Sub suggestion for past trauma

first off I love the subliminal club, I have been using the subs for a long time and they were the only ones out of all I have tried that seemed to stick.

So I did a whole year + on subs it built me up and gave me some solid skills that I feel have stayed with me for a long time, It also forced me to deal with a lot of things that were going on inside me, that I knew was there but didn’t know how to access or fix. Something happened that kind of pushed me off Subs for a while and it has been 5-6 months now since I have used subs, although I feel a lot has stayed with me I have started to slip. First Im a man and it’s hard for me to say this publically but I have been dealing with the fact of being a survivor sexually abused as a child and as a teenager, it has been a lot for me to mentally process. I realised the stacks I had was building me up to be strong and tough but on a bad foundation, but in the last few months, I noticed a lot of what made me strong has been collapsing due to unfixed cracks of the trauma.

I have gone back to my reclusive ways of locking myself away from family and people I would consider friends, having nightmares of the abuse, waking up in fear, drinking, gaining weight, being scared and overthinking everything and go through every stage of the trauma leader daily to the point it feels like its getting to much. Even to the point a couple of weeks ago I considered ending things and had it fully planned out until I was talked down by someone online. it has not been fun

Would it please be possible for someone to suggest subs or even a stack that would help in the healing process of the past trauma, so I can get back don’t track rebuilding myself to being the bed man I can be.

My stack for over a year was this

  • Emperor Q
  • Emperor - House of Medici
  • Primal Seduction Iron Throne Q (I bought the wrong one I mean to get the one with healing)
  • Stark Q

I also currently own these, that I would add in at different times to see effects:

  • Power Can Corrupt
  • Aegis Initiative: Survival Instinct
  • Wanted

as you can tell I was very focused on building myself to be the best version of myself, but I wasn’t healing. I am open to suggestions, my budget is limited right now but I will get what I can, I can’t go on living like this I need to fix this, I need help and I dont know where to start or what tools I can use to heal

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Very honest text and I can feel your pain in that post. I don’t know if you do already, but you should see a professional who can help you, subliminals are not a substitute for that. They can help you for sure, but also playing healing subliminals will surface a lot of emotions and trauma and that can be hard to handle.

Maybe start with lighter healing subliminals to start with and maybe pairing it with something like Sanguine.

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You’re clearly in a spiral of negativity.

You need to pull yourself out of the hole you’re in.
Your process is going to be one based on momentum.

I would recommend running ChosenZP for uplifting positivity and positive self talk.
ChosenZP is filled to the brim with positivity, joy, love, happiness, etc.

It also has many benefits that should boost your mental health such as internal strength/courage and stronger mental fortitude against negativity.

Once you’ve shifted into a more positive state of mind, then add in RegenerationZP to your stack.

RegenerationZP will help you overcome your traumas at a pace that is right for you, while you are anchored to the positive state and self-talk of ChosenZP. It will also aid the pushing out of ChosenZP by removing blocks, so that you can allow more positivity to flow into your life.

This combination should ensure a smooth, positive healing as long as you go slow and don’t overexpose yourself.

Once you have better mental health, that’s when you can start working on your Alpha Male foundation (Ascension, Ascended Mogul, Emperor, Stark etc.) When you’re solid, then you can let go of Chosen/Regeneration and run the fun stacks.

If you decide to go this route and use Regeneration, DO NOT dwell on and wallow in the traumas and negative feelings that surface. Do not run away from them either. Acknowledge them from a place of positivity, willingness, courage and self-love, while processing them out of you.

Do not watch mindless retarded sh*t on youtube.

Watch empowering videos, surround yourself with empowering/positive information, knowledge, pictures and quotes, that strengthen the momentum of the subs.

Feed your mind with what you wish to become.

These subliminals are NOT going to save your life and don’t treat them as such.
Look at them as a manifestation that YOU have guided yourself towards, through your intention to stop living in a disillusioned state of negativity and become a better man.

Stay away from porn if you’re watching that shit.

ChosenZP + Regeneration.

If you follow all of this advice, you should see some results.
You have our support but at the end of the day, nobody is going to take responsibility for you or your life.

These subliminals are just tools of self-development and growth.
They’re not a replacement for therapy or seeing a mental health professional.

What’s not about to happen is:
You overexposing yourself to ZP subs and experiencing recon, then writing a bunch of hyper negative/depressing introspective shit in your journal.

Anyways, that’s all I got for you.

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Hey Thanks for the reply, it has been rough. I haven’t started therapy mainly due to the fact of the fear of the Big Rubber stamp and how it would affect my career. Where I am people just like to slap labels on people and give them drugs, not really go into things.

I have been using online support groups and anonymous services for working through things bit by bit, but I think subs will help me get back on track between sessions. I was thinking Sanguine, rebirth or Dragon, but I heard its really not recommended unless you are in a stable place before starting

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Thank you for such a detailed post, lost of amazing information there. I haven’t tried chosen or regeneration yet, I will need to look at it. in fact, I have tried any ZP since it was released Q seemed to work well for me and ultima was overpowering a little at first, so I will have to give ZP a go. I know their not replacements, more like a crutch when I need the extra bit of a boost, and I think that’s what I need at the moment to help along the healing process just the church.

I will definitely look at getting Chosen and Regeneration and again thank you for your detailed post, it has been more help than I can convey in text.

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No problem, and good luck my friend with ZP, they are amazing tools. Yeah there is often a big taboo surrounding therapy which is a bit backwards considering how much mental illnesse there is in our society.

I like the idea that Luther mentioned about Chosen because of its positivity scripting, I have a couple of rounds with it and can concur. Also why I recommended Sanguine.

This is the short description from the q-store:
- The core of Sanguine, a subliminal designed to enhance your ability to maintain your optimism and sense of personal power in all possible situations.

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