Day 17
15 min PS, 15 min Wanted
Went to the gym with brother. Honestly am annoyed today, my brother wanted me to go to the store with him and that wasted a lot of my time but oh well, I agreed to it so my fault. Honestly angry/annoyed right now, maybe it’s recon. Just frustrated as I didn’t get to do what I wanted to do today. Though I do have an idea for my next cycle: True Sell + SSX + Sanguine Elixir OR LBFH.
Day 18 rest
Kinda sick, feeling angry and frustrated off and on, I think it’s recon. Oh well, cycle’s almost over. Didn’t do much today due to being kind of sick. Haven’t had much of a chance to flirt etc.
Day 19
3 min SSX
Doing a short loop to decrease recon. So I’m in public, but I actually don’t feel like being noticed rn. Recon or what?… Edit: after interacting with some people, my mood improved a lot and had good interactions with ladies off and on.
Day 20 rest
Today was good, I do think I notice “hits” and girls/women seem to get closer proximity wise, but was with family so not much chance to do anything.
Day 21
3 min PS, 3 min Wanted
Day 22 (done with cycle)
7 min AC
Spent most of the day at home sick. The short period I did go out, I still notice proximity from ladies. I think this started happening with the addition of SSX. Opportunities do indeed seem to manifest, but I didn’t act because I’m sick with a nasty sore throat atm…
4th day of washout
Feel good. Funny how when I’m doing a cycle I feel recon pretty much the entire time to varying degrees and don’t realize it till the washout lol. Got a girl’s number at the mall, but it might totally go nowhere. Once I actually engage a person and make the decision to “seduce” them, it really seems to “kick in”. Mostly over my sickness, so I might run this stack again after washout, but I’ve also thought of replacing one of the titles with Sanguine Elixir or Love Bomb, but maybe I’ll fight that urge for now and just repeat the stack.
Very interesting, I’m reading this almost a year later after many cycles and stacks, and I actually don’t feel this way anymore. I don’t feel FOMO really. I’ve really chilled out. If it’s sub-related, I’m guessing it’s from Sanguine or LB or both.