Hi Guys,
I made a 2 month break from subliminals to see where my life is at and work on my nervous system and trauma responses “sober”.
Big changes going through my life.
Moving to my first own flat and decided that I dont want a “spiritual carreer” anymore but rather work in something engineering again, after my health crisis and lets call it spiritual self seeking phase.
I will get my flat in a month. I am creating a quite big restart in my life. Throwing away most of my stuff, moving from a house to a flat (so reducing drastically) and all this while cutting emotional and financial enmeshment with my parents (which I am now actually doing). Planing to restart working parttime slowly from march on. Will ask some friends if I can help them out in their companys for free for some resumes and to get myself into a structured life again.
So I am really going to a place where I wanna stand by myself as an adult man.
What sub can be recommended to go with me on this fresh start in life?
I liked GLM (I ran a custom with RoS in August/September). But I dont wanna go with anything spiritual currently again. But could buy GLM solo.
Thinking of trying the new Regeneration, as I never ran anything with healing before properly.
Something I am looking for is a boost in confidence, believe in myself and a more positive outlook in life. Positive believes about myself, selfworth. Some joy in life. Confidence in my own capabilities. Hope. Courage. Just going for things. Let go of self pity. Stopping myself when I am spiraling. Bonus would be something that calms me down, as I saw in those last two month that my issue stem from a somatically imprinted fear.
But I kinda fear that going for an all out healing sub will make me go into healing mode again where I dont engage in life and go into my inner processes again. On the other end of the spectrum I fear if I take something that makes me take action (like EE), that I run into the danger of burning out again.
Any other recommendation? Maybe even E:TWTP? Or Genesis: The art of joy and happiness? Primal? But I guess forgoing new Anti Reccon tech would be kinda dumb. I really dont want to add to much reccon to my life currently.
I wanna stay with one sub for now for one month and actually see tangible change and not sub hop so much or run a kitchen sink custom. 2 at a max if those are somewhat lighthweigth and fighting together. Use subliminals as a helping tool on my journey rather than relying on them for everything out of overwhelm as I did in the past.