Sub.Zero - washing out after one year and a half

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#22

Day 9
Yesterday’s recon, that hit me in the evening, was really intense. It took the form of despair and occurred upon reflecting upon my life and feeling a bit stuck. It lasted for around two hours.

I couldn’t fall asleep till 4 a.m. since my body was filled with a high amount of energy that made me a bit jittery. It was slightly electrified thar manifested when touching objects. Weird.

Today I feel mighty and seductive. :blush:

The processing to execution ratio is still around 50:50 and I need more rest. Only yesterday I felt a bit overwhelmed by the intensity of the process. It seems to me that I will resume my stack on the 4th of May only.

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#23

Day 10

The processing and execution ratio is still around 50:50 with the recon coming back and going away in waves. All of it in the form of social vulnerability, and sometimes in the form of really slight irascibility. Yet finally I see growth beyond what I’ve achieved recently. Especially when it comes to attracting women and social influence. Good.

#24

Day 12

I’ve decided to resume my stack as I didn’t experience any bloom, and the processing to execution ratio seems to be 20:80.

The real-time results (not the changes that have occurred in me) are moderate, significantly below the baseline during the exposure.

The recon is slight and is manifesting as slight social discomfort.

All of that indicates that my old pattern is optimal in terms of the results and the amount of recon that is almost non-existent and builds up with time.

Let’s get back on track.

#25

What is the Lawyer’s game?

#26

Trying to convince yourself why you should get off the sub that is causing recon in you.

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#27

This is also when people are trying to justify bending the rules or guidelines for listening to the subliminals such as:

“Well, if I’m only suppose to listen to them every other day, then if I listen on Monday at 11:45 pm and then I’ll wait until 12:01 am on Wednesday to listen to the next time, because then technically Monday is every other day from Monday”.

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#28

Exactly.

‘Playing Lawyer’s Games’ means applying logical arguments and contriving technicalities as a way to avoid doing what you know you’re supposed to do. It means applying one’s cleverness to bend the ‘letter of the law’ as a way to avoid following the ‘spirit of the law’.

A ridiculous and not-very-clever example would be, ‘They cannot arrest me for shoplifting because I never actually ‘lifted’ anything. I slid the television onto my skateboard, and then rolled it out of the store. There’s no law against shoprolling!’

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