It’s like I get a mental-feeling-impression of a quasi-memory that has or hasn’t happened yet. The gym coach girl has been the most active one in my consciousness so far. It’s nearly constant. The confirmation for me has been seeing her behavior around me at the gym.
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I’m replacing New Wanted in my stack with Emperor Black.
EmpB x Limitless x Dragon Reborn: Regeneration
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I will be running 3 minutes of EmpB and DR:Reg.
Ended up doing 5 minutes, doing decrees while playing my titles in the background
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I finished up my stack this morning while giving my spiritual decrees and invocations.
I have been considering if it is time for me to rotate the wheel of my stack, so to speak, and to replace New Wanted with a different title. Of course, BDLM was one of the ones that came to mind (not sure why the ‘of course’ wanted to be a part of this entry but, out of mind out of sight I guess) and I have been subconsciously eyeing Sex Mastery X for a time now.
I haven’t wanted to let go of NW. I want to play with that sentence, but I’m going to refrain and try to stay focused on getting this typed out. I haven’t wanted to stop playing with Wanted (I let that come out that way, interesting how I see my use of this title) as it really is a phenomenally resonant title for me. The latest update is great and I’m certain I haven’t seen a certain level of expression that I can find with that title.
One of the members here - I have no desire to invoke him with a tag - once or several times called Wanted a spiritual title or that he considered it to be a spiritual title. Something along those lines. I didn’t necessarily disagree when I saw those posts, I just didn’t really get it. And to be fair, I probably actually don’t. Meaning, I can see Wanted as a spiritual title and so can anyone else, for completely different - at least, surface-wise - reasons.
As has been acknowleged by Subliminal Club’s branding of their technology, we are all our own Zero Points. This is a concept that I came across years ago, when I was homeless and living out of my Jeep Cherokee in San Bernardino, California. I used to use the concept of 0 for a lot of inner growth back when, and the layers of that truly unfolding experience(s) was incredible.
No, there’s no error in the last sentence.
I used to use the concept of 0 for identity level work. I didn’t see it that way at the time, I didn’t have the spiritual nomenclature or terminology then that I possess now. I was learning through books how to deal with what was inside of me. I was finding and even better after a critical point I began to be found by different resources that I used to steadily destroy and rebuild my, let’s call it, temple.
Temple being a concept for the mental image of the soul, including the identity Body corresponding to the highest level of the material universe, as acknowledged by certain practices, theologies and what have you.
I can actually tune into that pretty purely even now, which I only just discovered. However, I’ve gone on a bit of a tangent.
Continued in the next post.
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So, to continue…
I have been listening to New Wanted since the old version was updated and the new version released, and before that, I had been listening to Wanted. I checked the other day and if memory serves, July 28th was the date I started it.
The FOMO aspect of my consciousness that is coaxing me to reconsider is resisting me typing this out, but I’ve gotten a lot of good from New Wanted. I’ve gotten what I wanted and more out of the title, the latest version as well as previous generations. It works. It does what it is supposed to do.
For me, anyways.
However.
It’s time for me to go into a little bit of a trusting phase. I have already seen that me listening to a title like Wanted Black for a dedicated amount of time and doing the work that I did with it pays off in the long-term. I’ve already seen that results don’t just dissipate.
FOMO Check: That’s part of the reason that I don’t want to let go of New Wanted just yet, that cloying, gnawing doubt that “maybe I didn’t listen to the title long enough to get to that level that is right there” or “if I stop listening now, the -insert desired ‘zults’- will not be!” “I’m giving up too soon.”
And other similar reconciliation manifestations.
Now, I’m glad - as usual - that I chose to pour this all out, because now I actually have no issue with letting go of New Wanted.
I’m gonna trust process. It’s actually not so much trust at this point, it’s more…
I don’t really care?
Trust implies that I’m expecting or hoping something to happen that I have some sort of attachment in, at least in the context I said it.
I think ‘surrender’ or ‘allow’ are more accurate. I’m going to surrender to the process.
I’ve built up a fantastic momentum on the Wanted series and my culminations have been exquisite. I do believe that I’ve reached a level that I can say “objective complete” with specific aspects of my Wanted journey.
Do I believe that there’s more to be seen, experienced?
Why, yes.
Do I believe that it’s necessary for me to explore that now?
Not necessarily, no.
Can I continue on with my life without New Wanted in my stack?
Sure.
Do I want to?
…
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So! It will be Emperor Black, and I confess that I find myself somewhat bewilderingly excited for it.
I received a $4.60 tip at my job. The fast food one; I let the other fall by the wayside on instinct.
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I had difficulty sleeping last night. It feels like tonight may be similar.
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Still…
Vibrant…
It purrs without movement.
It speaks with no lips.
It’s formless but I perceive it.
There’s so much to it but not a word comes to lips for description.
It’s wordless and yet I could write several novels just gazing at it, considering each one just a draft.
But truth, it could only be.
And yet with each novel, the previous edition is made absolutely obsolete, as dust from the skin of man.
What a beautiful vision you are. Thank you for revealing yourself to me, at this time.
The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen has no name and has never said a single word that my ear can hear and yet, I fell completely and utterly above the world and found…
You.
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I’ve had two sleepless nights. I’ve had interesting inner experiences on both.
One was purgatory-ish. The other was beyond heavenly. And completely simple. The previous post was a bit of a venting of it
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It’s become the greatest mystery of my life, the only mystery really 
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I asked RVC for a name change yesterday. I find the lining up of events intriguing.
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Name changes are on hold until RVC is able to confirm that everyone is complying with the profile requirements for previous usernames.
Nice, I missed that announcement then. Thanks for the update.
Do we gain aura in our world by adding something to ourselves, or by giving some thing Up?
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I assume subtraction first is best. To reveal what you’ve already got.
Then add anything after to fill in any gaps.
I helped somebody that I met online just a few hours ago achieve a shift in consciousness with no pre-determined plan of doing so. Just as chatting and sharing ideas.
The Wanted scripting relating to manifesting and creating experiences where it’s like you’ve known each other your whole life or some such?
Expressin’ it!
I encountered it in my workplace with my co-worker that I met for the first time, in the workplace capacity.
Gratefully it’s consciously guidable. I simply reflected back to her… Just about everything really, and maintained that edge of friendliness, while mercilessly teasing her with ‘innocent’ questions (elementary, really. Literally, like school boys tease school girls, though the Sherlock Holmes pun was unsolicited, but welcome).
And, my intent was just about pure.
She threatened to beat me up, hurt me, whined to my shift manager about me - who thought the entire dynamic was hilarious - and through it all, she couldn’t help but crack a smile.
Which of course, I nonchalantly pointed out.
I didn’t get beat up, though.
P.S. I’m letting her be as a little sister to me.
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And how does one discern between what to let go of and what’s…not?
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