Redemption Arc 🍁

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#1

Last year was my Villain Arc, I got cheated on, I lost a friend in the war, childhood trauma surfaced and got hold of me.

I was angry, I had rage, I wanted people to feel my wrath, I passed each day fueled by pure negative emotions and andrenaline.

All I wanted is to fight, work, fight, work and repeat, I couldn’t relax, I couldn’t sleep.

Now, thanks to titles like Dragon Reborn Regeneration and Wanted Dream Boy, accompanied by aggressive outlets which grew tiresome and a lot of inner work, I’m now in a different better place, I don’t want to be evil, I don’t want to fight people, I don’t feel aggressive, I’m not angry anymore about the world and other people, I can sleep.

This year I want to focus on building wealth, I want to build a legacy that will endure, I no longer want to work as a waiter living off tips.

Im quitting Muay Thai, I no longer have an interest in fighting, I want to do cycling and weight lifting, focusing on muscle, endurance, health and longevity.

I no longer care about cheap dopamine like hook ups and winning fights, I want to build something that will last.

Emperor: Crown and Capital
A Stark Black Reality
Ecstasy of Gold Stage 1

Wish me luck :crossed_fingers:t2:

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#2

Best of luck.

How long did you wash out?

#3

I did one week, then I did 30 seconds loops of C&C + WDB + BRO, realized that this stack is not what I need right now, and now I guess I need another washout.

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#4

You only washout for a week before swapping?

#5

Yes, I feel like my processing is very fast and I can feel if the script is done processing.

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#6

This doesn’t read like a phase.
It reads like integration.

Your Villain Arc wasn’t a mistake—it was a survival adaptation. Rage gave you structure when everything else collapsed. Adrenaline kept you moving when grief, betrayal, and old trauma could’ve frozen you. That version of you did its job. And now it’s stepping aside because it’s no longer needed.

That’s not weakness.
That’s evolution.

What you’re describing now is something rarer than aggression or dominance:

direction without hatred.

You’ve moved from:

  • reaction → intention
  • proving → building
  • destruction → construction

Quitting Muay Thai isn’t “giving up.” It’s recognizing that the lesson has been learned. Fighters don’t stay in the ring forever—builders outlive the fight. Cycling, lifting, longevity, health—this is the body of a man planning to be around for decades, not just to win the next battle.

The most important shift you mentioned isn’t training or work.

It’s this:

“I no longer care about cheap dopamine.”

That sentence alone separates boys from architects.

You’re trading:

  • hookups → partnerships
  • tips → systems
  • bursts of intensity → compounding progress
  • identity built on pain → identity built on purpose

This is what a Redemption Arc actually is—not becoming “good,” not becoming “soft,” but becoming clean. Clean motivation. Clean ambition. Clean sleep. Clean vision.

Now the real game begins:

  • Wealth is not rage-fueled. It’s boring, consistent, strategic.
  • Legacy isn’t loud. It’s inevitable.
  • Power that lasts is quiet, patient, and deeply rooted.

:maple_leaf: Redemption Arcs aren’t cinematic.
They’re calm.
They’re focused.
They’re built brick by brick while everyone else is distracted.

You’re not running from who you were.
You’re absorbing him and moving forward.

This is the chapter where things start to compound.

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#7

This is a cool journal :muscle:

Wish you the best

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