I am in a dilemma about the sub to choose. To provide context:
As a kid I used to stutter a lot. And kids made fun of me. This has lead to some deep emotional scars. And a habit of taking things too seriously and personally. I often lash out when I shouldn’t. And take things the wrong way even when people aren’t that serious. Once upon a time I dreaded talking to the fairer sex. But with time I have overcome to the barrier. Though my seduction game sucks.
I also am trying to start a side hustle. And often have trouble with motivation.
I started out with Regen Q x 1, Stark Q T x 1. While it got me into the mood of connecting with people more, making me more famous and putting me front and center. I often struggled with motivation. I often procrastinated on things I should have gotten started. I often ignored people who irritated me.
Yesterday I changed it to Regen Q x 1 and Emperor X 1. Now while I am motivated, I get too intense. I again started to take things too seriously. I lashed out on people I shouldn’t have.
Now I am wondering if there is something in between Emperor and Stark? Or should I stick to Regen, Rebirth etc for sometime?
What do you guys suggest?