Recon question from a different angle

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#1

I’m currently running a custom stack with emperor core, deus, gorgeous manifestor, anti recon zp, panther, new emotional experience healing experience, omnidimensional, inner voice, illusions of the mind and one more module I can’t remember at the moment but I was just wondering…

Has anyone ran emperor on a custom and noticed that people who are close to them like family and friends have been acting indifferent and is this normal

Also, is it normal to have intrusive thoughts that come up as a form of recon? or can your brain give you intrusive thoughts while running a sub that makes you not want to run a sub anymore.

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#2

I would say it is totally normal.
Imagine you are living with a person that seems to change as a person, every little detail that changes will feel like “what is happening, I don’t see the reason or root cause for that change, so I am very doubtful and challenge it”. Doesn’t mean they will be consciously aware of what they are doing, sometimes they just do it while on auto pilot to push you back into your previous tracks.

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#3

interesting, makes sense thanks. It feels more pronounced on emperor tho, like people purposely are ignoring me who would usually be super friendly with me. I’m guessing its the respect part of the script

#4

Well, you’ll observe this same phenomena if you started wearing alpha pheromones around people who have known you for a long time. Both a title like Emperor and the pheromones breaks their crystallized ideas about you, and it takes time for a new image to form (hence what the pheromone Xist is supposed to do — reset that image). Essentially, you’re being ghosted since they are unsure of how you’d react to things now. They can sense that something has charged, but there’s nothing concrete yet, and so the result is silence or cautious indifference. It also serves as a congruence test, to see if you really are what you’re putting out.

I’ll never forget the ghosting that happened to me when I spilled a bottle of an alpha pheromones on myself once. It was like I didn’t exist, and the closest people kept asking me if I were angry even though I was completely fine.

How to proceed is up to you — you can employ microloops to slowly adjust yourself and others to what you’re trying to achieve within the self, employ more washouts or even come off the title if you’re not sure that you really want to even deal with it.

The goal here is always consistent, yet steady growth and progress.

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#5

Yes to both.
That’s part of the change/ growth.
Old programming gets challenged.
The thing is, known means safe for your subconscious. Even if the known is living hell, your survival is proof that it’s safer than something you don’t know.
So it notices the sub will lead to change, so it tries to make you drop it.

#6

This makes a lot of sense.

Was at work yesterday and my manager (female) had a go at me out of knowhere. I was getting on with work and focused on serving a customer. She seemed to be angry and from her perspective i was being rude and ignoring her, it kind of didn’t make sense, until it did. I’d had a break from subs and had just been running my Heartsong/S&SX custom and Vibes St4. Also noticed collegues were colder with me too.

#7

I did start with micro loops and ended up doing 15 mins instead and now I see that I should go back to micro loops. I have emperor as a custom with gorgeous manifestor, deus, anti recon zp, illusions of the mind, omnidimensional, new emotional healing experience, inner voice, panther and mosaic

would it be smart to just do micro loops of the custom and just play primal the major program I was running before this without any interruptions or recon for 15 mins?

I started my custom on may 2nd of this month but it seems like I’m not ready for it

I was running primal seduction for 3 months and I’m kind of tempted to run it again but I know emperor has primal scripting so I’m not sure if it will cause major recon.

If not I was thinking of just doing wanted black which I already have with my custom

#8

I’m glad because I was very concerned. I would get thoughts that would make me question myself and want to drop the custom all together.

#9

What if I am spending a great deal of time contemplating and reflecting instead of just experiencing the moment and enjoying the changes? A girl told me only 3% of our time is like experience and most of it I am in my head and taking her through a mental process, that there is very little feeling and sensations that are being enjoyed together. Could it be I am going through a lot of mental changes and they just have not settled yet?

Maybe I am just adjusting to a large amount of changes and it requires a lot of mental attention to work through them and allow them to settle in?

Sometimes there are these moments when things within me just click and manifestations happen and the vibe feels right but then I go right back into the mental process very quickly, usually this happens when I stop listening for a few days.

When I listen again the process returns. Does this ever end or is it just the first month of running a program, or until you work through whatever it wants me to work through within my own mind?

there is also the feeling that I want to spend time with myself and focus on this mental work instead of doing other things.

Can anyone explain this me? I am currently using Khan Black and Love Bomb.

#10

What others before me have said about the ghosting are very true, it’s just a natural process.

I’ve experience it too. Moments like that might even make you doubt if you’re even growing at all, but ultimately it is a test, and, there is a way to pass it. Here’s how one could get through those moments

  • Be more aware in such moments and avoid attaching an unhelpful emotional feedback (like getting angry) to it.

  • You might or might not think of it as absurd, but you know your external reality will eventually adjust to how fast you’re changing internally

  • And, you can just laugh about it all.

I found the steps a very helpful habit for seeding patience AND anybody will eventually realize just how easy it is when you start doing it in real time.

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#11

I think the NEHE is definitely helping me not get attached to it because before I would get so upset like why are you ignoring me when the other day you were giving me high five and say what’s up like we’ve known each other for years

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#12

I bought true social to compliment my stack so I can be more social, so if they want to ignore me than its cool, I’ll just align myself with people who are on the path to success like me lol

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#13

The people closest to you often have the strongest ideas about “who you are” and tend to resist your changes the most. Consciously or otherwise.

I’ve always noticed that strangers embrace “the new me” WAY faster than people close to me.

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#14

This concept of them having a preconceived notion about us might explain why the wife doesn’t respond to the pheromone stuff I’ve been testing lol.

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#15

so true because they don’t have anything to go off on, for all they know, you’ve been like that your whole life