My relationship with the energy of my being and the flow of it through my body has been improving gradually.
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I am proud of the man I am (becoming).
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Running Ninjisteel.
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You doing something for me just one time is worth more than anyone else doing it one hundred.
Kenya
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Running Mind’s Eye, Alch ST4 and AsChamber, all full
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Merry Christmas, dear reader.
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I’ve been sick for the past week or so. Kenya got something from patients that she works with - possibly this H5N1 that’s alleged to be going around - and I’ve been taking care of her and my mom, who also ended up getting sick.
Feeling better now. I’ve gone a week with no sub play so, it’s time to break the washout.
Running Ninjisteel, ultrasonic, full.
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I ran Ninjisteel and Mind’s Eye yesterday, full ultrasonic
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Over the past week or so, I’ve been drawn to Emperor more. I want to focus more on material here in the beginning of 2025.
As I went to post this, I remembered Stark as well.
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48-5, Best Play!
Listening to my chants - and chanting - whilst laying down these high speed pixels.
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I was considering starting a new journal, with the new year and what will be a new stack but I’ll wait on that.
Dropping Alchemist ST4. According to my journal, I’ve run it like 27 days.
I’m picking up the first title that I purchased and used here at SC;
Emperor.
The New Emperor, that is. I am running it now, for the first time, ultrasonic. I’m having trouble finding sleep anyway so, even if it gives me a second… Second wind, eh.
So yeah, the stack t’will be:
Emperor x Mind’s Eye x Ninjisteel
I’ve also entertained several thoughts of updating some of my older Emperor customs but, not a priority in my life atm.
Stopped the play-through at 7 minutes.
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I may be removing myself from consideration as a deacon of this church; certain things don’t sit right with me that are - for lack of better word - anti-Christed.
My pastor told me point blank that ‘we will not be turning the other cheek in this church’ and then sought to justify it in a most…secular way.
Then there’s other things that I won’t go so much into.
I told him before; I will not be under false leadership. I will consider before making that final decision but, my heart feels pretty set already.
I also am not the average person; mainstream Christianity with its fear based beliefs does nothing to further or accelerate my own spiritual growth. Half the time I’m in the pew, I feel like I’m battling for my own soul. Energetically sensitive people will understand.
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Just for context to this verse.
Turning the other cheek means showing strength. It’s like saying “Is that all that you’ve got? Wanna try again?!”
I loved my new testament exegesis lectures.
For your decision, do what feels best.
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That’s one angle.
Another is non-reactivity.
Imagine slapping somebody with a:
And all they do is stare back at you calmly.
Edit: And then there’s further levels.
‘Exegenesis’ sounds like something I may be exploring.
I got a potential job offer today, through one of the women that works in my church, for a position at the VA hospital.
I intend to follow up tomorrow.
Emperor.
-jazz hands-
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3 min ME and 3 min Ninjisteel
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Listening to NEmp, ultrasonic and full run, as well as Ascension Chamber.
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I’m noticing that I’m more hungry with NEmp, which is normal for me with this major. I didn’t notice it when I added my Spartan custom (Ninjisteel), which I’m not as used to.
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I’m also noticing that I’m willing to get up and make some food for myself when I feel myself getting hungry, even now at 1:30 in the morning; generally, if there’s nothing to snack on or something easy to make (Top Ramen), I’ll just shrug and wait till the morning.
More later, I’m noticing a lot with NEmp and imma need to get my report journaling habits back up, I haven’t had much to say for awhile.
Another thing I’m seeing with this NEmp that I’ve seen with previous versions is that, when I wake in the morning, regardless of if I even need to get up, be it 6 am or later I don’t feel like just laying there for a bit, wishing I could go back to sleep as I normally would. This version feels more natural, though.
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Procrastination is quickly becoming a memory.
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