Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

It’s even more expensive, but it is cost effective as long as you avoid eating out or ordering fast food. If you ONLY eat at home, and the only other thing you buy are healthy snacks, you’re good.

My problem is that I get stressed out and overworked, so I’ll end up ordering ramen or something and some of the food goes to waste. But, I’m about to make some drastic changes in my life that will simplify this a lot.

One of them being – sorry, everyone. When you send me PMs, if I respond with a link to enter a ticket instead, you’ll just have to do that. For us to stay focused, we have to evolve and change with the growing customerbase.

That being said, I’m going to start jumping into support and answering a number of tickets each morning directly, which will help alleviate some of the stress on the support agents.

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I was just looking in the fridge seeing all kinds of fresh produce and such that I can very well cook lovely meals with.

My first thought was to order take out and cook later. Cooking takes too long, blah blah.

That creates a cycle where I end up tossing food and feel like crap from eating so much take out. Waste of money too.

Time for drastic changes effective immediately.

Discipline :white_check_mark:

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Also, the “Seven Devils” song, since someone already asked if it was an indie track. No, it’s FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE. Like, no lie. And I first heard the song in a trailer for some magic romantic film, I can’t remember the name, but it was a popular teen book.

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& parasites. Which are linked to so many illnesses.

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I´m not eating out, I usually cock my own meals and avoid fast food.
But all food over here got very expensive, and I´d either have to cut down on meat drastically or won´t be able to buy much else.

It all leads to having to make more money in the end.

Regarding the music, I´ve established a strict policy of not listening to negative suggestions. Stopped watching tv years ago.

My parents are the perfect example of what you´ve just described.

They literally live in front of the tv, while breathing trash food, and then wonder why they have all kinds of illnesses, are overweight and constantly burned out.

Driving on the bike every once in the while just doesn´t cut it.

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I’m the same about “You can’t always get what you want” The Rolling Stones. It’s catchy as hell, but I dislike that sentiment vehemently.

It sounds to me like an anthem of settling.

I’m also the same about “It’s a Wonderful Life”. The hidden (and not so hidden) messages in that movie disturb me.

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Reading all recent @SaintSovereign posts I have a conclusion that @SaintSovereign is a great guy.

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I love him like a brother from another mother!

:hugs:

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I’ve never actually watched that movie, rofl.

I do put the television on for background noise from time to time, but I promise you – it’s always something absolutely inane. Like, I put on “Masterchef” season 1 last week and just let it run nonstop while I worked, lol. Sometimes, instrumental music gets me too emotional and when I’m working on scripts and stuff, I’ll spend a lot of time meditating and cultivating a quiet mind before writing or researching.

For example, I think this is one of the most beautiful pieces I’ve ever heard, from start to finish:

But, since I’ve read Beloved and seen the movie, the song has a very strong effect on me, so I would never write a script (possibly do some research) while listening to it. I will work on art and the Zero Point stories while listening, though. I tend to score my stories as I write them.

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The Kingston Trio is one of my favorite groups. The first 2 iterations anyway. Nick, Bob, John, Dave.

They ignited the American Folk Music Revival. Even some of THEIR music is just ugh so I have to skip past it.

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This got me thinking more lol.

This song literally talks about being accepting of “dreams that can’t come true”

Ok I’ll quit now. Gonna go to my Sanctuary for some silent reset time :joy:

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People care about what they eat A LOT more then what their mind eats. Sounds fair, things we can’t keep track of, we don’t. It’s not tangible. But I argue, mental diet is FAR more important, and I strive to keep it pure.

People believe in conspiracies because it’s always easier to blame. Guess what? The “Elites” are living within us, in form of laziness, boredom, instant gratification. And yeah no one can save us from them other than us. I don’t believe there’s someone like a “mastermind” controlling everyone else, if there was such a caliber man, no form of outer power would corrupt him. Thus, the demon must be within, what say?

See? Elites at work again, I’m here tying this post cause its a charged, spicy topic, rather than doing something useful, hah.

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What is the most valuable thing in the entire universe? :thinking:

Your Attention!!!

Here is a perfect Tiktok explaining the power of belief and attention.

“If you do not manipulate your reality, reality will manipulate you”

This is the whole reason why I’ve signed up to subliminal club, I was tired of reality manipulating me.

And I’m thankful for every moment of my experience with subliminal club :pray:

Thank you :blush: :heart: @SaintSovereign @Fire and SC Team :+1:

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Yes :raised_hands:

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that’s great to hear

I am genuinely happy that you made that change as the whole discussion initiated because I was caring about your well being which I made more than clear also during our initial discussion.

but I am now also getting genuinely annoyed that you try to make it personally and try to accuse me of making it an agenda thing or labeling you or any other bs. those side comments are totally unnecessary and I find them more than inappropriate.

read our conversation and my message again if you like, seems like you had a rough day of people accusing you…

but anyway, enough of that

Have you done one of those parasite detoxes before? I keep wondering if they actually work

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The song thing is so true . I played around with it and listened to complete gangster rap about robbing banks and much worse stuff.

While i listened to it. I got in a half aggresive state . I see 4 guys in the middle of the night walking towards me taking something out of the pocket.

My mind was like fvxk This is bad. Changed song to a very positive anchor for me. And they changed direction .

Like i litteraly went though my spotify list of 800 songs to clean it up from all negative lyrics.

Gangster rap, Songs about not finding love, Songs of getting cheated on. Breakups.

All cut off. Because they always so catchy and if it’s so catchy im humming it it’s defnitely in my subconcious

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Yes :raised_hands: and it has worked. I also went down a rabbit hole of research.

6 weeks taking it daily followed by a break & then started a maintenance dose once a week until the bottle is done.

By all means, you may stop conversing with me on this topic if you so desire, as I have stated multiple times in the past.

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Most people don’t realize that they have a tendency to score their lives and will literally start thinking of a song whenever something happens.

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