Since losing my grandpa, I took a major loss physically and emotionally. I don’t know how to fully explain it but I know I’ll need to either see a therapist or deal with it spiritually in order for me to be more vibrant again. And I’m now getting back to eating like before since I completely lost my appetite.
My drive has vastly improved - even with the obstacles when it comes to work but I make the most out of my situation. And now things are turning out for the better.
Right now I don’t have a detailed review for my wealth and spiritual stack since I wasn’t working for a while but there’s some mind blowing things I’ll write about shortly.
My stack 1 which consists of;
Wanted
Heartsong and…
Diamond
Has been blooming despite the last time I ran it was 2 months back.
I got insane stamina in bed and this is understatement cause I honestly don’t know how long I can last. The sex is animalistic and deep. Out of nowhere I can now talk a woman through orgasm, and not just any orgasm… but multiple orgasms in a short period of time while maintaining my erection during the most wettest times when I feel like it’s a whole ocean down there.
This whole ordeal has made my girlfriend want me all the time and has created a sticky situation for whenever I try to leave her place, she refuses… tells me to stay a bit longer and when I don’t want to she resorts to turning me on and doing whatever I want. The more we have sex the better it gets.
This also applies to other women.
And more of them are taking a liking to me… complimenting me, eyes glued to me. Major obvious indication of interests but I’m just one picky dude.
One girl I saw on the streets(lols not like that) we spoke briefly and I told her to come over and when she did, we immediately started making out and she told me it was that time of the month when I lead her to my bedroom. I’ll see her again when I find time.
And another I met last night which resulted in the best sex I’ve ever had…
I went to the bar cause I was bored. When I got there, I met up with my friend and his cousin.
Immediately, me and the cousin were a spark at first sight.
I bought beers and we drank. She mentioned how nonchalant I am as she tried to get me to fall into her frame… which I refused cause I’m a Wanted man.
When she told me I’m not much of a talker, I responded with I’m all about action… then proceeded to kiss her for a few seconds. She then pulled back a bit and told me not yet.
Time went by and she was playing music on the jukebox that I want. Mind you, this is a bar yet we all vibing to Lil Wayne(Stark :)). As we approached the end of the night. She told me to let her know when I’m ready to head back home. And after a few I told her so.
We grabbed a couple of beers on the way. And when we got the crib, we made something eat. At that point she was wearing my jacket… just my jacket. This was around 11pm.
At first I was all in my head for some silly reason, as we started to have sex. Learning about how our bodies work.
Still I was stuck in my head and that lead to us stopping cause I wasn’t hard when it came to sticking it in. Luckily for me she was understanding and I was lowkey wishing I was running my romance stack. Then I recalled this is ZP, it should still be lingering. We went again and O-M-G… she was super wet and constantly squirting on me.
To the point that she left my sheets literally soaking wet🙃
Anyway, we continued to have sex for hours with a few breaks in between for “bonding” but really it was to give her some time to recover while my penis was rock solid on command.
Throughout the entire time, the sex was never boring… it was only getting better with each minute. I only came once and I decided to let her have the rest of time.
And It’s like I had a button that could make her squirt whenever I want while instinctively doing positions for maximum pleasure for the both of us. This went on till 10am… yes, we didn’t sleep but we only napped once which was for about 20min.
She quickly developed feelings for me, if you’re guessing… she dropped the L word.
The whole entire sex was just something magical. And she’s the first woman to ever keep up with my stamina.
This lead to some major pillow talk which I’ll not be sharing but all I have to say is that wow, when I let the subs breathe, everything was automatic.
And the head I was getting made me realize when you truly satisfy women, they are more than eager to suck you dry - almost as if they’re possessed.
At the moment I’m okay with seeing no more than 3 women since I’m getting way more sex than before and I got a lot on my plate.
And bonding with women is so effortless, the laughter, the sharing, deep conversations… and when I point out that I’m not perfect, they accept it and find a way to justify it as a good thing.
Finally, I’m almost at the perfect balance of hot and cold. Whether I’m with them or not and it drives em crazy… in a good way of course.
My second stack consist of;
Stark
HOM and…
Sage.
And I have to say - during the funeral time I hated the fame aspect of Stark. My name was being called left right and centre. Day and night… everyone coming to me for everything.
It caused me to spend my nights elsewhere just to get some rest since I was barely gonna get any.
There’s a lot of people coming to me with opportunities, some Western Union manager is offering to finance my deals - will be talking to him later on next week.
When I bought 2 courses to help with my career, the owner gave me another 1 for free which cost $2000 and will be a tremendous help starting next month.
I’m not even advertising but on Facebook I’m seeing exactly the type of businesses that I want to buy.
Forging new relationships has been so much easier and inspiring loyalty in others has left me speechless. Most people are going the extra mile for me.
And when I look at my businesses and how I want to expand them, it’s so interesting cause I was never this creative with them before.
Despite not working much right now, I keep getting more money and touching more of it than I ever did the past 3 months combined. And it will continue to increase drastically when I get back to work fully.
Now that I’ve put in time to taking care of myself - which involves eating and properly sleeping I just started getting back to my meditations.
All while working towards building a new business model for my primary business. Goal now is to make success a higher probability than failure.
