, I’ve been kind of overwhelmed with possibilities around AI. And besides that, there’s another part of my life that’s coming to a close…it’s a massive change and there’s only a handful of months left to square everything away.

So I need to learn some specific things, and start putting things into motion, and fast.

The quick result I mentioned?

A reminder on “how to learn anything FAST” in the form of a personal anecdote, backed up by a best-selling book by a dude who passed a 4-year MIT curriculum in 1 year. It’s not rocket surgery, and seems obvious after the fact because I’ve looked into rapid learning before, but it was the REMINDER that I needed. So I’ll put the steps below…

7 Super Simple Steps to Super-learning Anything (Super)

1. Learn how to learn the thing you want to learn
   • figure out the “best” way to learn it (this seems like the “trickiest” part imo)
2. Focus
   • you have to dedicate time if you’re serious about learning it
3. Do the thing you want to get good at
   • if you’re trying to get better at writing stories, spend your time writing stories
   • don’t waste time on other tasks
4. Find your weakest points and work on those
   • after you spend some time doing the thing you want to get good at, you’ll find areas that you’re not so great at: spend more time on those
   • the temptation is to only focus on what you’re good at because it feels good, but if you want to improve quickly work on your weakest points and not the other stuff
5. Test yourself
   • it uncovers what you don’t know, and it actually teaches you
6. Feedback
   • harder to do if you’re a self-learner, but if you can, find someone who can review your work and give you feedback
7. Don’t take “the answer” at face value, you need to KNOW WHY it’s the answer
   • you need to build your intuition and insight into the subject, so it’s not good enough to just know “the answer”

And that’s it.

Simple.

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Well this second cycle had to make an emergency landing after only two listening days…

And now, it’s been about a week I think without subs and everything is feeling good, so I’m probably going to continue like this until I decide otherwise.

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It took two weeks, but today is the second start to the second cycle with Dragon Flight Gold.

Going through about 1 week of detoxing was part of putting it off, but there was another element that a part of me didn’t want to continue for some reason…so I waited. I had to “transcend” the idea of switching subs first apparently