Hello all,
let’s start with the shocking statement. I’ve been using DR4 and bypassed the other ones.
Now, I’m really not a newbie with subs. I’m just not very disciplined so I have been hesitating a long time before starting a journal, god knows If I am not gonna stop after 3 posts.maybe.
so it’s been a week or so that I have been using dragon and starq qv2 and my custom ultima love bomb, the healing thingy, the rich thingy, the writers gadget, the limit destroyer candy, the limitless executive wanga.
Ok yes I’ve had some recon with it, and I’m playing with boosters from other mothers and energetic shwings and a mystic cleaning my aura and chakras every day and been doing previous life hypnosises, and I got orgone and bygones and and and… so to say that I am a scientist and giving you the experience from subclub would be a total lie.
I won’t give names of other things I’m using except if I get written permission from the masters at work, Saint or Fire.
I must say that when i did Khan I didn’t have recon at all, so I’m not too worried about dragon, and I did get terrible recon from self done subs that works too. ( I was thinking about it, If you got ai, and guys I love your stuff, really potent, good stuff, and the app fantastic, Love visualising how the world dissapears in a white light and I’m a god, and why am I such a god, and how I am such a god, and my god…beautifull. so I was thinking, what if you would tell us to send a record of our voice and then have that integrate ai style in the custom instead of name…just my 2 cents)
I work in an organic shop so I’ve been outside the whole corona mass manipulation ( my beliefs and let’s not make this post one about what is really happening out there, we don’t have a clue about the nature of reality anyways)
What does surprise me, but then I am some kind of a madman, is this sacro saint belief most of you have that you shouldn’t mix and match with other providers… I laugh at it because that is exactly the way I get the most insight. but then I am a recovering addict, and I may still have those crazy ideas of an addict. I was on antidepressants for 20 years and I decided to stop because I am obviously not depressed anymore, and I owe a lot to you subclub geniuses, but the fear was in the fact that when you stop you get those electric brain shocks and your whole body is a like a trap of wish I was somewhere else. The stopping of the shocks happened through the help of another sub maker, one that is on Youtube (booooo, i can already hear you clamoring, but I’m sorry, the guy is talented and for me subs are subs, and my truth is, whatever works)
So the dragon reborn and some conquer fear gimmick from a guy who does energy work records made me realise I have this terrible hole where the solar plexus is, That my life has been run by fear, that my kidneys are losing it, but they’re getting better every day thanks to a lot of stuff I’m doing.
You see I’m that guy that has all the women swooning for him but stays there like a crazy pervert and doesn’t make his move, which if you ask me, is sick…there’s fear, there’s guilt, there’s a million excuses fed by feelings and traumas I don’t understand so that’s how I get to Dragon (by the way I’m a fire dragon in chinese astrology)
I just wanted to say that I’ve been listening to dragon reborn for a bit more than a week and to my ultima for a month or so, which sometimes I play all night long accompanied by boosters and other stuff coz’ there’s this neat thing that lets you play several subs and energies at once. at the way some people are looking at me I think I look like a flaming torch of light or something like that.
A small story from my quint. terminus I was listening a year ago, I am not wearing a mask because from all the studies I read masks are stupid and if you ask me they make things worse and in my world there even is something mystical and magickal that they’re trying to do to us with that because your breath is one of the major expression of our souls. (really you don’t have to agree with me, this is a journal, it’s subjective, waking people up doesn’t work, you shall all know that for the times you tried to help a friend by telling him he should use subs, in some strange unexplainable way we all live in different planes of existence and the only thing I know is that I know nothing, I may sense for myself, but knowing objective reality in my book is not a human thing)
I digress, (I know I’m very talented at it) So those cops stop me being without a mask and for stupid reasons I didn’t want to give my id number (at that specific period cops where very violent about non maskers) so that woman cop was getting out of the car in a somewhat violent motion, I was expecting she would want to get physical, and suddenly a shift happened and she stopped with that strange look in her eyes of WTH is this guy. So guys your subs are potent believe me. From that violent state of mind it switched to a discussion where I showed them how the law is more on my side than on theirs, they still told me I was wrong and she asked me politely to put on my mask, Which I did because I hadn’t done enough research, and I’m a good guy. After that I did my research and I wasn’t wearing a mask and a lot of cops did see me, I wasn’t afraid because I would cooperate and annul the fine afterwards. I have nothing against cops, they do a good job, but on this one I must say, cops feel the fear and they act on it.
Yes, yes, but you just told us you where full of fear. Life is filled with paradoxes, I have fears, but those are not the ones I have, actually on the things I don’t have fear I’m quite courageous. You know, like we really understand what we’re made of…Dragon does give me nice insights though i must say.
Oh, yes, we will save the world, that’s why i hop on the DR4, there’s a lot of work to free us from blind brainwash obedience, and I will have to write my book one day. I hope DR helps me with my jumping from goal to goal without ever getting to it.
And I’m also doing a grow your D##k sub, cause I think if you’re a descent person, you have to save the world with a big engine… see you tomorrow maybe, still a lot to tell.
) still in some kind of mix and match of systems, still crazy after all these years, still on a path, still but not immobile, still but inhabited with the want of waves… but much better dealing with the illusion of progress…