So I’ve been away for a while cause I wanted to really test the power of my current custom, and I feel like something about this custom didn’t really stick with me, so I went back to my previous one called iCreate, which is also a QTKS custom (for those that remember), and I realized that for the function that I made HP for, iCreate is actually superior for it.
So I went back to iCreate and will be testing out more as I abruptly had to stop it in the past
In other news, I start my new job on Wednesday 
Wohoooooo!!!
I love how this journal was for me to reinvent myself, instead me and my girl had to break up and now I have 3 girls doing whatever I want, whenever I want, and however I want, and none of the 3 want any strings attached, while I’m also looking for one more girl for my other need: “love”, but then again, me loving myself to allow myself to be so free and living the WB lifestyle again makes me feel like the self love I have is more than enough than getting some externally 
This is what I’ve been running recently:
Wanted black Core
Sex and Seduction Core
BDLM Core
Carpe Diem Ascended
Deep Sleep
Direct Influencing Aura
Entranced
Focused Arousal
Gorgeous Manifestor
Gratitude Embodiment
Inner Gasoline
Joie de Vivre
Jupiter
Long-Range Seduction
One Scent
Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
Sexual Manifestation
Victory’s Call
Void of Creation
Yggdrasil
Please keep up with posting your experiences regularly so the rest of us can enjoy 
looks like this custom is going to make for some crazy situations
Honestly man I do wanna post more often, but honestly it gets hectic, like if I were to give quick updates right now, I’d say:
started a new job last month at a globally recognized bank as one of the Sponsorship leads, which has instantly shot up my status around here as part of the “elites” of my country.
I have 3 fwbs right now, with one of them coming to me and asking me if I can “teach her” and let her use Invictus Jr. for practice purposes
Got an Albanian model, and a Turkish/Moroccan business chick, to both wanna go out on dates with me, so I’m gonna evaluate them over the course of this week, and the winner gets to have me for valentine’s 
Lastly, went out on a date with another girl on Saturday, probably the hottest girl I’ve been out with so far, yet the face man, her lips had such weird fillers that I felt like I was out Donald Duck’s offspring 
Oh yeah, forgot to point that I’m also at the biggest I’ve ever been, with my weight reaching a level I’ve never seen, even though my numbers at the gym are still chill and steady.
Sauvage Edt or Edp?
What is your opinion of QTKS compared to ZPV2 Customs?
Are you willing to give your take on the differences and share your personal experience using one vs other.
Whaaat?
Which one to choose?
Sauvage Eau de Toilette
or
Sauvage Eau de Parfum
Go for Elixir
Or try something different that most men aren’t really using that much, like:
But if it’s specifically between those two, then EDP
QTKS is deeper and much more hard hitting, especially at lower runtimes, while as ZPv2 customs are something I just stopped using, as I’d rather use the main title, or have it made with my name now.
I also prefer QTKS over ZPv2 for it’s flexibility, which makes me just end up investing in those instead, but make no mistake, ZPv2 can still hit you hard, especially if your mind is sensitive to recon, but QTKS is definitely smoother since your own voice running it makes it as more of a self talk, which in my case, is much stronger as it feels like I’m the one talking myself through the changes, instead of an external factor or voice.
I’ve been thinking about updating for a while now, however, as life kept going on, I just kept getting more and more results, so it would have been too much of a drag to make multiple posts, and I don’t wanna end up looking like I’m just over exaggerating my day to day life because of WB.
So to summarize my last 1 month or so on this sub:
) her desire to get physical was getting much more difficult to hide, but for some reason, I still didn’t wanna do anything other than holding hands and hugs, so on the drive back she started cuddling my arm with her head on my shoulder, and then sexual questions started popping up, and I knew right away why she was asking, and then our hands were going to places, but I stopped it and told her “let’s take our time”, and then dropped her home, after telling her that we will go out for a dinner date the next day, and she asked me if I was free, I was like not really, as one of my friends just came back from Australia, but I still wanna go on a date, and she said okay. but one thing lead to another, and we finally made out when we were in the car, completely disregarding safety (speed was 160km/h), and the thrill of it made her go a bit crazy, and she couldn’t stop making out with me for the next 2 hours, saying that she doesn’t wanna go anywhere but stay with me in the car and enjoy more, but then I had to cut it short cause it was 5:30am once again and then she had a flight the next day, so I told her that I’ll drop her so she can rest up, and once she’s back I’ll be around to pick up where we left off.
This last one week or so made me realize, that once that desire for sex goes away, you really realize the true depth of WB, as now I’m enjoying it even more than however long I’ve been using it or the OG WANTED.
