I have yet to play my custom two loops, I didn’t have the time the other day.
I’m experiencing the notorious recon of wondering whether my custom is really working or not.
(I am aware that it is recon)
I believe Primal in my custom is dredging up limiting beliefs from the mire regarding women. I get horny anxiety specifically when I encounter attractive women with amazing bodies, with emphasis on the anxiety.
Today, we’re on a route to Utah which is awesome to me cuz I love travel work and I haven’t done the Utah route for these guys yet. I will be paid at a flat rate today (not including tips) so I’m curious whether the loop of R.I.C.H I ran right before my custom right now (as I type) will be showing today.
True to manifesting 101, I’ll do my best to not even consider tips, though.
I want to run Heartsong but my stack already consists of:
The Son of Lightning x Wanted (here and there nowadays) and R.I.C.H.
I will probably replace Wanted with Heartsong and once money is back to where I like it, I’ll probably edit SoL to be strictly business/success, and create a new custom (Venus’ Heart) with Wanted and HS as cores and many of my Primal boosting modules in there.
But like someone said months ago. Focus on the money first. R.I.C.H will pay for itself easily as well as any future purchases (and I daresay it already has for me).
Because I stopped listening to DIAMOND awhile back, the only physical shifting subliminal in my stack that I could attribute to what I’m about to say is Wanted.
Wanted’s sales page says something about physical shifting to one’s most attractive state (very loose paraphrasing) and I honestly see it.
I believe it was Hermit (weird not being able to @ him) that I told that Wanted caused my looks to remind me of being on a NoFap streak.
I’ve also noticed that if I haven’t masturbated for a few days, my erections are fuller and more solid than I remember since being a teen. I think I’ve grown a bit in girth and perhaps in length. I have only been idly paying attention so this, I cannot confirm.
Going back to masturbation, or in this case, PMO. I do believe that me indulging in porn last week two days in a row might actually be contributing to this recon I’m experiencing with women.
Ninji logic incoming:
Unfulfilled fantasies/desires + (powerful subs coaxing one to reach those fantasies × sexual energy) = recon.
Profit.
Mas luego.
P.S. that equation took about five seconds to come up with off the top, and I didn’t use a calculator, pls be sw33t