I dwell in possibility.
-Emily Dickinson
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I feel ‘The Shift’ coming again. The last time I felt this, a whoooooooole lot happened in my life and in the lives of others I know so this will be fun.
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I have never felt “ The Shift” in my 10 months of subbing I have got glimmers of positive things but, I know my shift is coming.and I wait in happy anticipation.
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His truth is unchanging, unending, unfathomable. If you are seeking Truth, look no further.
Should you ever find cause to doubt Him, question the questioner within you. It will only tell you lies; but at least you’ll be better prepared the next time you wonder…
Pbbbt, I’m nothing special. You may not have recognized what I’m talking about for what it is but, you’ve certainly experienced it.
Also. My experience is not limited to Subclub 
I do alchemical work beyond subliminals.
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“What if…” can be extraordinarily limiting or freeing.
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I fawkin’ knew it.
My custom just arrived 6 minutes ago 
Something told me this morning, “Wait to play it, your custom’s coming.”
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Okay…
Not really sure when this happened, but I at some point must have gotten it into my head that my ZP titles must be played back to back.
I only played Lustrocity II this morning smh, pray for me.
Imma run the loop when I get home.
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Heyyyy sage
How you doing?
I am curious about the eventide module
I see you never talked about it, can you give me a detailed review of it? Especially on how it blends with charisma titles such as stark which tend to share everything with the public.
I can and I am willing; however, it’ll be when I have time to consider the module and its effect on me, subjectively.
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sure
Thanks in advance
Better than I was, thank you for asking. How’s things with you, Alpha?
Customs that I can recall that have Eventide:
Smooth Operator (Uhhh, Qv2, I believe?)
Heartsong Core
Wanted Core
DIAMOND Ultima Core
Alexander’s Play
Lifeblood Fable
Transcendental Connection
Gorgeous Manifestor
Sexual Manifestation
Instant Seducing Tactician
Entranced
Temptation
Ethereal Presence
Eventide
Omnidimensional
Potentiator
Furious Ascent
Yggdrasil
Divine Will
Limit Destroyer
ARES
Sagittarium II
Stark ZP
PCC ZP
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
Steadfast
Dynasty
Faith Unyielding
Sacred Letters
Eventide
Ebon Maneuver
Organization Perfected
Eye of the Storm
Inner Gasoline
Harmonic Singularity
Iron Frame
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Debt Annihilator
Virtue Series: Temperance
So, let’s see… To remind myself (and anyone else, I suppose) what the store description is:
Secrecy is power.
Hiding your secrets, plans, moves, ideas, practices and even parts of your lifestyle can have a profound impact on your overall effectiveness in life.
Eventide is the module that will help you hide anything you do or plan so that no one can predict what you will do next. You will become an avatar of secrecy and unpredictability.
It will also help you divert attention from yourself to someone or something else if necessary, while misdirecting those who are scrambling to unearth your secrets. Finally, for the spiritual practitioners, Eventide will help develop your understanding and usage of the law of silence – a spiritual principle that helps you understand the deep impact silence has on your practice.
Interestingly, @Alphamale it’s a bit funny to me that you asked me to describe this module. I’ve been thinking about it the past several days, wondering why I’ve not actually been able to say much about this module in any of my notes or anything.
So, a part of my answer to myself, which also is a part of my description to come, was that it -subjectively, for me and likely because of my natural tendencies - affected my journaling here.
I would have to look, but I bet if I went back into the relevant journal entries, I would notice that my journaling decreased and I talked about certain things less.
So, in part, I would say that Eventide helped me in:
• discerning what I let others know about me through my communication, regardless of the medium or forum (no pun intended).
For example. Two men that I know pretty personally have each told me on separate occasions that I’m the most mysterious, secretive person that they know.
I consider each of these people to be the most tight lipped people that I actually keep around, so I do recall noting that shift a ways back.
Between those two customs shared above and any others I may have forgotten, I recall that:
• my way of maneuvering around conversations shifted exactly into what I mentioned above; giving as much as I wanted to be shared, limiting what was given precisely and unapologetically. The amount of times I’ve been called an asshole over the last year and a half, compared to the past five is funny to think about. 'Cause it’s far, far more. Going into…
• Rouge has a bit of a nod for this, but, Eventide also helped me set boundaries in what people in my personal and work life got to know about me. My identity is one of the only things I can actually have any say about in this world and I put a lot into working on my sense of it; not everyone deserves to know. 
I became more…
• observant of what others told me about themselves, and the questions that they then asked me about me, and where that would lead if I allowed or diverted
• sensitive to the time(s) to divulge, and time (s) to refrain
• acute in knowing when someone was secretive or open.
• ‘ninjistic’ in terms of truly ‘moving in silence’; I shared nothing with people about my plans.
The reasoning being simple; if they are not contributing to my plan(s), why do I feel the need to share?
I don’t like to take the chance and have someone project their insecurity into my field, if that makes sense.
Unless they’re a contributor to the plan, why involve an outer element?
Conversational-wise, since I’ve touched on that a couple times:
• I think there was an increase in my body language awareness of others in knowing if I could trust them or not, without conscious consideration. Shifty behavior stands out to me nowadays immediately, and I’m preeeetty sure that Sagittarium II has a bit to do with it.
• awareness of my own body language at the same time in knowing what my body was telling of my thoughts or feelings. Interesting one, that.
