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#221

Wanted Black has been an incredible sub to run, but I’m wondering whether I’m focused on the right things with it in my stack.

Do I want a girlfriend? Yes.
Have I been making the effort to date? No.
Have I been putting myself out there? No.
Do I have the ability to do so? Yes. I have everything ready to start now, and yet I don’t.

The reality is that I have a lot of fear, specifically a fear that I will be separated from the self-growth path that I’ve been on. It’s an irrational fear, and it’s scattered my brain as a result. I haven’t been with a woman in awhile and I’m letting that fuck me up. I think I need to just get over this dry spell so that I can return my focus back to my money, because that is truly where I want to concentrate on the most for 2024.

2024, year of the cashflow. Waiting for the new wealth scripting so that I can finally take the plunge. If I can finish KBBC, incorporating stage 4 into a custom would be ideal while I begin the new version of EoG.

It would be a waste for me to buy a QTKS for romance, I should just update the 2 customs that I mentioned here and run that with KBBC until 2024. I do want March to mid-April to be Revelation month, as a “cleansing” before I get back to my focus.

The work/social custom, the romance custom and KBBC from now until the end of February 2024. March to April will give me 2 cycles of RoS and RoM (and hopefully RoB), and then end of April/beginning of May I can begin the wealth stack. Or I can do RoS and RoM with EoG1, and run EoG 1 from the early beginning of the year so that I can truly commit to the wealth process.

September 18 - October 4
Chosen/UPX/Mogul (GBP²)
WB/LB/S&S/IC (Invictissimus)
KBBC Stage 3

October 9 - 25
WB/LB/S&S/HS (tentative title: Lovebird)
Chosen/PCC/IC (tentative title: Capital)
KBBC Stage 3

October 30 - November 15
Lovebird
Capital
KBBC Stage 3

November 20 - December 6
Lovebird
Capital
KBBC Stage 4

December 11 - 27
Lovebird
Capital
KBBC Stage 4

January 1 - 17
EOG 1
KBBC Stage 4
Capital/new title

January 22 - February 7
EOG 1
KBBC Stage 4/new title
Capital/new title

February 12 - 28
EOG 1
KBBC Stage 4/new title
Capital/new title

March 4 - 20
EOG1/RoB
RoS
RoM

March 25 - April 10
EOG1/RoB
RoS
RoM

April 15 - May 1, and beyond…
EoG2
TBD
TBD

This should provide me some direction, because I’ve been switching all over the place lately. Buying too many customs, spending too much money, I need to get a grip and focus because focusing is when I get my best results.

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#222

Your a great guy mucacho. I think you might be overthinking it. You have a good career, your great at fighting and you have a good social skills. I think you just need a change of environment especially considering the current one might just not do it for you. Go travel if you work remote or if you can take vacation go to a country that you feel the most free if that makes sense. Thailand, Dubai, Philippines, Japan is some that I can think of. I was in same spot as you one time and I always thought I was in a dry spell, etc but really I was just not in the right environment once I was everything clicked and it happened so naturally and effortlessly.

Your smart too, you said it yourselves before. All you need to do is use your high IQ to make a high Bank Account.

For EoG, I’m not the best to speak about this since that’s @Jouissance expertise but if wealth is something you believe you need healing with then go for it but truly know what you want and what goals you want to achieve. This will help you commit to one stack until you’ve achieved all the goals you set out to do. Nobody can tell you what you should do. In the end, it’s your journey and it’s your choice on how you want to take your path towards success.

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#223

Thank you for your kind words.

To be fair I think we’re in different scenarios and our circumstances can’t be compared. My issues don’t seem to be the issues you may/may not have, and our goals appear to be different at face value. I’m not being proactive about dating, it’s a grand total of 3 girls that I’ve tried to pursue since August without going out, without making any online dating profiles or really trying. My issue is more that I’m waiting for shit to be dropped onto my lap more than anything.

I agree with the idea of travelling to different countries for dating, but it doesn’t make sense for me because it would all just be casual dating when that isn’t exactly what I want. But I do think you’re onto something, if I have this dry spell shit in my head then maybe casual dating would get it out of my head so that I could refocus on my personal goals.

It is.

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#224

That’s the thing in most cases that won’t just happen. You have to take action to make it happen.

I mean if you want a girlfriend it doesn’t have to be just casual depending on country you go to. I know friends who met their partners while traveling and are happier than they’ve ever been so everything is possible for you when you travel.

