I’m a special snowflake 
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I’m way more specialer. I have a helmet for it
I have viking heritage as a scandinavian so my helmet is cooler than yours 
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Cool bro!
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I’ll hope those customs will work wonders for you haha
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Hello, @SaintSovereign . I am desperately trying to contact you. Could you please look here?
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Please stop spamming threads Dave, they will contact you when they have time!
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He could also submit a support ticket!
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is that RVconsultant reference?
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Why did the needy lawyer bring a ladder to court? He heard cases are won on a higher level of neediness! 
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I remain profoundly impressed and at this point… kinda shocked at the changes I’ve experienced on Khan Black. Now, given – I probably take more action than most people, engaging in some kind of inner work and deep throught throughout the day, but I’ve been like that for quite sometime.
This connection between Khan Black / sexual energy and creativity is blowing my mind. And unfortunately, it’s one those things that you can’t easily explain with words, so I’ll just point to the things we’ve released – titles, art, music. I’m sure you can see the increase in sheer creativity there. When I’m working on something now, there’s this feeling of absolute emotional immersion that occurs. Best way I can explain it. It feels different than the type of flow state you enter when studying. This is a very warm, nurturing sensation that spreads throughout my body, where I’ll start to feel the music and lyrics in my body.
And in those moments, the lyrics and ideas just start to flow from mind to form. To be completely honest, and this is going to sound weird – but it feels like a deep love flowing from within me, a deep love that’s been seeking expression, but my conscious mind is a little too hardened and conditioned. Battle weary, in a way, since I’ve experienced a lot.
So, this loving, creative feeling seems to finally begun to flow – and while it may not last forever, because we are all dynamically changing individuals, I’ll take it, because I’ve never felt anything like it. @Fire noted that my mood is incredibly different after a day of creativity in this state. Much lighter, with more free-flowing ideas and conversation.
Then something strange happened a few nights ago. I was working on a song that may not be associated with a title since I wanted to try my hand at writing something that wasn’t linked with work. I found that a bit difficult. For me, it’s easy to write lyrics for a title like Heartsong, because I have so much to already work with. To just sit down and start writing based upon what I’m feeling – that’s a bit harder.
Anyway, I closed my eyes and just focused on the emotions, see what comes up. Next thing I knew, I had written the entire song, the melodies and was sending it off to one of collaboration partners. Internally, I felt so light that I could’ve flown if I tried hard enough. The next day, I experienced a stillness like never before, and some of the patterns in my life – as well as what I would call “higher wisdom” became very clear. Again, indescribable feeling, but those of you have run KB long enough know what I’m talking about.
I’m talking about moments of peace that are so serene that you want to cry. So serene that it feels oppressive, because you’re not used to this feeling. The serenity itself was so intimidating that I would pretty much consciously bring myself out of that state because I knew I’d have to leave anyway.
All my fellow Trekkers who’ve seen Star Trek Generations. Think of the nexus, but on an incredibly smaller level.
When my collaborator sent the song – tentatively named “Symphonies” – back and I listened to it, I almost broke into tears – and again, those who know, those Khan Black tears hit different. I’ve been messing around with music production for years for now, but never took it too seriously for various reasons. Never developed it as a true craft.
To hear that song – which to me, is absolutely beautiful (but, I’m biased and it’s the type of music I love the most) – and know that it came from me… don’t know, all I can say is that it sounded like “home.”
Not saying I’m going to shift completely over or anything, but I’m now realizing how important it is for me to constantly remain creative, otherwise, that strong creative energy just gets stagnant.
Either way, KB has absolutely helped me change my life. And for that alone, I am much grateful for its conceiver and lead writer – @Fire. And to think, this is the NERFED version. Ya’ll should’ve seen what his original script looked like.
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Awesome result ! Congratz
This is the most enjoyable aspect of creativity to me. When the honest expression comes out and it isn’t held behind a wall of self doubt, judgement, or comparison it has a clarifying energy to it. Like the world feels more still for a bit and I’m present.
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Pretty please show us.
And Khan Black deserves an update with NSE and full strength. I’m waiting 
Anyone agrees with me, please quote and spam it up 
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Although I fully agree, I firmly believe it’s already planned. It’s SaintSovereigns major title after all.
But I would imagine, they have big plans for this sub and therefore still gather information and new learnings for its upgrade. KB was released about 8 months ago. So it’s pretty new after all.
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I would be happy with any kind of KB derivate or add-on. Maybe a condensed version to be used once your energy channels are (enough) developed and repaired like Ascension Chamber you can use outside your stack to keep up energy level.
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There is something strange happening on earth, rofl. I really don’t know how most people aren’t sensing it, though I suspect they’re just denying it.
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Even though I don’t know exactly what you mean, (I sense a strong push towards self-determination (starting politically and socially, but also in ones own perception, intellectually, emotionally and spiritually), a will to create your own world, to become sovereign ;), if you will. The Age of the Spectacle is coming to an end. Thankfully.
We are in a time of transition. A lot of reactionary movements grow out of fear. The ever recurring theme is a downbeat fatalism: “I am powerless. I can’t do anything.” (Especially when it comes to conspiracy theories.) But underlying is really: “I want to be powerless, like I always was. I don’t want to have this kind of power.”
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Can you elaborate? Guess I’m one of those who is not sensing it, but I’m sense-curious.
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