• my verbal deflection skills in person are very, very quick. I really don’t mean to brag whatsoever; I’m told in so many ways just about every day so I want to note that to say that, using Eventide, Dragon’s Tongue and I’m sure a couple of others over my time with customs has sharpened my verbally expressive range of communicating in wit, timing, ice breaking, humor, disarmament, deflection or reflection, simple silence and so on and on.
I don’t get caught off-guard.
A stranger can - and, has - throw the most ridiculous, random thing out of their mouth at me in passing and, it’ll take me less then half a second to have - and deliver without hesitation - a response that is well received, respected, and usually laughed at.
Slur, joke, jeer, jab, random observation…
It’s a verbal kung fu, and my body is my dojo 🙇🏽♂️
• my lifestyle is unknown to most people in my life, regardless of who they are. The people that read my journal know more about me than 95% of people I “know”
• as I mentioned before, I don’t tell people my plans until they are already happening. My codriver himself likes to gripe about how “he would think I would have told him that…”
To which, I can really only say “”
• utilizing Eventide caused me to be aware of people that watched me without watching me. I’m sure you can understand that given the environment you’re in, @Alphamale
• I began to naturally change my daily movements ever so subtly without my pre-thought, almost on a whim. I avoided quite a few ‘hiccups’ without realizing or knowing until later.
Unfortunately, for some reason, I detest journaling when I’m using that module, even offline. Emperor Black is similar for me, so I’ve been training myself to use my personal notepad to express things, to get back into the habit.
Just an aside, and likely not really an experience most would have.
Eventide, to me, is an excellent module to add into any custom where you want to do things without attracting unnecessary or undesirable attention or focus into your life, your movements (movements meaning what you do, how you do, why you do, where you do, etc) your patterns and so on.
Superheroes, with their secret identity.
Players, that don’t need lovers knowing where they stay or what they’ve moved onto.
Celebrity icons, that want to slip paparazzi when they’re out and about or making plans to go to some destination.
The self-proclaimed hermit, who wants nothing more than to be left alone and lives on the edge of civilization.
@SaintSovereign and @Fire when they need to hide in the bushes to observe the legendary 'zults people are having out here.
People like that, and of course way more.
• being able to tell if someone is following me on my motorcycle, like a sense. Or at the very least, clocking my moves
• a better sense of when sharing certain information about me or someone else will be harmful
• a greater love and respect for my own privacy and the privacy of others
• far less social media presence or interest
If I can think of anything else, I’ll add it later.
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I rarely notice this part, but it’s the one that I still retain the most.
I get along with most people and so, up until a point I love to be the life of whatever’s going on around me for people I care about to get everybody else up and vibing.
But…
If I don’t feel like that, I can only describe myself as stoic.
People have told me it seems like I don’t care; that’s inaccurate each and every time.
I’m detached.
And part of the reason is, is I’m simply processing with the fullness of my attention, what is being said to me or going on around me, without a need to add anything to it consciously.
Like, if my codriver is venting about things in his family life or whatever.
At times, I’ll contribute something if it’s useful.
But for the most part, I don’t. I sit there and listen.
I ignore the side looks people give, or pauses, when they’re waiting for some kinda ‘uh huh’, ‘yeah yeah’, ‘that’s crazy’ and maybe give a slight nod to show I’m listening.
There’s quite a few reasons I could explain for that but as it goes in my use of Eventide…
I’ve seen that, if you let someone talk long enough, they simply open up. I’ve always unconsciously known that as people have come to me to vent since I was a teen, but I noticed it more consciously in that:
• not telling someone what I think of what they said right away can have an interesting affect. People might start trying to explain something as if I didn’t understand what they said the first time, stuttering because silence between saying words at someone makes people uncomfortable sometimes, and it goes on and on lol
• not affirming people that want my affirmation, even if I want to give it to them, is actually more useful to them than giving it a lot of the time. And, it tells me something about them in their response to my lack of a desirable one.
It works well with certain women in my life.
• people became very interested in me in my workplace when they realized that I had managed to have a pregnant girlfriend with the job that I have without anyone knowing, including my managers (who took it rather personally 
)
• my Cuban link chain is the only flashy thing I wear when I’m out and about and that’s because it was a gift. Otherwise, people would be unable to tell anything about me about my status, material holdings or anything else, beyond the way I walk which I can’t really help.
• I steer clear of untrustworthy people immediately in my community, and in my work place, which was another element I can recall Eventide having influence in. Snitches, gossipers… It’s like they have a radius around them and I simply don’t get caught up in the orbit.
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Broooo
You really meant it
This. Post deserves a thousand likes for real man
Broooo
Brooo
You nailed itttt
Maaan
It’d be hard to describe how much this helped me and how much it means to me.
@Sage_Ninjistic I am good man
Sorry last night I was sleepy and everything
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As long as it was helpful.
I’m glad you’re doing good, my guy
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I am recalling more of my dreams every day now, this is definitely because of Sanguine the Elixir.
Or pre-zults from the up and coming title, RoD I suppose.
This morning, a few minutes ago, I woke up from a dream of me texting this woman that I want to be with.
No real recall, just noting.
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4/4/23
I used EB one loop, which is what I plan to do at the beginning of the week for the next few weeks. 3 minutes, I think my timer said just now.
Playing: Sanguine the Elixir, Legacy of the Spartan and Ascension Chamber.
I’m taking a break from EoG before starting ST4.
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I’m ur guy man
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