My Manifestation process might have definitely started out that way - fixated on a specific outcome because hey, I was told that I can have anything I want so why not.
However, as time passed, I naturally hit the point of wanting to detach emotionally from the outcome and as a matter, from every single outcome in life so as to stay unaffected.
Deliberate creation can tend to be such a paradox. Set your intention and feel it real and at the same time, detach from the outcomes (or atleast that is how I view the latter part - a necessary step for my peace of mind). I am re-evaluating a lot of concepts and teachings at this point.
Having taken a break from Regeneration+Elixir definitely did wonders for mood and I did get to the point where I felt like I was ready to taper off the healing sub and start Seductress.
I have been going back and forth but here is the gist of what I would like to work on now:
- Self love, confidence and esteem
- Discernment when it comes to all the info I have been and continue to soak up
- Release the excess weight I’ve been carrying around for too long
- Develop a spiritual practise to help me ground anywhere anytime I begin to feel too attached to a specific outcome or naturally start to fixate and want to control it all
- Develop an irresistible and charming aura to everyone, especially the opposite sex
- Develop such a deep connection with myself that nothing or no one can phase me to a point where I begin to withdraw from myself.
Thank you all so very much for your support and kind words through this journey. Perhaps, I’ll still keep this journal open and also listen to Regeneration+Elixir whenever I feel called to it.
