" There is more to reality, than meets a normal eye
Behind the curtain of everyday consciousness
Is hidden another, unutterably strange, mental universe "
My goals with these subs:
Recover from brain fog and my natural talents
Insights of reality
Creativity
Boost studying
Flow of thinking
Creative thinking
Meditation
Attention span
Inner voice
Intuition
More profound and correct tarot readings
Spiritual practices
Intuition/prophet like senses (i had them at times, wanted to upgrade that skill)
My background: freeze mind response to stress, forgetfulness, massive brain fog, at my worst felt like total vegetative state of my mind, dp/dr, lost creativity (i used to write sotories and poems which capacity drastically dicreased due to BF). So I’d be grateful to any improvments, and also my results would differ from other person with healthier background.
What I gained so far from 3 months running the program/ There will be a lot to catch up, had to lead the diary consistently :
- Got my inner voice more audiable which is huge improvment to me
- Reading speed and comprehension increased
- Better logic
- I can calculate more in my mind, I have hard math problems
- After running the QL and/or RoM doing some mental exercises almost brings brain orgasm feeling
- Meditation. I practice for years, I think that the programms improved that as the other day I did it with singing tibetan bowl, after 10 minutes I felt total peace, relaxation, almost euphoria, so even had to lie down on my bed. Very very rarely i had that before.
- after RoM, some time later into the program, I spontaneously decided to go to Kundalini yoga. Which was a big experience for me. After few hours of practice, we did meditation in which I started experiencing visions (mind eye), as kaleidoscope fractals and visionary of space etc. very vivid, I approached my teacher after the class to ask her what was that, and she said it was mind expanding, I guess that got me to be more attuned with subtle energies and intuition later on.
- Better intuition . As background since childhood I could have visions of what happened with someone I know. or a feeling of ot, later I started practicing tarot and developing intuitive skills exercise. As, for example, I pick 22 major arcanas from tarot deck, shuffle without seeing them, and randomly pick one, then trying to read its energy and guess what that is. One time I had clear picture of the drawing of the card after meditating on it (with close eyes and not looking at it), or words and feelings comes to my mind that describe it and then I can name it.
Sometimes I can read about person without knowing them, my collegues sometimes refer to me to do so, and i offer it to whom it might be interesting as training for me also. So the other day I was talking with my friend from work and she mentioned her bf and I felt that this prophet moment coming again, she knows about that, I told her that now its happening and started to describing her ex bf (i never knew anything about him, first time she mentioned him briefly). So many details came as that he had problems with his father, she confirmed that their relations was so difficult, he even got nervous tremor.
How his room looked like and his appearance etc
Later I saw in my mind she is playing football, i asked her that and she confirmed she did that a lot as kid. Those intuitive things attuned more after RoM
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