Day 10
Back from vacation with friends. Felt intense anxiety returning to work. I really really hate my job, but not sure where to look for one. Since I have no further desire to work in the accounting or financial field.
A Manifestation of heartsong is that when I left for the week my wife began looking for me an ADHD couples therapist. She said that she wanted to help me out while we are in a loving place of our relationship so we become stronger since a lot of what her issues are with me is because of my condition and wants to understand it more. She made it clear she loves me the way I am but wants to help give me the tools to make life easier. Through this conversation I realized how hard I make life for myself when it doesnât have to be that way. Also how much she really loves and wants our already strong relationship to grow even stronger.