Judging myself based off of what others think or feel or claim is a quick way to lose my own agency.
Judgement is observation misqualified.
I just had a regular come in that asked me for my number.
It’s been awhile since that happened.
I’ve been doing research on terms like agency and related concepts, like self-efficacy, locus of control and the like.
It’s been surprisingly enlightening.
Running EF1 and Limitless, ultrasonic, full
Studying for my first weekly homework assignment at the same time.
I’ve been waiting on my custom to arrive per my usual habit of ordering a custom and letting the time between ordering and arrival be my washout.
Seeing as it hasn’t arrived yet, I’m going to start my next cycle today, after class.
I’ll likely run only Limitless; I’m debating whether to keep EF1 in my stack as I’m not working out actively.
It’s interesting…
After that last post - I was at school - I started to feel certain symptoms of presults for my custom and something told me to wait; ‘it’ll likely be here today’.
I just finished with my barber and as I was hooking up my phone to my Bluetooth in the car, I seen the ‘quintessence’ email in my notification bar.
Now that I’m back home, I’m running Limitless and the new custom, Sagittarium: Legacius -in that order- ultrasonic while playing Assassin’s Creed: Odyssey.
Full, of course. Micros may come later.
Running Limitless now, 3 minutes ultrasonic, then S:L, full ultrasonic.
I actually decided to stop the Legacius loop at 10 minutes, I started feeling the head fuzzies.
Running the previous two again, masked.
Limitless was 7 minutes, S:L 3 minutes.
Limitless and Sagittarium: Legacius, full, ultrasonic
Dragonfly, or flies, have been showing up to my window at work over the past two days.
A snippet from Gemini about totem/spiritual animal meanings about these.
A customer stepped on his back end saying hi to me as I was posting that 🫢
Now I’m gonna have to crack my heart a little and finish him off.
Edit: the dragonfly, not the customer
Running LotS, ultra
2:19 S:L, 1:30 Limitless masked
Since I’ve begun using LotS again, my facial skin is noticeably softer.
Limitless changes:
• Improved recall in various aspects of my life, such as in my work as a customer service representative and cashier. I’m remembering people and their previous purchases better.
• Increased calculative ability. I’m better able to, without much forethought, guess or ‘know’ how much change a customer is supposed to receive back without checking. This one has been very noticeable.
• Improved retention of data. This has been noticeable in my HVAC studies. Things I learned the previous day are still readily available for recall later on.
I realized that I hadn’t talked anything about 'zults surrounding Limitless so, just to start that off.
More later.
A kid tipped me for $5 and I found $4 on the floor of my store, today.