More and more I think we should have a dedicated recon thread. When anyone’s going through recon they just post their thoughts and get input.
I’ve been on WB for about 2 months now I think? I’ve almost quit that sub like 5 times now lol. Each time my brain was like “this is the right way, trust yourself, maybe you aren’t aligned with the goals, blah blah blah”
Quitting a sub or hopping to another one always seems like a brilliant idea in the moment, some deep introspection, or “smart” thing to do. It just rarely goes that way. I swear it’s gotten even more tricky with ZP because the recon is actually less. I remember back in the Qv2 days (old subclub moment), a whole ass hour of exposure I could not tolerate. Some days I’d finish my loop and immediately just fall into a heavy depression. So it was obvious. With ZP I carry on with things and then my brain’s like “do it, quit the sub it’ll feel better”.