So for the past 2 weeks I’ve been having suicidal thoughts and depression everything I listen to QLQ with BLU. Is this recon and is this going to last long because if it is I don’t know if I can’t deal with it any longer it’s very painful as days go on. If I do change I was thinking of replacing QLQ with EQ would that be a good idea?
I would seriously consider running Elixir.
What about Khan stage 1 would that be better?
Wouldn’t hurt to run both Total Breakdown (Khan St 1) and Elixir. I did it for a few days and it made me almost anxiety free
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If you’re having suicidal thoughts and depression from a stack that shouldn’t break you down, running a sub designed to break you down may make it worse. Why not try SanguineU instead?
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No worries I mean I had it at 14 like I would say I have depression in the terms some other people use for serious causes. So from now on I will use the word sad. Since listening to it I’ve had the stronger sad effects since I was 14, I never had them before running this stack.
These are two good observations, and depending on whatever the source is, both of these suggestions are correct.
Khan st1 will make you more Stoic, and true to yourself but will not solve problems. So yes your problems can and might become worse from ST1.
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@Plutus Fair enough. I was curious because I have noticed and read about a correlation between high intelligence and depression
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The problem as I’ve came to realize is I can’t really put the intelligence to use because of this headaches and what I’ve learnt to call mental blockages/ major brain fog it’s like what Bradley Cooper experiences before taking NZT would be the perfect example of it.
@Plutus Thats why I would go with Elixir. It’s helped me myself of similar blocks. The sales page states it will help you become more stable and grounded
As much as I love Executive I think you can hit a point where if you aren’t being productive you can easily get down on yourself
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The Elixir Ultima for sure.
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Sanguine Ultima, Rebirth Ultima, Regeneration, and Elixir Ultima. Many great choices.
Sounds more physical, look into health subs and better yet evaluate your fitness + mental + food diets. I imagine there is a mountain of bad habits that are supposed to help you, but not physically.
You mention mental blocks, perhaps you would share more personal information, or is that another blockage? I can imagine its easier to follow commandments from an article or suggestion from a random internet user.
If you used a healing sub and felt bad, next time write down your thoughts and analyse them, much better solution then coming on here and asking for help, especially when we know nothing + you not telling us much.
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Don’t get me wrong I love Executive. That and Elixir are my two favorite products with SubClub. My problem with Executive if you can call it that is that I feel like I should be working my ass off or I get down on myself. Elixir balances that out.
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I believe Saint said Executive is designed to make you feel neutral or not good if not in action.
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So everytime a sub makes you angry etc is it becuase you not acting in alignment with the subs goal?
I don’t know, I just remember reading something specific about Executive create a neutral to uncomfortable effect by not taking action.
In life not acting towards our goals will make someone angry, or ‘insert conventionally seen as negative emotion here’ on subs or not. It’s hard to be emotionally negative when one knows they authentically doing everything in their power to move towards what they authentically desire.
Of course there will be moments of sadness, loss, anger, fear, but there likely to be cleaner and come and go quicker.
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