Haha 
oh, I just replied to one of your posts about porn/masturbation, and said imo it’s okay to masturbate, just don’t watch porn, instead use your imagination 
but I deleted cuz it was just kinda random lol 
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Oh lol
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I’m looking forward to using Khan soooo much.
Running Khan ST1 - 3 minutes. First loop.
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I think I’ll run Love Bomb and K1 on separate days. Considering adding BDLM to the stack.
For now, I’ll be continuing with Legacy of the Spartan in my stack.
I’m going to run the major title rather than my LotS/GLM custom, Spear of Athens II.
So, Khan ST1 x Love Bomb x Legacy of the Spartan will be what my stack will be.
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Ran 30 seconds of LotS.
Khan is the first title in awhile that I’ve had presults from, besides LB or Heartsong (not sure which it would be tbh).
The day before I ran it, after I had definitely decided that I would be running it, my masculinity started expressing more and more. I could also feel, particularly in my upper body, tell-tale feelings that I normally attribute to Spartan and Emperor; a feeling of vitality, a feeling of power both inner and physical.
Looking in the mirror, I could see that I had thickened a bit and I seem more ‘cut’ all over, particularly in the waist, with the v-line being very noticeable.
It could be bloom from my custom, Spear of Athens II as well.
I did ask my higher self to help me to align myself with running Khan, the day I bought it.
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I’ve been more quiet today, since running the loop of ST1.
I got annoyed with my dad earlier for ‘disturbing me’ while I was in my room, when he asked for a favor in helping him set up his PayPal account.
I got irritated a bit later when he asked me to take him to Walmart to get some toiletries.
Other than that, I’ve been very focused on my inner world throughout today.
I played basketball and felt more…grrr. Boom.
Explosive is a good word.
I’ve been focusing on conscious breathing for most of the day, as that was useful during my time with Khan Black.
I’ve also gone back to a state of being very conscious of my movements. Conscious of my body and what I am getting at any given time.
Paying attention to movements in my body, such as twitches, shifts, sensations. Allowing them to happen as they come, correcting posture as I feel is necessary, etc.
Observing the rise of sexual desires, when and why they come up, observing the energy and deciding which way I want to express it… IF I want to express it in ‘this or that way’ or simply flow with it.
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Same.
I’m also consciously taking up more space when sitting somewhere. Like when waiting on the bench at the wife’s work waiting to take her home.
Sprawled out more.
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Nonchalance. Ease. Comfortability. Dominion.
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Powah! unLIMited POWAH!
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We had sex again last night and this morning. I’m not sure if it’s because of Khan ST1 but my endurance has gone up even more; the urge to cum wasn’t pressuring me throughout, even though it’s been a couple of days since we had sex. I only stopped when she said “I swear I can’t keep going” and just focused on caressing her body.
It was strange. Maybe it was because of the music I had playing in the background, but, as I was running my fingers along her body, I felt the urge to cry. My eyes watered up but I managed to hold it back.
I don’t think she noticed in the low light but at around the same time, she asked me to lay with her so I did and we went to sleep.
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Giving mantras/chants is easier and more enjoyable since yesterday, in running Khan.
30 seconds of LB
I’m noticing a certain impatience manifesting in me.
Perhaps not manifesting, but making itself known to me or I’m becoming aware of it.
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30 seconds Khan ST1 and Legacy of the Spartan
I can only give it to Khan with this.
Last night, the sex was truly incredible. I went down on her for awhile before we even started, sometime around 9:30. I took every bit of my time with it, just exploring her nooks and crannies. I thoroughly enjoyed it, there was no rush in me.
I will restrain myself this time about the details of it all but I felt like the entire time of when I was inside of her, I was truly seeking to conquer every bit of her body and pleasure system.
Each time we’ve had sex, I’ve consciously switched up some aspect of the on-goings and this time was no exception. Missionary and missionary derivative positions are some of my favorite positions and I kept having insights and realizations during that lent to our individual and shared pleasure.
There was one point where I ‘lost it’ and flipped her over into the prone bone doggy position which drove her insane. That naturally flowed into a reverse cowgirl derivative that one, caused me to notice just how big my dick actually is (perhaps DiaMe) and really appreciate her ass.
Then after awhile of this and other positions, I told her ‘your turn’ and laid back.
Fuck.
She rocked my damn world.
Her riding was incredible. I even asked her if she’s been studying videos or some kinda texts cuz the shit she was doing had me feeling helpless while she was grinning like a warrior princess down into my eyes.
She was soooooo wet and had squirted so many times while on top of me that when I got that primal urge of wanting to take her and picked her up to flip her onto her back underneath me, no matter what angle I positioned myself in, it was nigh on impossible to prevent loud squelching sounds from happening when our bodies came together.
Shit.
By the time we finished and I glanced at the time on my phone, it was some minutes into the 11th hour.
I told her that we had sex for a bit over an hour and a half and she smacked me, saying you’re joking right? I said nah and she just shook her head, amazed.
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One thing I adore about her is that when I want sex, she has almost never said no, besides in the beginning when she had to beg out due to soreness.
Another thing I enjoy is that she has never said no to giving me head and is very open and receptive to me instructing her on what I want and don’t want.
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