Listening Pattern for 3 Titles
Title 1 + Title 2
Rest
Title 3
Rest
Title 1 + Title 2
etc
Note About Stacks
My first stack was Emperor, Limit Destroyer, and a custom that included Daredevil core, Primal Seduction Core, and a few physical shifting modules and aura modules. My second stack (current) is StarkQ, Primal Seduction, and Wanted. I’m pointing this out because essentially, with important differences, my first and second stacks are pretty similar: both include Primal Seduction, Daredevil, Emperor (Stark is built with PS, DD, and EmP); physical shifting; and aura modules. Not only are the stacks similar (with important differences of course) but they were both chosen to fufill my goals (which have remained unchanged).
Experience
Experience. I just looked back on my personal journal, and I got mild recon and small results on the very first day of my very first loop (Emperor and Limit Destroyer). Since that time, the results have only gotten better and better, the recon has gotten less intense, and my mental state has become more stable with the changes. Slowly, the person I used to be is becoming unfamiliar and the person I’m becoming feels more like the real me.
Progress
This is going to be the hard one, because how different I feel and act is huge, but, that’s not really the easiest thing to explain, so I’ll focus on the concrete.
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Got a new, better, higher-paying job within the first week.
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Have attracted the attention of several women, and the numbers of a few of them.
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Status changed: At my new job, I’m constantly complimented and seen as a valuable employee. People seem to really want to talk to me, male and female, young and old, people really just want to learn about me. Daily, no matter where I am, I’m asked where I’m from, how old I am, etc, etc.
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More socially free than I’ve been in my life.
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Not gaining fat. Eating a horrible diet that makes me bloated and makes me retain water, yet my bicep and forearm veins are popping more and more every day–a dead giveaway that I’m losing fat.
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Voice change. I’ve always had a deep voice, but now, my voice is something else. I can’t say that it’s gotten deeper, but I will say that it’s gotten smoother and I have far less vocal strain. I’m not mumbling as much anymore either.
Too Taxing?
Is it too taxing? It’s been tough some days: sleep disturbances, irritability, hopelessness, depression, fear, lack of motivation. But those symptoms have been pretty short-lived and journaling, mindfulness techniques, and taking action has helped to clear them right up in most cases.
It’s not too taxing for me because I’m in a position where positive change, no matter how painful, is less painful than letting things stay the same. But I could see how it would be too much for some people. Heck, it probably would have been too much for myself from a few months ago.
Compare It to Running Two Titles
I can’t, sadly, because I’ve never run just two titles. What I will say is that I feel stretched to the limit, I can’t imagine a fourth title doing any good for me. Three titles feels pretty close to overwhelming–I can feel myself being stretched in similar but different directions. I honestly feel that I would get better results with just one or two titles, however, I’m willing to sacrifice better more targeted progress, for slower progress, if it means progressing toward all my goals at once.