Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

Of course, I’m going to have to ban your throwaway account, however a cursory glance over what you’ve written may shine some light on the situation in a positive manner. Please be respectful until after the launch and I will give it a close read.

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Regardless of any actions taken or not taken it’s always okay to apologize. Even if not for the person you’re apologizing to, but for yourself.

Thank you for adding a bit of good will to the community and. I hope this helps you on whatever healing you’re doing currently. And thank you for the vulnerability, that vulnerability is possibly the biggest towards healing you can take - I hope you continue to grow and move through the dark night of the soul

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And I can relate on certain aspects here, brother. I was recently fired from a job. But not just a job. Been involved for 3 years and it felt like family. It was family. I had forgone all other friends to only be friends with people in that community, and then when I was fired, not only was I fired from the team, but also banned from the overall community where I originally was a student.

The circumstances are different, but, when you spoke of betrayal, I thought, yeah that’s exactly how I felt. Removed from a community you love with no chance of coming back.

The truth is, I felt betrayed and angry and I sounded like a lunatic trying to fight it. I’m not talking about you, just to be clear. Betrayal made me sound like a lunatic haha. I legit sounded like a psychopath on the phones trying to argue my innocence. In reality, I was just emotionally lashing out, being angry, and being desperate for connection and acceptance and forgiveness all at once. A mix of emotions that didn’t come out right.

Forgetting about the other parties involved and committing to learning from the mistakes I made - however big or small - was all I could do, and the first path to healing that.

Rooting for you in your journey :pray::fire:

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I suspect you’re going to love tonight’s release. :wink:

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Revelation Of The Past :smirk:

To keep it on topic, I feel wholesome vibes. :ok_hand: not forgetting the darkness.

Please release the Q-Core at the same time.
I have a custom ready, and I feel the release is related to personal power and it will disrupt my plans

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Never forget the darkness hahahahah , @Risky :sweat_smile:

time to let it goo :wink:

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Seconding this sentiment haha

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Sorry, Q Core not happening tonight. :frowning:

I don’t have enough time to format it for the Q software. Plus, this is a dense ass script. I need to see somethings first.

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Has it a longer script than Wanted Black?

dense may not equal long, like probably a physical module which is good.

Definitely feels like Revelation of BoDy

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Revelation of Booty

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Revelation of Cake :birthday:

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It has arrived:

Rising above time and universe, a tale of chosen souls, united by fate.

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Around the same length.

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What’s next?

Teamfight Tactics. Set 9.5 just released. :wink:

It’s time for my mind to rest for a few days. This one was exhausting to put out.

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@SaintSovereign @Fire I am proud of you two. You all never cease to amaze me with your willingness and desire to help us become not just better but also Legendary.

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Before all that –

I just want to mention that as artists, we’re never satisfied. With HERO Origins, this was the first time that I damn near cried after reading it.

We’ve gone through so much – so many late nights, arguments with people here, moments of self-doubt and the such that reading this script (especially in comparison to our first scripts, so many years ago) was awe inspiring.

The original idea for HERO years ago was originally kind of a joke, something we’d tease forever and never quite create because the ambitions were so high. Earlier this year, as Zero Point became more and more effective, we began to realize that we may actually be able to pull it off, and the idea for HERO Origins was born.

Again, I didn’t know if we could do it, if it would end up in the pile of tossed titles (which, we have a TON of – things like the “Sex Monstrosity”), but when the early results looked promising, we became much more optimistic.

HERO Origins is not quite that magnum opus, but it’s definitely the start. And my life has been consumed with it for the past four weeks. For some reason, after hitting that “Publish” button, I felt a bit of sadness, like I’m losing a friend or something.

I don’t know. Feels like an era of my life has ended and a new one has begun. A new journey. Strange sensation. Very happy, and yet a bit melancholy.

I’m guessing this is my first HERO posting.

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