3 minutes LB, 4:25 HS
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Just Ninji things.Had a conversation with the previous girl on the phone. After it was done she texted me saying, “your voice is like music to my ears.”
I said how’s that and she said ‘I can hear the confidence behind it’.
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Today would be the day I run Spear of Athens II but, due to feeling very irritated and on edge over the past couple of days - likely due to my toddler and baby boy - I decided to push it forward. Maybe I’ll run it tomorrow.
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Been talking to this girl. Had a cool phone conversation a couple of nights ago. She’s very much into me but I’ve been having this feeling, a feeling I’ve felt before. It felt like walls were closing in around me that I didn’t appreciate.
Sure enough, today she asks me if I’m talking to other girls.
I replied, “Talking talking, not at this point. But I do talk to other women.”
She replied, “So if you are talking to others or will in the future should I do the same?”
“I’m only asking because I typically give the person I’m speaking to the respect of it just being him.”
“Especially if my interest is there.”
To which I responded, “I agree with the principal, to an extent.”
She then said, “Well if u have that interest in looking for other parties definitely let me know and I can back off accordingly.”
I replied, “I have interest in finding what I’m looking for. If you can’t handle me talking to other women as that goes, then I can probably be content with you as a friend. You’re a lovely person regardless.”
She replied, “Noted I’ll fall back.”
There’s a few things I would unpack here for my own benefit.
One, I only just started talking to the woman a few days ago. We have not met in person. Far be it from me to assume ‘this is the one’ and drop everything else, for her.
Eggs all in one heretofore not quality checked basket, and such.
Second, I used to be the guy who would do exactly that; assume, “oh yeah, I like this one even though I don’t feel particularly right about her, let’s focus on her” much to my later chagrin.
Third, there’s a red flag in there for me. “I don’t want you talking to other women if you’re talking to me” gives off strange vibes that I haven’t quite put my finger on. Were we dating, that would be at least worth a discussion. Were we serious, I would be in agreement with what she said. But we aren’t.
Fourth, I’ve been back on the app we first met on a few times just to keep it active and seen her online a lot of the times I went back 
tf uh no.
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I actually felt a sense of relief when this came up as I felt like nothing would really come of this woman besides sex with a lot of strings that I’m not inclined to be attached to.
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Made out with and played with her clit in the Jacuzzi at our apartments.
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I haven’t used any of my titles for like 5 days lol so I guess I completed an unexpected washout.
I just haven’t felt like using them, honestly. Which is fine, I 'spose.
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My guess is it’s probably the main store title equivalent of Informaticon giving you the nudge to hold off. Or that new “intuitive nudge” stuff MR. Sovereign mentioned.
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If you come across where he talked about that, please send that my way. I might have missed it.
I do not recall where. It’s within the past year I seem to recall.
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“I don’t know what you’re doing to me, I didn’t expect to feel this way.”
Laugh. “I promise I’m not doing any magic or voodoo on you at all. I’m not doing anything.”
Giggle. “Oh no, you’re doing SOMETHING but whatever it is, it’s good.”
“I’ll keep on not doing anything, then.”
A part of the conversation that I had with the girl last night.
It was birthed from her telling me that she had made the decision that she was done with men. She had determined not to involve herself with men and was not going to have sex for the rest of her life.
Then, upon meeting me, that changed for her. She has told me multiple times she has asked God “why did you send him my way?” She also told me that she, after wrestling with herself, asking herself “what are you doing?” in regards to me, she decided she’s not going to let a good thing go and that she wants to see what comes of it.
She told me that last night in the Jacuzzi is one of the best moments of her life and that even if things don’t keep developing between us, she will cherish that memory for the rest of her life. Which made me very happy to hear.
She confessed that she’s only been with two men, both previous husbands, and that she has never experienced the level of intimacy and affection that we shared in that time.
She said that I fulfilled something that she had been wanting for her entire life but has never gotten from men. Even what we did was way out of her normal comfort zone and she said that she’s glad that she’s gone through what she had to with her ex’s that made her the person she is today, to be able to be comfortable with doing that with me.
