The name of his custom: “Son of Lightning”
SoL: Sun in Spanish which is completely coincidental (or was it…?)
It’s also the name of my custom, the Son of Lightning
SoL gives me pressure in my brain as I’m listening to it that fades gradually and becomes normal.
Ascension is still pretty smooth with a bit of pressure (it has been a few months I think)
R.I.C.H though. This one for whatever reason seems like a breath of fresh air almost the entire time, every time, with only pulsating here and there. I wonder what this means.
08/13/21
A woman gave me her number on this day in history. The funny part about it is that I personally did not even ask, my coworker next to me did.
She asked me to grab a business card and she wrote down her number but right before handing it to me wrote down her Instagram as well.
She’s got a great body but not really attractive to me in the face.
Another girl I was joking with at work about never having smoked weed proper and her needing to remedy that with me (she said she does edibles) took me completely seriously and came back to me about a minute later talm bout “but yeah we do need to remedy that” while staring at me intently.
I literally stared at her for about 2 seconds before realizing it might be polite to get her number lol.
Both in the same day.
I’m also noticing female coworkers eyeing me more and more and beginning to thaw.
More on the rest of my results later. Seeing as Primal isn’t my only core/title
08/15/21
Baby mama fucked me over last minute. I got a car yesterday to take to San Diego for a visitation and she cancelled last minute claiming that my (potential) kid came down sick. I don’t think urgent care takes anything less than a few hours so she could have let me know. So I wasted money on a rental car. Though I got a discount because of a smell and the fact that the key fob doesn’t work. So basically, free gas that’s it.
I’m going to try for the next week to listen solely to my custom. I just finished the loop for today with my last sentence. I know it’s gonna be very very difficult, but I’m willing to attempt.
As much as I would like to add either limitless or HS to my stack, I wanna maximize my results with my custom.
I’ve been noticing this more too. You might want to get accustomed to it.
I think that’s a hint.
PS Sorry about the difficulties with the baby mama.
After (a day, really) much consideration, I purchased Heartsong this morning.
My new stack will consist of:
The Son of Lightning (SoL)
R.I.C.H (RU)
Sex Mastery Qv2 (SMQ or SM)
Heartsong Qv2 (HSQ or HS).
My idea is that the (current version of my) custom will be the main dish. Primal should go well with HS and Sex Mastery, Ascended Mogul should be supplemented greatly by R.I.C.H. Inner Circle as a core won’t be boosted, but should greatly help everything else, which is its purpose in the custom.
I say the current version of my custom because I’m still debating on what modules to replace. Inner Gasoline is a must. That may replace the Eye of the Storm, or if I find another module to replace, be added with it.
I’m in between routes so I’ll have more later.
Magick stuff incoming:
I ordered the creation of a new servitor for me that will be for the optimization of my income through my work with my company. I mention this only because magick interests me.
A few months ago, I purchased a book on how to create servitors, and I used one to get my current vehicle. Since then, I’ve found some people that do this for a living (and are considered “masters”) to do it for me. I still plan on becoming proficient in my own magickal endeavors, I’m just procrastinating because I like to smoke weed and I don’t wanna mix marijuana and magick.
I’m noticing with HS that as I’m listening to it, my ‘woman seeking’ tendencies are greatly diminished.
I played my stack of:
R.I.C.H
SoL
Heartsong
Sex Mastery X
It was a bit difficult at times as I felt movement in my temples and head as I was playing SoL. Heartsong, after a bit of pressure the first two minutes or so, felt like clear skies. R.I.C.H felt pretty good too.
I’m gonna start tracking metrics that I can keep account of, such as tips I receive and pay checks.
@RVconsultant in reference to the previous post. Does my stack seem particularly dense to you?
SM is rather light if I remember correctly. I haven’t read up on HS and it’s density, but I know my custom could be considered dense with the cores of AM and Primal?
What say ya? I don’t know if density is affected by name embedding.
To me, it looks fine. What I would say is “how is it effecting you”?
Do you need more rest days?
Are you tired?
Are you seeing results that would logically follow listening to this play list?
Your question about density is understandable, as well as if name embedding would effect it. However I’m encouraging you to focus on how it’s effecting you.
I’ll keep an eye on… Myself… For the rest of this week and see how I feel, come Monday.
To me though, I feel fine - though I feel a bit spacey during the stack, I’m generally clear again by the end. I play everything back to back and I’m sure that has an effect on me, not giving space between titles.
I think the latest kinda sorta “recommendation” is 15 to 30 minutes between titles.
I missed that part, somehow. Thanks RV.
08/20/21
Today, in keeping with recommendations, I’m running R.I.C.H one single loop. I’m probably going to end up not playing anything over the weekend to have a two day rest.
09/02/21
It’s so easy to fall off of journaling if I fall off of it.
Things have been up and down for me. My relationship with my gf has been strained, due to the ongoing proceedings with the other potential baby mom. I’m beginning to get to the point that I’m wondering whether I want to stay with her or not.
Work has likewise been up and down. I had to call off sick a couple of days and upon coming back, we’ve been given some of the less desirable routes. I haven’t seen a tip in a few days come to think of it.
Starting my stack today (RICH, SoL, HS, SMQv2), I’m noticing that thoughts of thinking subliminals don’t work for me are popping up pretty early.
I’m not sure what else to add here but I’ll keep doing so once again, just to keep up the habit.
As risk of sounding like a concerned older brother, how much of this might be reconciliation?
Whatever is going on with your baby mama I hope it gets resolved soon.
Do you have Sanguine? Perhaps running it as a standalone and running the other titles less might help.
Much of it might be recon occurs both internally and externally and I have been working with a bit of a stack. Things have improved a bit since my last post.