As creatures of habit, humans are bound by the laws of inertia. That is to say, often times the longer we’ve held onto a certain way of being, the more likely we are to stay on that trajectory.
Something required to make change that we generally don’t hear enough about is energy. Just as it requires energy to place an object that’s in rest into motion, you’ll need sufficient amounts of energy to break free from the poverty/lack consciousness you’ve had for decades.
Take an inventory on a) where your energy/attention is coming from and b) where it’s going. Small changes like working out here and there, taking walks, cutting out healing work (if it is too draining), or eating cleaner can provide you with more bandwidth when using subliminal titles that bring up resistance. AKA, you’ll be significantly more likely to persist with listening if you and your subconscious have enough fuel to do so.
And at this stage, consider spending less time/energy watching videos and reading books with content that you’re already familiar with. While it feels productive in the moment, you’re actually subtracting from your mental and energetic capacities to take more decisive actionable steps (the ones that will bring financial freedom into your life).
It doesn’t matter how old you are, whether you have ADHD or not, nor how many opportunities have come and gone: You can always generate more energy to effectively change your life.