My previous entry sort of fell flat in expressing the magnitude of the moment as I was only noting for memory’s sake but it was very fun.
I took everything very slowly. We met up there at around 8:40 PM. She initiated contact by edging towards me as we were talking and started rubbing my arms and moved to my back to give me a worthy back rub.
I kissed her after that, just for a moment.
I was rubbing her back after, and as we continued talking, moved my hand down to her outer thigh. As she made no move to stop me, I moved my way to her ass and started palming and massaging her left cheek.
A bit later, I floated her up to put her on my lap with her legs perpendicular to mine, so I could have full access with my left hand and she continued talking about different things.
I could see she was a bit nervous but mostly due to her neighbors walking around and looking at us in there. She was completely relaxed in regards to me. After a few minutes of us talking, she moved my hand off of her butt and started playing with it for a bit, running her fingers over mine and rubbing and squeezing my arms.
I allowed this for a bit and then returned my hand to her thigh and then her butt.
I could feel her vibe change and she turned more towards and leaned her head towards mine. We started making out properly and I brought my right hand into play, running my palms and fingers along her right inner thigh and holding her left cheek firmly to keep her where I wanted her.
As this went on for a little bit, and she was getting me to feeling more and more primal, I reached my hand between her legs and palmed her kitty, over the bikini bottom. Just held it there for a bit, giving her any chance she wanted to back off but she only thrust her hips a bit forward so after a count of a few seconds, I pulled it to the side and started exploring her lips.
She broke off the kiss to put her head to the side of mine, to the left, and started breathing heavier. I ran my middle finger up and down her crevice, familiarizing myself with the territory and ascertained where her button was.
I started a bit above it, coming only into slight contact with her hooded lady, and she tensed up and made a noise though it seemed she was doing her best to be quiet. I made my way down to where the tip of my digit was properly seated on top of her clit and started strumming in a slow, methodical way which caused her to squeeze her thighs on my hand and her back to go rigid.
I continued my ministrations, increasing the speed ever so slightly maybe every…30 seconds? She returned to kissing me passionately and I leaned to my left, pressing my chest against hers so her head was back and just barely above the water and she was reclined in my arms and I started to really flick.
She was gasping with her eyes closed and I kept this up for a minute or two before I stopped. I had debated on seeing her to climax but figured I would see what reaction she would have if I stopped. She put her arms around my neck and started pulling herself up towards me, so I straightened to assist her, grasped her hips and twisted her around so she could swing her legs around and almost like we both planned it, brought her towards me as she put her knees up so she was straddling me.
She sat squarely on my very much stiff ninji with her hips just slightly pushed forward and as we continued kissing, started making sporadic grinding motions on the bulge in my swimming trunks. Not actively dry humping but just little movements here and there rubbing her mound on me, which drove me a bit wild.
We continued kissing and talking and I’m confident I could have had sex with her then and there but had already decided that I wanted my first time with her to be in a more ideal environment.
We got kicked out by security as apparently the pool area closes at 10 PM and it was 10:30 by the time he showed up. I honestly thought it was only like 9:30 tops but, time flies when you’re having fun I suppose.
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The short version.
I had gone to the leasing office to flirt with the manager, who I’ve mentioned in previous accounts. Officially though, my mom had asked me to turn in the money order for the month’s payment.
The first time I walked over there, the ‘out to lunch’ sign was up. So I returned about an hour later and the sign was still up. I figured maybe someone forgot to turn it around and walked up and peered in through the glass.
Sure enough, the manager was there and I saw the girl was there too. This was my first time ever having seen her.
I decided to be goofy and, as I was wearing sunglasses, I continued to peer in. The manager waved me in and I pretended to not see, scanning the room in an exaggerated way. She smiled and waved me in. I ignored it once or twice and then with ‘a start’, said “Oh!” and grinned and walked in.
The manager said, with a smile “And how are you today, my friend?” I would like to describe what I heard in her voice but couldn’t. She’s already told me she’s attracted to me but she is just ‘too old’ for me.
