As a booster mostly although there were 2 days I played PCU by itself.
Interesting! May need to get this asap because my knees have been such a pain and the doctors won’t do anything to about them
May you be healed asap, my friend
How did you feel about PCU vs. Paragon Ultima Core in your Q custom?
Frankly, I didn’t use my Paragon custom for long so won’t be able to review it.
I talking about the alternate if the one loop does work
I don’t. I was looking into getting it and using it as a booster but I really not to spend money haha.
Listening to DRQv2 right now.
I’m ready for the pain.
Ready for the pain? Thats one way of looking at it
To me DRQv2 has been far less painful that Q… might be the stage though, I changed to st3 when I started Qv2
Yeah it’s definitely Stage 1 haha for me. Clearing me out.
Ran KhanQv2 this morning.
I just realised I should run MorningStarQv2 in the morning instead of Khan since the creativity from MSQv2 is probably keeping me awake and allowing me to not slept as it has productivity modules in it.
How does Khan QV2 feel for you ?
Which stage are you using ?
It’s taxing. I feel super tired after two loops.
I’m running Stage 4.
Nothing major yet tho.
That’s another person who’s unfollowed me on Instagram. A former student of mine.
Not a loss since I wasn’t a fan of her anyway however it sucks. I know you’re probably thinking why do you care if you don’t like her?
Because I don’t know what I’m doing to get unfollowed, blocked or whatever else.
I’m really hoping that it’s just me subconsciously having a clear out for new and better people to come into my life (Inner Circle).
However it is making me feel like absolute shit because it’s constantly happening.
I’m also trying to plan a business outside of dance as I’m losing interest in it now, especially with my injury. I need a side hustle to make some money.
I found Inner Circle to cause some of my friendships to fizzle out naturally and cause me to stop talking to some people for no reason other than having a strong subconscious nudge to cut those people off. Even people who I considered to be very close friends of mine in the past, and there was no falling out between us just an inner knowing that the friendship was not worth my time or energy.
I believe this to work in the reverse too. Subconsciously we’re all connected so it sounds like Inner Circle is weeding out those individuals who are toxic and don’t serve your higher good (even if you don’t realize it on a conscious level).
I concur it’s likely a clearing out process - out with the old to make room for the new and improved relationships and connections that are destined to enter your life. You only have so much room for those, so this clearing process is a necessary means to an end.
I’ve been having the nudge to make a new Instagram page or to unfollow people on my page now and make it private.
I’ve also had the nudge to not even focus on Instagram, but Tiktok instead and start a fresh.
This is exactly how I feel and what I believe is happening, but it still sucks, you know? It feels like it’s something bad even though it isn’t because I had a connection with that person.
I’m praying this is what it is. Me and the boyfriend want to live in LA so maybe it’s making room for those contacts to enter in rather than the horrible people that live in the UK (not everyone, of course).
Perfectly understandable, but when I’m going through some pretty heavy recon, I try to take a step back and put off making decisions when possible. I hope you’ll find equilibrium soon, Brandon. It’ll happen, I’m sure of it.
you may be a bit in ‘healing hell’ lol.
I think QV2 will really help, it’s been about 3 weeks and this week some shift or release has happened.
It feels very distinct than a better mood, or less recon, it’s like I’ve hit some escape velocity or the cessation of something I’ve been grappling with for a year. (I’ll write in more detail in my journal soon)
I didn’t even realize I was dealing with this until it stopped, then reading Saints post about the QV1 core confirmed it for me
My theory, from my current understanding, is in QV2 there is slightly more healing in the sub specific script and less-to none in the core. This means the initial ride will cause more recon, especially related to the sub, and then a clearer coast for it’s continued run duration.
God I hope not.
That’s awesome man, tag me and I’ll read for sure! I’m glad you’re getting over stuff you’ve previously dealt with.
Wait, so there’s more healing in DR, but there isn’t any in MSQ and Khan?
I’m confused about the healing aspect now.