Saiyan4blue Vol 1

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#1

I’ve made too many journals with goals I’ve been unable to see through and that accurately reflects the type of person I have been. Although i can’t fully be responsible either especially when DR: Regen and now Summertime have dropped. So for now, no more big goals and declarations about running a stack for a year or 2. I’ll work with what i have

I’ve made lots of progress with GLM and DR: Regen. I’ve used Summer time since drop which has been amazing, more on that later, but now i am on washout until i get my 2 customs next week or the one after that if it delays.

Limitless/R.I.C.H Dual Core which I’ll be referring to Limitless R.I.C.H Name embedded &

Summertime/Wanted/BDLM Custom

1: Summertime Core
2: WANTED Core
3: BDLM Core
4: ESSENCE: The Inner Spa
5: MDFY: Freedom

6: DEUS
7: Main Character Energy
8: Iron Frame
9: Emotions Unfettered
10: Deep Sleep

11: Anvil of Hephaestus
12: Emperor Fitness Height Inducer
13: Empath
14: Eagle Eye
15: Edge of Danger

16: King’s Radiance
17: Pragya
18: Divine Will
19: Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
20: Experimental Adaptive Scripting

Since 2025 I’ve severely cut down on exposure and density for any stack/custom I’ve ran because of treating each stack/custom as an " end all be all " grand transformations using misguided faith to cope with reality and the unknown. I have feared simplicity despite wishing for it. This is how the Adaptive Scripting been unfolding for me. I have been gently yet seriously reminded of this repeatedly in ways i could actually digest. So i am making full use of my experiences, and especially failures, with this stack.

Limitless R.I.C.H Dual Core name embedded: It couldn’t get more straight forward with this. I have successfully identified my financial blocks and this particular hybrid address it all.

Wanted Scarlet ZP, Summertime/Wanted/BDLM Cores: I wanted to use Summertime solo with Limitless R.I.C.H, but i know better. I will eventually be tempted by the new drops. So i challenged myself to make the most irresistible custom i could make with Summer time as a core. Initially, I wanted it to include WB but Wanted fit the theme better and BDLM completed it. There is no archetype to embody and nothing to prove. It simply covers various forms of fun, self acceptance, Courageous assertiveness, complete physical shifting, aura and connections.

There will be no grand goals for this unique stack, or even myself. For now, i will simply start at 15 sec micro loops with each, and work my way to 3 min. For the first time in my life, i am actively choosing the titles i want to run. Not out of necessity and not out of FOMO or sub-hopping. Each stack i ran and each customs i made were to serve a grand goal. A version of me which i would like to be when X, Y and Z are accomplished because as stubborn as i can be, there is no escaping the Adaptive Scripting which have grounded me immensely while honoring my mistakes and regrets.

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#2

Summertime + Washout

While waiting on the name embedded + custom, I will post about my Summertime experiences which i’ve micro looped for a minute three times since release. I have posted alot in the Summertime Main Disc threat but I want to see my progress in one place.

In as little as 8 days, I feel life slowly breathed into me, to the point i started realizing just how amazing and big life has always been. Just how much " tangible " potential there is, and tangible is the keyword because what i started seeing and feeling wasn’t abstract or theoretical. It was undeniable

Moreover, I am catching glimpses of my old protagonism which used to have me feeling like i could take on the world a thousand times over, Agency i had to painfully expel all 2025 because it was infested with inbuilt self sabotage, overcompensation and restlessness. The groundwork set by GLM and DR: Regen has been invaluable and through the adaptive Scripting in C&C which I’ve used for a short while I discovered that i lack the software needed for the habits and discipline. That I wanted too much, doing too little and that I am unwilling to compromise. Not because of laziness, stubbornness or lack of willpower but because I never had the luxury and freedom to fail, in any degree, without severe consequences.

And instead of reframing or addressing it, I will simply let it run its course while staying present with it. Not from guilt, avoidance or self gaslighting this time. If i know i could be doing more or better, i will simply enjoy what i am not doing more of or better to the fullest. Not because i expect better this time, but simply because I have yet to actually enjoy what i am failing it.

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