Sage Immortal I’m sure has a bit at the very least to do with my inner calm. I made the right choice getting this title and this one (in some custom form, at least) may very well be a long term on/off-er for me throughout my life.
Sage is reminding me of who I am. I’ve come to realizations of myself that I haven’t had in years. My relationship with my Self, consequently, is improving.
I’m getting the sense of my own importance. However, this isn’t in a grand, egoic heavy way. I’m simply aware of me. Contrary to the old me when I first took a step on my path, that refused to see the beam in my own eye, judging others but not realizing that my perspective was coming from a place of judgement.
Holier than thou.
“Righteous” anger.
Feeling the need to give my subjective experience authenticity by attempting to convince others that my experience was the greatest and thus, correct one.
As I said a few posts back, I have been amongst the number of the half-wise.
Sage reminded me of certain Ascended teachings I used to practice to make the incredible fast progress I made back in the day, and I expect that I’ll become nigh on fanatical in my evolution of Self in coming days.
All of this to say, Sage is leading me to where I have fucked up in my personal road, and two points came up in my reading;
Judgement of Other, from a “higher” perspective.
Obeying “should” and “shouldn’t”.
The first one took a little bit for me to fully accept, but it was and likely is a stumbling block for myself in breaking the plateau I’ve hit time and time again in my ascension. I think back and memory confirms.
The second one is very much an issue for me as I’ve always struggled with what I should or shouldn’t do based off of the collective beliefs of others. Micro and macro, most of us conform to something.
One of my new things will be stepping away from the concept (because that’s all it’ll ever be) of should or shouldn’t. It strikes me that those two words are a product of what Other thinks Self needs to do to be right or good. Sitting on that sentence just for a moment causes me a bit of mental angst, so there’s work to be done to be sure.
Sage does say that it will attract you a teacher, if that’s what you wish. I’m very much done with earthly people so in my head, I figured I would simply follow my own inner guru to lead me to higher teachings, which of course, lead me to reopening my heart to Christ Consciousness.
This post would go on for a very long time just off of the last two days in relation to Sage, and some of it I sense would be more ego than journaling, so I’ll just say that between my two newest stack additions, I’ve rapidly and seamlessly flowed into a genuine deepening for the Love of life recently.
Not the love of life like loving my life, but rising into the Love of Life, that life that love is. It’s permeating every part of my experience in a gradual, easy to manage way. Thankfully. I tend to make very, very rapid shifts on an inner level and sometimes forget about the density of our material world…
Anyway. More later.
