Just wondering if someone has the same thing as you right now can he or she introduce Rebirth to help with this?
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Omg I’m so lateeeeee, I didn’t see this
Congratulatiooooon Saint !
May this be the first page of a new long & prosperous chapter of your life !
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Rebirth would probably make my particular situation worse. I have a profound, near existential hatred for bullies and those who would restrict / deny your freedoms as a human and the alpha scripting in Chosen is amplifying that. Since Rebirth is essentially a results booster, it’s probably not the right course of action.
A deep, introspective dive into my inner life would probably be more beneficial right now.
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Damn. Good night, sweet prince.
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My daughter just told me in PM. She loved Full House. So she’s sad. Then I saw you posted this.
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Wow, this makes a lot of sense to me, it’s EXACTLY how I feel like right now as of late
I resonate with this absolutely, I feel the exact same way. I suspect that Chosen might be doing the same to me right now, as I feel more aggressive towards those “bullies” than ever before. But unlike before, I’m not being frustrated though, instead I’m entering a more ‘war-like’ mentality if that makes sense. I wonder if that is going to be helpful for me right now, as it’s almost distracting me from my material goals which will be the only way that I can actuate my philosophical goals that Chosen is amplifying.
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I was never a fan of Full House but this just caught me off guard for some reason. You read or hear about someone in their nineties passing away and yeah it’s sad but sort of expected if that makes sense. This wow
Agree with your New Reality there. I keep seeing more of this ever since I ran Chosen.
Rebirth just tuned it to 11.
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Deleted your post to keep SubClub politically neutral, but I concur with what you said.
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I keep oscillating between that new reality and the one where humanity is just too far gone. The latter reality is the one that invokes my anti-bullying issue with Chosen. Hence why I want to do Chosen with no alpha scripting, Regeneration and Paragon. Full on emotional healing.
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This is what I have been dealing with myself as well a lot since my first run with Chosen. It feel heavy to the heart and it requires a lot of introspection.
Alright, first Chosen From Within impressions (one loop, as I’m stacking with Paragon).
Nine minutes in, the ZP perceptual shift hits. A wave of euphoria hits me, surges through my body. Face gets warm. I feel positivity trying to break out, but the negativity is blocking it. Still, my body gets warm, and the euphoria gets stronger.
I just want to take a nap and enjoy living. I can definitely sense my thoughts changing form. There’s a stillness about them. I can sense my inner turmoil calming quite a bit.
It reminds me of the OG Blue Skies, where I’d sit there for hours, processing an answer to a question I never even asked.
I do feel myself getting a bit emotional, thinking about a lot of loss and pain that I have endured in the last five years. It feels… purgative, like I’m about to release and let it all go. But, for some reason, I want to hold on, as if that pain defines me. I thought I had let it all go, but maybe I just wrapped it all up within myself, focused on entrepreneurship and never quite addressed it.
Once the loop ended, I felt both sad and happy—memories of playing outside in the woods as a child. The sky looked much different back then. I remember watching the post-storm cumulonimbus clouds with awe. I don’t see them anymore, like they don’t exist, or maybe they just aren’t as grand. The sky seems different now anyway. It doesn’t storm as much and the sun seems more white, when I remember yellow.
There was a sense of wonder. A sense that I could do anything when I got older. When did we all lose that? What is happening on our planet?
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Music sounds phenomenal, and I’m finding myself relating to the lyrics more. I just had a moment where I just melted into the couch and zoned out to “Shadows,” by Zero 7 (one of my favorite bands). It was almost like I merged with the song itself — best way I can explain it — as I feel like it describes how I’m feeling about life, the world and what’s happening in the world:
A thousand eyes
And still no sight
The people I know, they won’t let it show
As we dance on the edge
The people I know, they don’t let it show
When we fall from the edge
Now there’s a sword above my head
There’s a monster in my bed now for the longest time
And I’ve been waiting in my room
I’ve been whistling a tune now that I can’t describe
and I don’t know why
So if you really wanna know
I don’t think I’m gonna go and venture out
'Cause they keep on running through my head
Words I cannot find and no I can’t deny
But I’m still far from the edge
These shadows cloud my good side
They leave no room for me
The people I know (people I know)
they won’t let it show (won’t let it show)
We dance on the edge
Now there’s a sword above my head
There’s a monster in my bed now for the longest time
And I’ve been waiting in my room
I’ve been whistling a tune now that I can’t describe
and I don’t know why
So if you really wanna know
I don’t think I’m gonna go and venture out
'Cause they keep on running through my head
Words I cannot find and no I can’t deny
But I’m still far from the edge
BTW, this is what I usually do in my offline journal when I test a sub. I try to document EVERYTHING and look to see patterns—if my song choice changes, for example.
I’m noticing that I’m listening to more introspective, nostalgic songs, as if I’m lamenting the loss of the past.
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I just finally settled on a smaller stack. Then you drop this one on us. The only thing stopping me from running it is I’m not running Chisen right now lol
This sounds awesome though
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Now I gotta ask. Would running both lead to mad recon?
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Probably, but not like running a Qv2 sub with its ZP equivalent. This will feel more like the typical healing recon.
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lol. Slap em together. Call it Chosen: The Mashup
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Your Capturing something uniqueI that I resonate with so much,
pain defining one, grief for the loss of that unique sense of limitless wonder, strong feelings about what happened and why things are the way they are… both personally and on a global level… love the writing here.
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Amen!