So, a bit of a background… Over a week ago some of us got two test versions of Sex and Seduction or S&S from @SaintSovereign to test for volume. I listened to both and left the second one (the one with lower volume) running for a bit - must have been two loops or maybe a little less.
This is what I had to say to him after that (verbatim):
this shit is good… I was checking the volume difference between #1 and #2 and left #2 running for a bit
I think I must have barely finished one or two loops… went out to get groceries and realised I was looking at women differently; I had looks returned from a couple of women and something was happening in my head around ‘deservedness’ (I was thinking about corporate merchandise at work and how I already had one which I misplaced, so they won’t give it again to me etc… on my way to grocery shopping a thought suddenly entered my mind… “that misplaced merchandise thing was a while ago and I am within my rights to ask for another one”)
Now @Alexander was running this too and his feedback was around rebirth module, which he referred to as “reframing of his worldview in relation to goals of the program”. His thread is at: http://www.subliminalresults.com/t/alexander-sex-seduction/241
In light of that, I would say what I called deservedness was something similar to what @Alexander described. I noticed a similar reframing and shift in my thinking/mindset.
Now a day or two after that I had an online date in the evening and I was just at home in the afternoon. I decided to run S&S before I went out for the date. I must have listened to 3 loops or so before I went out on the date.
Met the girl, 3 hours of walking/chatting/eating and it was time to say goodbye. It was my first date in last couple of months and taking it easy I just wanted to give her a good night kiss on the cheek when I realised that she appeared to be willing for more. We both turned our face and bang! the game was on.
We spent a few minutes just kissing and neither of us was having enough of the other person. At this point I decided to walk to a slightly darker area of the street for some privacy and continued. I just kept escalating and my hands were all over her and hers were all over me.
After some time I turned her around and started kissing her from behind and at some point started fingering her. She was getting extremely excited, but at some point I felt like we were being watched. I turned around, couldn’t see anything. At this point I wanted to continue where I left off, but she wasn’t willing anymore. I probably shouldn’t have taken that short break.
I asked her if she would want to come to my place. She said no. But to my surprise she asked me if I’d like to go to her place. Of course, I said yes.
By the way, as soon as we started walking out of there I had a better view of a security personnel at about 30m. Phew! I think my hunch was correct, and we could have been in trouble had we continued. S&S for the win!
Went to her place - she checked to make sure her flatmates were out. She mentioned they could return anytime. We continued where we left off in the street and and brought her to orgasm. I wanted to go to the bedroom, but she said she couldn’t (I have no idea why and I didn’t insist). I continued to finger her again and wanted to remove her clothes completely, but she said her flatmates could come home anytime. But soon most of her clothes were either lifted or slid down. We started working on each other again and she got so horny that she badly wanted my d__k.
I’ll spare you the gory details, but long story short: we must have been there for about an hour or so before she wanted me to leave because she was too scared her flatmates will come home soon. She came twice and seemed ready for me but I didn’t have a condom and she refused the condom talk by saying something along the lines of she’s not that kind of girl. So no sex in the traditional sense of the word.
I got home and the first thing I did was to read the product page for S&S. As I was reading the description, I was mentally checking some of the items one by one - at least the ones I could observe. Whatever the hell is in there… it definitely works and works fast.
Well! First date, not much talk/chat on the app, 3 hours and this result. Jaw dropped and thoroughly impressed; and that too with like 5 loops or so in total. Impressive!