Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

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#4217

I want to only sleep with the ones who’s personalities I like :rofl:

But at the same time I’m healing the part of me thats desperate for anyone to like me and who will sleep with a bridge troll if it means a woman is validating my existence as a man and sexual being

So it’s confusing

(Not literally a bridge troll, but I just got off the phone where I was talking to an inexperienced, super self-conscious and low self-esteem girl who’s overweight and not my type physically, but she likes me and so I keep talking to her hoping she’ll fuck me, but now she likes me too much and is scared I’ll reject her when I see her, so it’s like I lose either way. And to top it all off I have to look myself in the mirror and see this guy who is throwing his self-respect out the window for these crumbs of affection and desire… it’s fucking mind boggling and feels terrible. It’s why I’m running KB and WB, I want to heal this sexual self-worth issue so bad, honestly more than any of my other spiritual pursuits)

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#4218

Bruh!!! If you haven’t ran LBFH for a few months yet to get that self-esteem up, you know what to do!

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#4219

^^ that realization is probably from Wanted Black tho
So while it hasn’t manifested me a blonde bombshell who’s begging to give me BJs…
It’s still working :sweat_smile:

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#4220

Facts, it’s been a minute… And I do have a lot open in my stack… Altho I love the simplicity of running the same 2 subs every other day, this might be a worthy inclusion.

Saint how much self-love scripting does WB have? And would adding LBFH ramp up those self esteem boosts/realizations I am slowly getting from WB?

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#4221

As cliche as it sounds, I’d change “hoping” to “knowing” or “giving her the opportunity to”

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#4222

You literally manifest what you believe you deserve and what your self esteem allows. If you significantly improve your self-esteem, it’s only a matter of time before you start dating women that you thought were out of your league. Soon enough, you’ll start shaking your head in disbelief when you think about who you used to date. Self-esteem is as close to a silver bullet as you can get.

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#4223

Not just for dating but anything.

#4224

I knew you would come back to WB, James. Sooner or later :rofl:

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#4225

Can you blame him? :grin:

#4226

Not at all. Everyone could benefit greatly from running this sub even if their goals were not related to seduction and sleeping with multiple women. Like myself, I’m not running it for the aforementioned reasons, I just revel in seducing reality.

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#4227

The next chapter in the ongoing saga of Jessica Dark and John Wingliss, and as always, get teases of what’s to come in the future at Subliminal Club:

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#4228

The Revelator sounds like something Saint is secretly running. :blush:

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#4229

Time to check this bad boy out.

Did one loop today of Khan Black St. 1 (with modifications). 1 minute micro loop. Let’s get it. So far, very mild results. Noticing increased flowing energy. Was not expecting the increased mental cognition.

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#4230

Is this image available for download?

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#4231

Just long hold your finger on it if using a phone. Right click on pc.

#4232

Plus the original Wanted Black cover in 4k desktop please

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#4233

Thanks but not real coming out properly on my desktop

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#4234

If I have time, I’ll put it together.

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#4235

What might those be :eyes:

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#4236

So, I’ve never been a fan of spicy food. Couldn’t stomach it. After seeing someone on the KB thread talk about how they could suddenly eat it, I decided to give it a try.

Had the same experience. Grabbed some exceptionally hot Indian food that I tried in the past from the same place and couldn’t stomach it. This time, I was able to eat the entire meal with minimal difficulty, while my colleagues confirmed that it was just as hot as the last time.

Very odd.

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