Hi all,
I’m male, 51, and I have my life pretty much in order financially. I run my own business, was early at the party wrt crypto.
I however have identified a couple of weak points:
- I lack real confidence. Always second guessing myself. Especially a certain type of woman triggers this.
Past trauma causes this (was raised by narcissist parents that made me prone to co-dependency and trauma bonding). - Related; I tend to keep dwelling on things. Things I can’t control, things I could have done different or better. The hamster wheel spins on and on. Very tiresome really, and literally sometimes losing sleep.
- I want to “up” my alpha-ness. I know for a fact many people perceive me like this (even though I’d call myself a sigma male as I am quite introverted). My head is however filled with doubts. I could REALLY use a good injection of “IDGAF” in my life, be more charismatic and attractive to women.
Please recommend a sub or subs to me?
Very grateful to receive your feedback.
Thanks in advance.