Restoring the Magic in my life

Questions and Comments
#1

I’m a spiritual person.
The longest time I was a devout Catholic striving for priesthood.
After a burnout and years of depression I had a kind of spiritual awakening.
It was nothing contrary to my Catholic belief, rather an expansion. I felt a strong connection to God/Source. I felt guided.
Like I new I had a purpose on earth, that I came into this life with a mission.
But in the last years this connection was lost during struggles to survive. Finding myself, healing, overcoming certain limitations.

My fiancee told me earlier this year that perhaps I should focus on my connection to the divine and then the rest will follow. I brushed it away.

But…
The signs are returning. I start to feel this deeper connection again. A tiny bit.

My Khan run comes to an end soon. Perhaps one or two cycles on stage 4, then I have one open slot in my stack.

What title could help to find this magic again?

My first thought was Alchemist. But do I really want another 4 stager right after Khan?

I considered AoH and Sanguine. But they seem so immanent.

Perhaps Revelation of Spirit?

Btw, I’m also considering starting a Qi Gong class and meditation.

@Malkuth any ideas?
@MechaShaman
@SoulFire
@TheEmpress

Anyone else?

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#2

I can relate. I was on a big upward spiritual trajectory in late 2022, early 2023 via meditation and such. Kind of what you describe " felt a strong connection to God/Source. I felt guided." Then late 2023 I had the opposite experience and now I’m trajecting back up after learning from the experience. Thing about spiritual journeys, is it can be like a roller coaster ride with some intense highs but also some gnarly lows. What I’m learning is each time you go thru a low, there should be some takeaway lesson of what caused the dip to happen, as its always caused by something you did and not some external force that is punishing you(which is what I assumed to be happening to me at the time).

As far as subs, I will be starting Khan Black solo, as much as I want to stack it with Alchemist so bad, SC support told me that its best to run it solo to get the most out of it which is what I will be doing(except maybe Paragon Sleep here and there). So if you run multistage Alchemist please do share the experience.

And I’m also getting into Qi Gong, I’m having a hard time finding a teacher(and I live in SoCal so should be an easy thing but no luck so far). So I got this book:

Opening the Energy Gates of Your Body: Qigong for Lifelong Health: Frantzis, Bruce: 9781583941461: Amazon.com: Books

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#3

Hey brother, it’s nice to hear your inspiration.

In my experience when that higher calling comes knocking, and your soul decides to come in strong, there isn’t a sub you can run that could really make a difference.

I can’t recommend a sub for this but some keywords to look for: wide open mindedness, wonder and curiosity, adventure, present moment awareness, relaxation, fun, love and joy, flexibility, resilience.

Sounds like AoHJ when I look at it, maybe AoH embed with a cool Synergy to spice it up.

I just read Revelation of Spirit and it sounds powerful, I would make sure to be ready for a serious reality shift before embarking on that one, the kind that will take you on a journey of alignement with your deepest values and might bring a lot of transformation to your current life depending how close or how far to your soul’s will you are at.

I’m very interested to hear your experience if you run RoS, I’m curious if it can actually open more to the higher self guidance.

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#4

I can highly recommend Heart Rate Variability breathing as a basic energetic practice, to go deeply into your parasympathetic.

You can do it sitting or lying down or anytime throughout the day while doing light activities once you get used to it.

It’s a very natural and comfortable breathing pattern, easy to get used to when you practice a little.

Make it 4 to 5 breaths per minute, whichever is most comfortable.

The exhale 2 seconds longer than inhale.

No pauses before or after every inhale/exhale, a continuous smooth flow.

I do 6 seconds in 8 seconds out, I count in my head or I do it with a gong recording so I can let my mind rest and go even deeper.

Just 5-10min of this breathing is very effective, longer sessions you can go deeeeeep

I link the gong audio to my drive if you wanna try it.

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/19QHJb8rdoB5HucBVAlHXzq_BSXmKntwX

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#5

RoS was so helpful for me in only a few loops

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#6

Alchemist singular?

#7

Quantum Limitless or Alchemist are the obvious choices. :slight_smile:

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#8

For finding magic in your life and be happy about it:

AoH + Genesis + RoS

or

For finding magic in your life and learn about the true nature of yourself:

Revelation of Dreams or Astral Projection X + RoS + Alchemist Core Stage 1

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#9

“Restoring magic in my life” - alchemist all stages. Done.

Quicker way is noticing magic happening right now. Seeing, hearing, tasting, feeling, thinking is magic - “you” ain’t doing that! No subs needed for that.

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#10

Follow your intuition, lol.

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#11

Alchemist, RoS, AoH, Love Bomb and Rennaisance man. Whichever you feel like.

RoS is helpful with finding the magic, so is Alchemist, but there will be moments where it’s not fun, especially with RoS.

I suggest finding a creative outlet if you don’t practice one already, maybe painting or something.

#12

RoS is crazy. Alexhemist is more about spiritual practice imho, discipline…but RoS basically makes god my guide, brother, bestfriend, conpanion on this journey. Helps me to allign myself with my purpose. Brongs joy to my life.connects me with the archetypes my soul wants to express.
I love it.

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#13

Try finding the magick in not-magick.

Khan Black will help with that.

See, you’re already in the magic right now.

It never goes away.

This is not a metaphor. Or a catchy Disney tune.

It’s the truth.

You literally cannot lose it.

The technical term in esoteric circles for what you’re going through right now is: a Mood.

And that’s okay. In fact, it’s better than okay. It’s actually great.

Here’s the secret:

  • Only magickal beings are capable of having experiences.

  • Magick is what constitutes experiences.

And so,

  • if you’re having an experience of things being not magickal, guess what that non-magickal experience actually is:

  • yup, Magick.

And guess what you–the being having that non-magick experience–are:

A magickal being.

It’s sort of like how all oil paintings are made of oil paint. There’s sort of no escape from it.

Even a painting that is specifically and intentionally of a non-oil painting is still made of:

paint.

Recognizing the truth of the above points can help you to relax about the whole thing.

Also, every time you saw the term ‘magick’ up above, you could replace it with the word Consciousness.

Anyway, so it’s a mood.

–

Story

There’s a beautiful landscape outside of your home. And just remembering that it’s there inspires you with gratitude and a love of life. As a result, you tend to look at that landscape through your window many times a day. That reminds you that it’s there, and again: gratitude and love of life.

But…

Sometimes your windows get dusty or fogged up, and until they’re wiped off, you temporarily can’t see the landscape. Bummer. That’s the mood we’re talking about.

At first, you are pretty urgent about wiping down those windows. You even consider cleaning them to be a ‘spiritual practice’.

As the famous monk Shenxiu said:

身是菩提樹 心如明鏡台 時時勤拂拭 無事惹塵埃

Translation: be a good monk and wipe off those windows!!!

But then time goes on, and it hits you:

even when the windows seem dusty or foggy, the landscape is still there.

Then you start to take those moments of dustiness or fogginess as incredible opportunities. You start to realize that you can connect with the landscape using your mind and heart, not just your eyes.

You leave them foggy for a while, try to connect in your heart, and then you wipe them off and check to see how well you did.

Now, you begin to look forward to the dusty and foggy times. And you find that through all of this your connection to the landscape is getting stronger and stronger through all conditions.

You appreciate the clear days when you can see with your eyes. And you now also appreciate the dusty, foggy days when you can see with your heart mind.

Because as the great Hui Neng replied:

菩提本無樹 明鏡亦非台 本來無一物 何處惹塵埃

Translation: It’s all good! Chill!

Anyway, short version: Khan Black’d be good.

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#14

Perhaps you should live more in alignment with your Human Design.

:wink:

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