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You will never move forward if the chains of condemnation shackle you to that which holds you to what you believe, is.
The essence of this path is in learning the subtleties of your existence. The blessing is in discovering all that you are, all that you have become and the joy that you are. The path winds, the path curves, but may your eye never stray. Stay steady on your path, young soul, for the promise of your Creator is in your self attainment, your dominion.
Rejoice verily, my little one, my brothers, my sisters, for the gods above are all that you are wanting but yet so much more. The line of creation stemming from the origin is culminated in your existence and higher potential. Be all that you are and more.
Shed the skin of your mistakes, you’ve outgrown it
Forsake the shadows of the doubts for they are no friends of yours and conceal only your enemies
Cast off the cast of recrimination, for you and nothing that you see and have done and had unto you have broken you. You are free, you are healed
Be life, be more, be all you will be
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So.
I’m going to leave my Sagittarium line featuring the main core of Emperor for now and return to Stark.
I will either be returning to Stark ZP which treated me WONDERFULLY. Or, it will be some variation of this custom draft:
Stark ZP
Inner Circle ZP
Eventide
Faith Unyielding
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
The Way of ROI
Mastermind
The Lines
Organization Perfected
Eye of the Storm
Manipulus
Fenrir
Inner Gasoline
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Debt Annihilator
Positive Being Attractor - Wealth
Potentiator
Mystery
Yggdrasil
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This will either be with IC or Renaissance Man. If it is the latter, Manipulus and perhaps a couple of more will be replaced with more ‘creative’ modules.
More later.
Edited to reflect the pretty ass changes:
Stark ZP
Renaissance Man ZP
All-Seeing
Faith Unyielding
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
The Way of ROI
Mastermind
Sacred Words
Eye of the Storm
Organization Perfected
Eventide
Ebon Maneuver
Inner Gasoline
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Debt Annihilator
Positive Being Attractor - Wealth
Potentiator
Mystery
Yggdrasil
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I changed out Inner Circle for Renaissance Man as my new rule from now on will be two customs only in my stack - if my stack contains two customs - with the exception of stackers (IC, Rebirth, GLM and so on). So, should I get this custom which I am leaning towards, I’ll have the two customs and IC for stack manifestation between Stark x RM and PS x HS.
Stack stronk as fuk
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Henceforth. You will be known as…
Lustrocity
Primal Seduction Core
Heartsong Core
1.Voice Master
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Song of Joy
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Focused Arousal
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Furious Ascent
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Long range Seduction
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Panther
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The Way of Roi
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Entranced
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Alexander’s Play
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Starfilled Night
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Sexual Manifestation
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Potentiator
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Rogue
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Dragon’s Tongue
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Divine Self-Image
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Love Without Attachment
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Gratitude Embodiment
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Yggdrasil
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I ranLustrocity for almost 10 minutes ultrasonic. I was talking to my lead and didn’t pay attention.
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For everytime you fall apart,
There’ll be a soul to guide your journey.
But if you choose to turn away,
There in the mirror, you’ll see my face.
And when the world crowds your space,
Remember days, when noise was silent.
No empty vows, loveless displays…
Just a sense of knowing, you’d see my face
You’ll see my face
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What do you mean by this?
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Got that Moon too. 
Yesterday, I went very much in depth on a draft I created to elaborate on your question.
I got distracted by my mentor and by the end of our discussion, what I typed to you was redundant. So, instead. I feel as if you’ll get what I mean using images rather than text.
Let me know if you want me to explain anything.
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I don’t need to confirm with those who have their eyes covered in shame whether or not what I do is worthy. For what can they see, but darkness?
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Life is too short to complain about how short life is.
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Imma have to stop announcing customs before I actually have them built lmao, there’s been only a few that I haven’t changed my mind on before.
This one is a different direction than I’ve allowed myself to consider for more than a few minutes until now.
Now.
Mind’s Eye and Chosen: The Way of Nature are the only cores I’m really considering to go with RM but we’ll see.
Renaissance Man ZP
Mind’s Eye
All-seeing
Chiron
Sacred Words
Organization Perfected
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
Eye of the Storm
Faith Unyielding
Starfilled Night
Inner Gasoline
The Single Point
Submodel Alpha
Mystery
Voice Master
Polyglot
Virtuosi di Matematica
Story Teller
Technological Prodigy
Secret Source
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Me: 🙇🏼♂️🙏🏽
My thoughts: bickering
Me:…
My thoughts: bickering
Me: Oy, shut the fuck up bro, fuck.
My thoughts: You started it. Why are you talking to yourself?
Me: 
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06/21/22
3 minutes, Lustrocity and Inner Circle, Ascension Chamber now full run.
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Om mani padme hum…
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I’m trying to think, don’t confuse me with facts.
-Plato
So in the last three days, I’ve been under a lot of pressure. Attempted manipulation and gaslighting from my kid’s mom, coming to terms with the new direction I’m building in life, etc.
I’ve come to the realization that my choices and decisions aren’t dictated by the desires of others for me.
I’ve allowed not only her, but the beliefs I’ve held for overly long surrounding my own self image and esteem to color my perception of who i am and who I am becoming.
It’s not selfish for me to leave toxic situations.
It’s not selfish for me to recognize my worth and act accordingly.
I’m not obligated to stay in a relationship with any woman on Earth for any reason other than choice. And I claim my own.
It don’t say baby daddy in the Bible…
And I’m never obligated to disregard how I feel and give in to how anyone feels about my choices because my choices are not their desires for me. In this case, ignoring the crap and ‘working it out’.
Pbbbt.
“Why won’t you fight for us?”
Because I didn’t create the conflict where the fight exists. That’s in you.
“I think it’s funny how easy it is for you to walk away.”
Ain’t nothing easy about it, but what is making it difficult is your choice to use children against the father as if his choice to not be in a relationship with you means you take his kids.
“You don’t even care and that’s sad.”
Actually, I care enough to recognize what you are going through and realize that it has naught to do with me. I care enough to realize I did my best and at the end of the day, I’m happier now than I am with you.
“You’re just gonna go fuck other - uhh, ladies.”
Possibly.
“Is there a chance of us getting back together?”
After the 4 page letter of filth you just slung my way? The chances dropped alarmingly.
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The recent difficulties with my kids mom is the major reason for myself not deciding on what form of custom I am going to build next.
I’ve been playing Lustrocity every other day while I decide if I’m going to build another Emperor custom with elements such as Fenrir/Fearsome/Ebon Maneuver or if I’ll take a chance and follow my creative desires.
Why not both?
Ain’t no kitchen sink here.
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That was deep.
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