I could tell that they were in a deep conversation so, I complained about the sign and having had to walk over here twice in a joking manner and after a laugh, she asked what I needed.
I gave her the money order with a flourish and she asked if my parents would want a copy to which I said yes. She got up to do it for me, I eyeballed her butt and sat down to wait. The girl was across from me. I could see she seemed to be going through it so I decided not to engage her.
The manager made the copy and I thanked her, got up to leave and as I was about to walk out the door, she called to me and said “Are you guys looking for a roommate?”
I turned around and said with a grin, “Male or female?”
She stared at me with a look for like a full two seconds and I added, “Oh yeah this is for my benefit, I’m definitely asking for my own sake.”
She laughed loud and said something like omg I can’t with you and referred to the girl saying that she was really going through some shit and needed a place to stay for about a month or two.
I regarded the girl for a moment and looked back at the manager and shrugged, saying, “You can ask my mom.”
She nodded and said yeah I’ll talk to her next time I see her, thank you. It’s always good to see you, have a good day.
I nodded and left.
I believe that I went to play my PS4 for a bit maybe an hour or two and something pulled me to go back up there. Again, part of the motive was to go be smooth with the manager but the major inclination was to inquire about the girl’s situation.
So I returned and, to my dismay, the girl was still there and now a new lady was there.
So, I sat down in the same chair I was in before. I could tell they were talking about some heavy things so when the manager asked me, “What’s up, do you need something?” I waved negatively and said nothing drastically important. She looked at me thoughtfully and the girl used my arrival as an excuse to leave.
As soon as she left, the manager turned to me again and asked so what’s up? I jerked my thumb over my shoulder, towards the exit and said, “I actually came over here to ask about her situation.”
The manager nodded and while staring at me said, “You can go ask her if you want.”
I nodded slowly, waiting to see if she would give anything up but she wasn’t budging. I debated for about two seconds and got up saying, “You’re right, fuck it.” She nodded again, and told me her name. As I was backing out the door, I had her repeat it and she laughed - it’s a difficult name - and after a few failed attempts I said fuck it again and opened the door and hollered my best guess of how to say it.
She was walking slowly back to where I now know her apartment is, and kids were screaming and playing in the area so she didn’t hear me. I said it again a little louder and she didn’t hear me. I now know she had a lot on her mind but at the time I was confused, thinking I didn’t say it in a recognizable way
I started jogging towards her and said it one more time, with a bit of sharpness and she stopped and turned around slowly, probably not sure I was talking to her. I waved and introduced myself, told her I wanted to know what’s going on with her.
She told me her story - it’s a lot and I won’t put many details here - and told me that she needed a place to get away from her abusive ex-husband. We talked for a bit and then, spur of the moment, as she was talking, I cut her off and said, “So you guys are split up?”
She nodded and I said, “Put my number in your phone.”
She took out her phone, and as she was going to the contacts, started talking again about this and that. I listened, and nodded, asked some questions and as she was still talking told her to put my number in her phone.
She calmed down and after I gave her my number, I told her to text me when she got home. We actually ended up talking on the phone for a few hours, much to both of our surprise but it was again a situation where the time flew by.
She told me yesterday that her friends are always jealous of her because the most handsome men always approach her but she just about always is not interested in them. And that they tend to ruin it by saying stupid shit or flirting with her and/or staring at her like a piece of meat.
She also told me that she never gives out her number so it surprised her that she actually took mine.
Another thing she told me about is that she doesn’t usually fantasize about men physically. I suspected it and she confirmed that she doesn’t really touch herself. I asked her if she was fantasizing about me and she said yessss. Another time that she brought up that she doesn’t know what I’m doing to her.
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The Kenyan girl is the same as the hot tub girl?
One and the same, m’lord.
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I need to find the Sith Holocron about stealing people’s secrets telepathically.
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Maybe it’s Maybelline!
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We had sex.
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Everytime I read your (longer) posts, I feel like reading my favorite erotica (in the past) again
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