And this whole update was about Forbidden Fruit QTKS
So last night…
I had quite a busy day yesterday, because of which I was pretty tired to do much, like no gym, no hangouts, no gaming, not even watching anime or movies, I just wanted to sleep and rest.
My cousin texts me at 8pm telling me to come over for a gathering, to watch wrestlemania, but I couldn’t even move from my bed, let alone drive all the way there, so I said I’m too exhausted and ended up not going, and by this time it was 8:30pm, so I decided I’ll just rest up a bit and wake up in a couple hours for dinner, keeping in mind that the girl is in a flight and landing at 11pm.
I woke up at exactly 10:55, washed my face and got in the car, completely being out of it, and not checking my phone or anything, and at exactly 10:59pm, I get a text “hey I just landed”, was interesting to me because when the plane lands, all the crew get busy directing the passengers and what not, so for her to let me know the moment they landed before doing her work seemed sweet.
I texted her that I just got in the car to get some gas, but right after I did that, it turned out that my stomach wasn’t feeling the best so I went back home, once I was done, she texts me “I’m headed to the dorm now”, meaning she wanted to see me, so I was straightforward with her and asked, and her reply was that while yes she does wanna see me, she doesn’t want me to feel restless at work the next morning, I was like it’s fine, so she reaches the dorm at 12 and 12:05 I’m waiting for her at the gate, pick her up and the night ended up way more eventful than I thought;
Firstly, she’s much more touchier now, while also showing this cute side of her that keeps getting shy and turning her face away any time I say anything cute, and I keep catching glimpses of her smiling through the reflection of the window.
while driving, she kept telling me about her day and stuff, and while I was listening, WB kicked in, and I grabbed her face to kiss her, saying “slow down with your words, can’t focus on them when your lips are so tempting”, this is not the kind of flirting I do, ever but the way she went all red and shy was a sight to see 
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I grab dinner for us, and after we were done, she just laid her shoulder on my head, and we started kissing while I drove, and she said “I wish we could go somewhere and park for a while”, and this is when the dangerous side of WB kicked in I took her to my house, parked right in front of my gate, grabbed her, and made her choose me over oxygen, and there was some higher level of domination expressing itself with me, like, in the middle of making out, I grabbed her neck, kissed her from her neck back to her lips, locked eyes with her, tightened my grip a bit, she started biting her lips, and with an intense gaze, the words that came out of my mouth were “you’re mine to keep, understand?”, her eyes showed me an emotion that I know a bit too well, total submission, and it would be an understatement to say she was dripping wet at that point (I have to take my car for a wash today 
).
after that, she just looked at me and said “fuck me”, and I know, most guys in this situation would just go for it, I mean, a hot Asian chick with a body of a model and a face that can make any guy simp, along with “fuck me” eyes? yeah it was hard to ignore that request but as much as I wanted to, I said “no, I respect you way too much to treat you like that”, she understood exactly what I meant, and started kissing me even more passionately and said “I love kissing you, it’s unlike any kiss I’ve ever experienced”, and then it went on for another 30 mins or so, before I started driving back to drop her, as I had to sleep as well for work.
finally, on our way to her dorm, she was cuddling with my arm, and told me that when she said “fuck me”, she was testing me, to see if I would go for it or not, so I asked her why, and she said it’s because she wanted to see if I truly like her or just lusting, and I was like that doesn’t really make sense, and then she got flustered and told me to shut up and be happy so the push-pull of WB is making me come of like a respectful Disney prince it seems
You never posted what happened for Valentines day! Which girl did you take and how did it all go.
I actually ended up watching Captain America 4 that day
Went with my group instead for less headaches cause none of the chicks were into marvel, and that’s a deal breaker for me 
Luckily this new one loves marvel
Did you ever solve the problem of being hit on by your friends girls ect? Are you on a guys hangout only policy or…
Really admire how you prioritise self- love and self-amusement over other things. Keep it up champ.
Or like, ”she didn’t like marvel, that was a deal breaker for me.”
Or my favourite, at one point you said something along the lines of ”… the sub made me not enjoy gaming so I had to cut it off.”
Hey it’s been a while
Got busy with life haha
I actually did address it previously, and it stopped from most of them except one, but then on Thursday when we were all out and drinking, my tipsy side came out to say it, and it basically lead my friend to not be talking to me 
We’ll see how it goes this weekend, but so far he hasn’t been responding to the group chat either, and all I said is “just because it might be normal in your culture doesn’t justify it when I’m not comfortable with it”