Hello everyone!
I’m a newbie into this forum and I’ve been stacking Emperor + Stark since March, 3.
I will post here not everyday, but when I will have any changes, minor or major ones.
So, this is my results by March, 13:
I became more social, I am more positive and sociable with people. More jokes. In one of the English languages in the first half of the lesson, I behaved actively, unexpectedly spoke and remembered what I had not said and would have remembered before the stack began (all sorts of expressions, words, idioms, and so on). It seems to me or not, but it seemed that the teacher felt those notes of dominance or charisma that could come from the subs.
I behave more confidently, the complexes jerkily began to recede into the background: I am not shy about people, I feel as if the whole world was created for me, but this feeling has not yet been fully revealed. Also, I used to suffer from bad articulation and stuttering. All of these have been blew away.
Sometimes it seems to me that the girls in the elevator are embarrassed by me or want to look at me, but are embarrassed to do so. However, I feel something coming towards me from them.
By March, 17:
Something rapidly has been changed and this all social and charisma stuff suddenly decreased in intensity of expression. I no more so confident as if the world was created for me, nor so social. The bad articulation and stuttering came back. I’m no more productive and passioned in doing my studies.
In two words, every positive changes, that came to me after the first week of stack, just disappeared. And I don’t know why.
P.S.I’m not an English speaker, so if I have any mistakes, please, don’t judge me. Maybe I have problems with expressing my ideas in an understandable and coherent way.
