Believe me dude, I totally understand!
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The khan may be teasing out your desire to be of service in this positivity, with the reliance on this as a way of navigating life, getting validation, and being like able to others because of you bringing that positiivty. Socializing while trusting however you show up it is enough may help diminish this recon.
It may also help to know others are likely not as empathetic as you and may not even notice.
Just a theory because I went through something similar when I started khan stage 1 in customā¦ if it resonates great, if not, throw it out!
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I donāt think Iāve thrown own anything youāve said. I like your posts.
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This is a great point and I really appreciate it. I definitely resonate with what youāre saying and feel that the Khan process is fundamentally changing this nature of mine into something more congruent with the man I am destined to be. Just gonna ride it out and see what happens.
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This will be my 4th day off. Still experiencing some slight recon, but on the bright side this timing coincides perfectly with the Qv2 updates.
Decided to not run anything until Khan is updated and my custom is created (requested as Qv2). I think this washout period is essential right now and canāt wait to see what happens once I get back into my stack - Qv2 style 
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Been feeling extra tired and needing extra rest lately, so this washout comes at a perfect time
Iām going to ask you to consider getting 9 hours of sleep, as in good quality sleep.
Got 9.5 hours last night and still exhausted. Going to keep emphasizing sleep while I rest through this recon
Appreciate the advice RV
Itās funny how the outer world is a reflection of the inner world. While Iāve been going through this great inner turmoil brought about by KhanTB, my house has been a construction site for the past week or so.
Itās been pretty chaotic with lots of changes and modifications going on at once. The finished product is going to be beautiful, but in the moment itās been hectic and things are seemingly ābreaking downā in their own way.
Seems like a metaphor for what is happening to me with Khan.
Understood.
The only other thing I can think of is removing any electronics near your head (2 meters away minimum) when you sleep. I found when I did that my sleep was better. Unplugged lamps, no mobile phone near by, etc. I also removed electronics on the other side of any walls near my bed, so sometimes I unplugged lamps in adjacent rooms. Some people think that electronics have an electromagnetic field that can effect the brain.
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Iāll give that a try thanks!
Think itās just me processing this deeply rooted stuff. I know Iāll come out the other side with a breath of fresh air but itās been tough in the middle of it.
And that might be true as well.
The other idea is I did a sleep Ultima:
Paragon Complete Core Ultima
Dreams Core Ultima
Deep Sleep
Dream Traveler
Sanguine Ultima Core
It seemed to help.
Khan can be rough, and TB I imagine can be rough. I ran it pre-Q. It was so long ago I donāt remember details, but I did feel tired.
this is a great suggestion, Iāve been incorporating this and turning off wifi on airplane modes at night and throughout the day and it has
improved the quality of my sleeping. I didnāt know the rule was 2 meters so that is good to know.
I donāt remember who gave me that idea, but I do it and it seems to work.
Time for me to hone in on healing
Had an epiphany last night while brushing my teeth that I should squeeze the absolute most out of the TB phase and focus solely on my healing for the next couple of weeks. This idea resonates at a core level and I have genuine excitement for whatās to come.
Therefore, my stack for the next few weeks will be RebirthU v2, KhanTB Qv2, and ParagonU v2 (to help with sleep and some physical ailments Iāve been dealing with).
A focused deep cleansing should set up me up nicely for my custom and future stages of Khan.
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Got my custom last night! Excited but still thinking it may be best to hold off for another week to focus in on TB and get the most healing out of KhanTB. The end of next week puts me at 2 months on TB, after which Iāll assess whether or not to move on or if I need a deeper cleansing.
Things have really stabilized since I took a few extra days rest, but Iām also interested to see the effects of Qv2 when Khan gets converted.
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Last day of KhanTB
Wow, what a ride itās been. Iāve been feeling very at peace with the healing thatās taken place (almost in a kind of zen like state) for the past 5 days or so, and my gut is telling me itās time to move onto Stage 2 on Wednesday after my rest days. I was planning to go for another few days to make it a full 2 months, but I feel certain about this.
Thereās been a lot of ups and downs with this stage, and Iāve definitely had to confront some deep seated fears and limiting beliefs, but absolutely came out of this stronger and primed for the programming in ST2. Iāll have to do a more in depth review of the growth from ST1 once I have more of an opportunity to reflect on all of the immense changes Iāve endured.
Iāll say for now, I feel like a blank slate. I no longer identify with many of the limiting patterns of my past, and my mind feels a profound level of spaciousness and readiness to be filled in with empowering programming more in alignment with the best version of myself.
Thank you to everyone whoās supported me through the tough times - special shout out to @RVconsultant - itās time for ST2 with my custom letās get it 
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Did you notice any attraction on stage 1?
Absolutely- way more matches on the dating apps, and much more obvious interest when out and about. The quality went up as well, not only my own standards but the women I seem to attract are higher quality as well.
The only caveat is I didnāt feel much of an urge to act on this attraction. Part of the healing process I assume.
Canāt wait to see how this ramps up and gets even better as I progress through the stages.
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I have noticed the same.
While RICH (I stack Khan with RICH) manifests well for my business, I notice how everything else is in turmoil. Relationship, my mindset, and my focus.
The mind creates reality!
Also great journal, I love following it, since I am experiencing similar things on KhanQ ST1, and definitely need to add rest days, currently! (And maybe Rebirth Ultima)
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