Shaping My Reality

Journals - Major Programs
#21

RoM + RoS + RoD (Day 4)

I still haven’t understood why many people don’t look at what they have and don’t understand how lucky they are. A situation happened to me in which great discomfort was created due to someone who wasn’t grateful for what they had, and these things make me shiver when they happen.
I can’t say if people always get what they deserve, honestly I don’t even know if I deserve everything I have, but the only thing I know is that you always have to be grateful for what you have and you have to give value to everything that we have.

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#22

RoM + RoS + RoD (Day 17)

Honestly, I was very disappointed by something that was done to me yesterday by a family member and I constantly have thoughts about quitting my job (I work with my family). I had these thoughts before but there are really too many things that I can’t tolerate, and the thought of not knowing what else to do stops me in this choice.
I am very worried about my future, I feel like I have no certainties in a way in which I would like to be a certainty for others, someone to count on. For this reason I wanted to dedicate myself more to my values, to being what I would like to see on the outside, but currently I feel a deep disappointment precisely because of someone who has no values. I’ll take some time to reflect

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#23

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 2

I’ve never fully explored this archetype, a run in the Revelations series led me to try Hero and see how it fits me. For the moment, just one listen was enough to give me much more tranquility and calm, and in a period like this I really needed it.

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#24

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 4

I’m gradually finding the courage to leave my current job and I’m doing everything I can to find what I’m really good at. I created a sort of routine based on finding what connects with my values, and unfortunately my work doesn’t match what I want.

I have decided that I will restart therapy with a psychologist to help me explore myself better, I will focus more actively on myself to understand myself better and figure out what I really want. I also decided to free myself from materiality as much as possible, this last period has made me particularly hate money and material things.

I think that never before have I found the courage to take this step, I will definitely continue this work until I have found what I really want.

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#25

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 8

While I was writing in my diary yesterday I thought “why rather than keep looking for something that I don’t even know what it is, do I do my best to better embody the qualities I desire? “
And if I already had everything, and therefore stopped chasing anything, what would I do? Where would I spend my thoughts?
I’m taking some time to learn to live this period like this, I think Hero is leading me more towards personal development by moving away from superfluous and material things.

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#26

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 10

  • These are very heavy days at work but I’m managing them very well, even if I often feel nervous

  • I’m very motivated to start my workouts again, I know I’ve stopped and started several times but we’ll see how it goes this time

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#27

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 13

I managed to find a way to make my work more efficient and faster not only for me but for the whole office and I am very happy with this, this is always leading us to improve and revisit our production process. I never imagined I would bring so much value being the one with the least experience of everything being the youngest

It’s a wonderful manifestation and I’m only halfway through the Hero cycle.

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#28

HERO Origins: Sage and the Blade - Day 15
Limitless: Mind’s Eye - Day 1

I’m evaluating and finding my idea of ​​a hero:

  • Hero is he whose soul is able to govern his own body.
  • He who does not care about materiality because it is insignificant compared to the value of his own inner world
  • He has the courage to love where many would feel hatred or resentment
  • Work to protect and support others

I couldn’t wait for Mind’s Eye to come out, I want to visualize what I want to become and finding my idea of ​​a hero was the first step.

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#29

Love Bomb + Mind’s Eye (Week 1 - Day 3)

I decided to try a new method of listening and journaling

Week 1
Monday-> Sub1+Sub2
Tuesday → Rest
Wednesday-> Sub 1+ Sub 2
Thursday->Rest
Friday-> Sub 1+ Sub 2
Saturday → Rest
Sunday-> Sub 1+ Sub 2

Week 2 → Washout and repeat

Write down everything I thought, felt, desired, manifested and the actions I took every week and then I write normally as if it were my diary.
The goal is to understand each week’s progress and the differences between the listening week and the off week

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#30

Love Bomb + Mind’s Eye (Day 10)

I decided to change the experiment and only listen once a week but for the moment these are the results:

  • No Fap has become extremely easy since I started listening to LB again
  • I visualize more during my prayers, mainly I visualize everything I am grateful for
  • My thoughts are mostly directed at myself, no goal in particular, as if I already felt like the person I wanted to reach. The thoughts are about my wanting to engage more in spirituality, fasting (I would like to return to OMAD because I really enjoyed it) and physical training.
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