at the level of specificity that you identified, i feel like almost all the subs in the store (within reason) would help you.
What sub are you currently running and what impact has it had? Have you given any title at least 3 months?
To address the issue at the surface level, consider Sanguine for immediate relief. It’s the “fast acting” title that addresses this, and focuses on STATE change.
To focus on happiness SKILLS, try the art of happiness and joy.
But to build a life that makes you happy, gives you reason to get up in the AM, I’d run Genesis (not mogul, not the art of happiness and joy, just “Genesis”…). It’s about finding purpose and passion in life, and covers a bit of everything, and it’s pretty light/fast acting but you’ll be doing some heavy introspecting on why your life caused you to feel like this in the first place.