You are right our scenario and circumstances can’t be compared but I see things in you that I’ve struggled with in the past as well and still do when I’m in my hometown and travel has been the biggest solution to that problem. Maybe it’s because you don’t have the worry of people knowing you or that it’s a different there world there but it’s been the only thing that has worked for me and others.

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#225

Precisely. My issue is taking action, I’m lazy and I want to further dig deep down to figure out the cause of that because it’s a problem in many aspects of my life.

But you’re definitely onto something when it comes to the travel part.

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#226

North American women are the least committed, most casual women in the world. Just about every other country except the UK takes sex and love much more seriously and wants relationships more. If you were to spark any sort of connection ANYWHERE in Eastern Europe, Latin countries, or Asia, there would be the automatic assumption that it’s not casual. Some guys love that because it means they’re not being perceived with as strong of a “player” lens… and some men find the girls they marry that way,

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#227

I think you have too many goals… so you’re creating a schedule with every subliminal in there to “justify” not needing to pick any goals.

I CAN FIT EVERYTHING IN, LOOK!

No.

What is your #1 goal? If you had to pick ONE SUB, what would it be?

And if you only had 1 sub, to accomplish ONE goal, what would be the issue that would come up as a result? Solve that with a subliminal that supports you and removes obstacles to your goal.

For example, i’ll make an example up.

Main Goal: Programming Success
Subliminal: Index Gate

Main Goal’s Main Obstacle: Office Politics
Subliminal: PCC or a PCC/IC custom

Main Goal’s Second Obstacle: “I’m Lazy”
Subliminal: Limitless Executive

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#228

That’s what I mean to @bombayduck . If you something less casual travel is perfect for this. The most loyal girls I’ve met are from Eastern Europe and Asia and the most polite and respectful too. Doesn’t have to be that part of the world usually where people are more cultured you will find this as well.

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#229

If you ever don’t know what to run just run Genesis bro… godmode title

The “I want to do everything omg how do I choose” titles are

  • Genesis
  • Emperor
  • Limitless Executive
  • Sanguine Elixir
  • GLM (not commander)
  • Khan
#230

A lot of the things might not even have to do with you particularly. I know this is super random but have you done a blood test? Maybe there’s something your missing and finding the root health cause issue of it would help.

Other than that, my main thing is travel but travel cost money. I think if you can fully lock in on wealth hit around 10k-20k/month and work remote. You will get the flexibility you need to live a good life but to also travel to places where you can have the romance experiences of your life.

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#231

khan + Genesis/LE/SE

Emperor + LE/SE/Genesis

Genesis Solo

Khan Solo

Genesis + LE/SE/GLM

GLM + LE/SE/Genesis

All of those are god-mode 2-title stacks…

I wouldn’t even play around with 3, what’s the point? Want a third? Make it a supporting secondary that solves a specific problem or bulldozes a specific obstacle. The only one I can imagine necessary would be PCC as a third if needed

Or index gate ofc; forgot you’re in tech

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#232

Index Gate (been using it since launch) is god mode for anything tech. IT, Cyber, AI, coding, really anything.

Second best sub after Stark that I used and still use as it enhances all aspect of tech.

#233

Very valuable post here. You’ve made me realize that the ERB principle that I used to adhere to has been thrown completely out of the window.

My main goal with my stack, if I sum it up in one word, would be my growth in social ability in all aspects of my life.

Now the issue is that I am split with that desire, because ultimately I want to make more money. My lack of income has been the biggest source of my frustration more than anything. My positive experience with WB has papered over what I am concerned with deep inside me more than anything, it’s been a distraction ultimately.

This is something that I’m going to need to spend a lot more time thinking on, and grappling with. Thank you both, once again.

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#234

You should know better than most how hard it is to get a blood test in the place we’re both from :joy:

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#235

Just for the clarification, what countries do you consider as Eastern Europe?

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#236

Believe it or not. It’s actually super easy if you do it threw a online clinic. Almost too easy, I will send you the one I’ve been using for months now by PM.

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#237

Russia, Romania, Poland, Croatia, etc.

#239

Yeah, about that, only Russia and Romania are in Eastern Europe.
But you maybe meant Eastern Europe more as post-communist countries.

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#240

I didn’t know that before, the more you know. Maybe I should rephrase it as Europe in general except France for what we’re talking about it for dating.

#241

Croatia and Poland are central Europe although Croatia as part of the Balkans can be also southern Europe. Hard to say, but definitely not eastern in geographical terms.

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