I’m posting this here on a whim.
I have, in the last two weeks, begun to notice a dawning realization about custom building and the potential for using that process for "prezulting.
For example. The custom that I am sharing below:
Lustrocity IV
Wanted Core
Heartsong Core
Apollon
Sexiness Unbound
Charisma and Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Focused Arousal
The Aligner
Eyes of Zenith
Emperor’s Voice
Enchanting Smile
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Lion IV
Faith Unyielding
Love Without Attachment
Way of Understanding
Pride Unbroken
Divine Self-Image
Sexual Manifestation
I began creating this custom some time last week. The overall objectives being:
• increase in consistency and authenticity in my relationships with the women in my life
• self-imagery overhaul
• trust in my own guidance system in every relationship I have with people; co-worker/employee/man/friend/etc to co-worker/management/woman/friend/etc, and what is best for both my own self-regard and esteem in relation to those people as well as in what I choose to give of my self to the situation, conversation, silence, so on and so forth.
• seeing beyond my own projected imperfections that cause me to see my own pains in others and seek to help them, before helping me. Knowing that helping myself helps me to help them.
• clearing my own mind of painful, traumatic, emotionally sharp, rending, miserable, desperate reactions based on fear of loss of…
And plenty more.
I hesitate on posting my custom ideas now lately as the way that my mind runs into action on these subliminals, inside of me, it seems like I take these titles on with near immediacy and start to digest them with a high metabolism, is the image that comes to mind now.
But - and I’ve noticed this with not only this custom but with several of my last custom drafts - I begin to see results from my customs post-drafted soon after I finish crafting it, and let it be before I purchase the custom itself.
For example, in the custom above, I’ve noticed - upon having, on the same whim that birthed this post - several things that, in my experience having built and run
customs for awhile, told me that certain modules from a custom I hadn’t yet even licensed and ordered yet, were coming about. To share a few:
• I’ve very quickly dealt with and shaken off quite an intense emotional clench that caused me to feel as if my having any woman, no matter who she is, is more important than anything about me or my life.
• shifted into no longer continuing even a text based conversation with a love/intimacy interest that I recognize inside is about complete. Which caused me to immediately see the interest begin to "seek me of its own accord, more.
• let go of subconscious *ties, attachments, beliefs, fears, “troubles”, and holding onto what caused any sort of heart-ache to continue to ache rather than get better.
• been on a track of letting go of delusions about women, whether seemingly righteous, above reproach, absolute and without need to question, “proven”, “studied and known”, “unchangeable”.
• letting go of the seeming need for anyone’s time, attention or presence around me, their ideas for what to do in my considerations, input, advice, so on and so on.
• being at peace with being a single father, man and actually enjoying the benefits of having chosen to not outwardly claim really any woman before I know that she is going, by my choice in my own time of choosing, receive my attention, affection, presence, and what not.
Because my inner life, in order to be expressed outside in "reality, must be expressed outwardly by me.
As Without…
Action is required. Aligned action is inspired.
In-spired (spired, inside)
In - spiration (In - spiration or in spirit of ->>> spiralling within/with, in ->>>
For me, I triangulate to my desires as I act when I am inspired.
Therefore, for me, custom presults are encouraged by:
• previous and thorough experience with both custom creation and conscious, practiced custom use
• little to no stationary (this is what it’s gotta be or else I can’t/won’t/refuse to and, subtly will do, fixed, unbalanced and baseless in substance attachment to an outcome.
• inner-work
• trust in the process, beginning in the creation of, during creation of, and after creation of the custom.** The process.
What is that?
“How do I focus on the meaning behind process?”
Trust not only your own process but trust the process of what creates inner and outer changes both in yourself and in your environment, day by day.
Your customs create not only changes inside of yourself, but inside of the people around you that you think of habitually as not me
And plenty more that I choose not to go into as it’s more sacred to me and beyond my customs, but, if this post has helped anyone coming across my journal, well, “fash’oralé”
And, just for continuity purposes looking backwards in considering prezults as I choose to call them, as well as devil’s advocacy, I’ve begun running the current custom, as my entries above show:
Lustrocity III
Wanted Core
Sex Mastery Core
APS: Hair
Chosen of Venus
Earthshaker - Sexuality
Focused Arousal
Long-range Seduction
Ethereal Presence
Dance Mastery
Iron Frame
Moment Immortalized
Perfect Style & Smell
Lifeblood Fable
Inner Voice
Rogue
Voice Master
Remembrance
Inner Gasoline
Transcendental Connection
Sexual Manifestation
