I’m starting over.
I haven’t been getting the success I want with these subs, and it’s frustrating.
So, I’m going back to the beginning. Start over as if I’m a new user.
I’m going to run Genesis solo because…
I don’t know what else run. I don’t have any direction.
I haven’t run a main store title solo before, so this should be an experience.
First loop starts tomorrow.
My guess is you could go WAY further and see much more results if you had a direction.
Think about it : your subconscious mind also need an ‘outlet’ to manifest your results.
Now a direction isn’t necessarily something crystal clear or ultra specific, but a general sense of what you would like to have / be or do.
What’s your current state ? What is your desired state ? What do you want to have by running genesis that you don’t have right now ? These are starters but you get the idea 
Try coming up with a direction in a specific context of your life , may it be fitness / finances / relationships… You name it.
Just had a look at your old journal, and it seems you got a lot out of QL, right?
Of course. I’m working on it. I’m hoping Genesis assists in the process. That’s why I’m running it.
I wouldn’t say “a lot”. I got some results.
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Genesis - 5m
I went for a walk in the park today, and instead of strictly following the trail like I usually do, I took some detours and shortcuts as well as walk a different path in order to make the walk a bit more interesting.
REST
No update. I haven’t noticed much these past 4 days. My mental health is not in a good place.
Only thing is that I have a strong desire to run Wanted even though Wanted wasn’t even in the plans for this year.
REST
I practiced mindfulness mediation on a bench in front of the lake at my local park. It’s the first time I mediated outside my usual spot at home. It was warm and windy out, so with my eyes closed, the sound of the waves of the lakes sounded like waves crashing on the shore of a beach. I found it soothing . Instead of the usual 100 count, I counted 200 breaths this session.
I just found out I got a $2 raise
Genesis 5m
Genesis 15m
End of Cycle 1
I seeing a new psych np and back to taking antidepressants because neurofeedback was a failure. I’ve started group therapy at a mental hospital.
Unfortunately, I haven’t noticed or experienced much this cycle. I think I may be a hardgainer.
I’m experiencing recon in the form of dropping this and running something else. I’m tempted to add something else, but I’m going stay solo for the next cycle.
Genesis 15m
Start of 2nd Cycle
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Feeling like shit right now. After 9.5 months of NoFap I relapsed early this morning.
I haven’t had the motivation to hit the gym since I stopped Zenthos. I’m slowly losing the gains I made.
I think I’m going to add LE my next listening cycle.
REST
I’ve been feeling a bit better since the last post. I think my medication is starting to kick in. I’ve been getting some results, but I’ve been too lazy to document them.
I initiated a conversation with a woman today which is usually uncharacteristic of me. I asked her how she was and how she liked the job and whatnot yadayada
Best part though, it felt natural and unforced.
Dealing with social anxiety is shit, so I say that’s a win
Genesis - 15m
Random people who I don’t expect to talk to are starting conversations with me. I think the libertine/love bomb aura is affecting them when they come near me.
I had a thought in my head that I hate my job because it’s so boring and repetitive. Then I had another thought that said, “Really? What do you think starting a business and creating wealth would be like?”
And speaking of the word ‘aura’, it’s funny how Gen Z is using that word as slang for being attractive or popular, kinda like how we use ‘vibes’ and ‘rizz’; when SubClub really knows that aura is actually real and creates products to manipulate it in our favor.
End of 2nd Cycle.
I’m thinking I’m going to do another cycle and cap off at 3. I hope I have more to share next cycle.
Washout
Most of America’s millionaires don’t look like millionaires. They live modest lifestyles
Currently listening to the Millionaire Next Door
Genesis - 15m Cycle 3
I’m starting to use caffeine a lot more as it’s benefits for me outweigh the detriments.
I’m sleeping less. It’s not a bad thing actually. I’m still getting about 6 hours. If I go to bed around 10:15 pm, I seem to able to consistently get up at 4:30-4:40 without hitting the snooze button… I don’t feel tired at all when I get up. I like it.
Been listening to this non-stop. I love the beat drop on it
Edit: If you’re reading this, how do I embed a YouTube vid properly? Been two years and I still dont know how lmao
I think i might run Genesis for a year. What good is a kingdom without a solid foundation?