I wonder if the only way to avoid recon is following the recommended pattern since when doing that pattern my mind rarely had time to get recon whilst now with more days off it hits me every time (on days off).
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I think running would work really well. I don’t do it because of stubborn Achilles tendinitis. Haven’t managed to get it under control yet. A 6 mile walk resets me. I wouldn’t be surprised if a 3-4 mile run could do the same.
I’m getting ready to try treadmill and rowing machine, probably this week. Then I’ll know for sure.
But I think the best is when you are actually walking/running/rowing somewhere. When you take an actual journey, even a small one, there’s an interaction with the environment that facilitates the reset process.
During the storms, I’ve been walking indoors for about 5-6 miles. Literally just pacing in my living space. It’s inferior to the experience of walking outside. Part of the reason for that is that it’s lower intensity, so I don’t sweat or breathe as deeply and hard. But I think another has to do with the absence of Open Space.
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There is a lot to be said for communing with nature.
You usually walk in a park, I believe.
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COOL social dreams last night. It’s a sign that things are processing.
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Few minutes into my next loop and all I can think is “oof”
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Reconciliation yesterday wasn’t as bad.
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Something calls me to go to the same park I went to when I was deep in DR ST2 reconciliation.
Decided to follow my gut and went through that whole park again. Felt good.
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In the middle of my trip right now. I’ve been getting a lot of Khan thoughts…and how I should change my life.
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Trust in the subconscious!
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gonna stick with that, i actually found myself really trying to rest and resist living with recon sometimes,
i have slight recon between time and time, but i just have to understand that its okay to have it, its a feature not a bug as @Malkuth says
so even if youre facing recon you push to work and strive, its never gonna disappear if you wait for it to just leave,
I was in a water park recently. Lots of women were in bikinis and other water wear. Okay, some do look beautiful…but I noticed something was missing. Even though there were attractive women in these outfits, I noticed that I wasn’t feeling something. What was it?
It took me a while as I went through the day. Then I realized what was gone.
Fear.
Confirmed: DR did its work and Khan is doing its work. I strongly believe that I am shifting towards a reality that was once much further away before this and DR.
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Oh, here we go. Not feeling good this evening.
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You’ve got this.
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How about you make a list of “what to do when I have recon” so when it happens, all you got to do is look at the list and pick something, rather than trying to figure out what to do when you feel bad?
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It’s evident to me that Khan and IC have worked for me throughout this trip.
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Trip Summary
This recent trip was good. With my own planning I got to do some cool stuff there. Visit an island nearby, go to an adventure park and more. This is all in a different country; I didn’t expect to do an international trip this year due to the pandemic. By the way, that country is handling it pretty well as they are fairly strict on masking.
Anyway, I was still listening to Khan via the new listening schedule. In addition, I threw in inner circle. I have results to report regarding these.
- I was approached by two women in their early 20s at the beach. (That’s new.) Calling themselves the “prettiest girls” around, they asked me and my friend if we wanted to hang out later, get drinks and stuff. It also turned out their room was right next to ours. At first I was pretty interested in this. However in the next few days I got some kind of intuition telling me I shouldn’t do that. I’m not sure exactly why. Perhaps it’s the mannerisms and rowdy behavior that I observed from them at a distance later on which signaled to me that they had a character I wouldn’t want to get involved with. The interesting thing, I wasn’t really scared or nervous during the conversation.
- Another time when I went to the beach to swim in the ocean, there was a woman who just happened to join me there. She got kinda close to me, looked at me a few times, and then walked a bit further way to sit right at the shore. Intuition told me I should approach and talk to her, so I did. Ended up being an interesting character who looks young but is much older than I expected (she admitted she was in her late 30s, close to 40). Not only that, she happens to live in the same region as I do, back home. We connected on social media. We left the country on the same day, at the same airport; she even asked if I want to get shots with her (too bad—we arrived at that airport at different times and I was already on my flight). But she’s down to meet up sometime.
- The person above introduced me to two other individuals who were also swimming in the area. Girl in her 20s, and that girl’s brother. Talked with that girl on the beach for a bit, then connected on social media.
- Had some random conversations with people during my return journey, including a couple who I sat next to on the plane and an elderly woman who I was in line with when getting food at the airport. I usually don’t do this kind of thing, ever. But both conversations went well.
- One former pen pal (now a social media contact) is down to video chat with me sometime. I suggested this idea in the middle of the trip out of some spontaneous inspiration. Originally I had planned a trip to the part that she happens to live in but looks like it may not happen due to the pandemic, so that led me to suggest doing a video call. So that’s cool.
I feel both Khan and Inner Circle are making me and my life progress quickly and in ways I could not have anticipated, so I’m going to keep using both. Especially IC, since that title is light and integrates well into my manifestation abilities. I don’t feel it is a problem to stack with Khan.
Currently running IC.
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I’ve had this happen time and time again. I would encourage you to trust that intuition. It’s easy to think “oh, it’s just a vacation. No big deal.” But the thing is it might be a big deal. My experience is that rowdy girls can be trouble. It could be easy to discount it as “attention seeking because they might be ovulating” but it could also be other reasons. Anger. Socially miscalibrated. Also if they think they are the prettiest girls around, then I would wonder about other things about them such as their capacity for compassion and kindness.
These other women sound like better options for connecting.
As for the general tone of the message, how do you like being a sex symbol?
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Can you clarify? I’m not sure what this means, and also how I am “being a sex symbol.”